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STOP WAITING

Spain, that rotten General, made my desire to find Mr. Andy fade. I didn't know that Mr. Andy would bring in so much military aid.

Mr. Andy, it's been a special treat for me a long time. His attention made me forget who he was, and who I was. Obviously all the access facilities he had, showed his family's high status in the community.

But still, I want to talk and joke again with Mr. Andy. Every time I do a lot of work here, I have to remember everything Mr. Andy said. He taught me a lot of tricks, protected me from being the center of attention. Giving me venison soup, practicing telepathy, and among all those things, was her words that always annoyed me, and she just laughed, Miss Brenda said she rarely smiled, let alone laughed, she said, but with me he always laughs.....

I can't forget Mr. Andy, as if he's never been in my life. My chest hurts so much, he just left, I want an explanation, after all that attention...

My feelings were mixed, when Spain bullied me at the restaurant, what she knew about my relationship with Mr. Andy, what right she had to blame me for Mr. Andy's reaction, after I called, she couldn't blame me, she said, or blame Mr. Andy, but why don't I call Kingdom Hospital, why is it Mr. Andy I'm calling?Stupid, that was always what I said for all my decisions back then. Why don't I let him fix the leak of the electric dome?, why should I interfere?

Wh why?Wh why?Wh why? Questions like this haunt me. Feelings of anger, sadness, regret and longing, mixed erratically.

I can't work at Tepian anymore, the last memory of my mistake with Mr. Andy makes it hard for me to focus. I need to find somewhere else to live.

I applied for a job in the Kingdom household, I knew enough myself, with only night school, being a waitress here was good enough for me.

"Ling ling, how are you there? Are you guys all right?", I called Ling Ling in hologram mode.

"Sandy is still surprised by your decision, I'm actually surprised as well, but I'm trying to support you Hannah" Ling Ling calmed me down.

"Yes.. Ling Ling since when, you become this adult?!", we smiled together, I'm sorry Ling ling, if Spain hadn't erased your memory of Andy, I would have had a place to share. But I don't have, I have to swallow my own story, without anyone.

I was received, in the Kingdom's servant section, I took care of the kitchen, the access granted was even ten times higher than the one I received at Tepian.

"You're the new waitress, what's your name?"

"Hannah Jacklyn, sir"

"Sounds like I've seen you?"

"In Nein, in that cafe"

"Hmm yes sir, I am the waiter who accompanies you at Cafe Bu Mimmi"

"I'll introduce myself again. I'm Millard, butler here. Hannah, you know why your position as my assistant is vacant, because they resigned. I have high standards in serving His Majesty My King, so you must follow my rules".

"Understand me, sir"

Mr. Millard spoke for up to two hours, explaining many rules. Good, this is what I need, a new rush, so I can forget Mr. Andy.

The first day of work, I was placed as a cleaning service in the kitchen. Millard's assistant, very much, and I'm one of them. I don't mind because there's so much access.

Since the most recent employee, my senior always gave me additional equipment to wash. Until I don't get lunch. Lunch time is always late, it's been three days.

If I keep going this way, I can faint at work, I have to eat. I always see, the food train for My King, always left. Kelly's mom, who was always washing, was very careful with a glass of color-changing drink every day.

"AWH!!!, again exposed to this juice liquid, very painful, but I only got one drop but my skin was like hot water, Jenny can I have someone else wash My King's equipment?"

"Hey, you, Hannah! Wash My King's dinnerware, we'll be home soon. Kelly's hands blistered, had to go to the pharmacy, throw away the rest of the food carefully".

"Well, Miss Jenny!", I answered quickly.

The kitchen is empty. I'm so hungry, on My King's food train, there's still plenty of leftovers.

What is this drink, it's purple, and it smells so familiar. Aaaaah! White mushrooms mixed with purple flavorings flowers, I tried a little.

Oh my God, it's delicious, whether I'm hungry, or it's really good. All the leftovers on this food train, I can eat. After three days of hunger, I finally ate.

My stomach was growing, full. I washed the cutlery, there was no leftover, I spent it all. This time, I felt good food again.

I live in the back garden of the kitchen. Milard gave me the keys to the barn, free of charge, so long as I take care of him.

It's been a week of work, it's my turn to take a day off. I have to make this warehouse worthy of a home.

Mattresses, bathrooms, mirrors, cutlery, everything is in this old warehouse. More like an old cabin, than a barn. Maybe this warehouse was once inhabited by someone.

Electricity here uses a buffer stick that is old enough, must be repaired, to be brighter. The electricity I took from my wing must have been enough for two years.

Working under pressure from the seniors, I didn't think much about it, I just wanted to be able to live alone.

My daily activities other than washing are cleaning the garden in front of my living warehouse. Unkempt garden. The garden has a circular boundary. Many circles here, it seems like a way to grow seasoning flowers, so as not to poison other plants. I often do it with my mother. Gardening made me feel closer to Edges.

I can't go home yet, I'm afraid my father and mother will be saddened by my achievements on the Edge. Everything I worked for was lost by Spain.

Spain made my identity turn into Hannah the grey, my hair gray again. Because Spain erased my latest data. So that no one remembers me with Andy. Andy will remember me as white hair. So my data was returned grey-haired. Fortunately, the mother's mangsi still exists.

No more white-haired Hannah Jacklyn. All the data I've taken on courses and staff at the Tepian Hospital, doesn't suit my situation. Just because of the hair color, it's done with my future.

In Kingdom's data, my hair color is Grey, and I would be considered an intruder, a spy, if I kept my white-haired identity.

I always remember my last day at the Tepian Hospital. During the retinal examination, my data appeared, grey hair filler tribe. Everyone looked at me, no one remembered when I started having white hair, Ling ling , Sandy, Emily's doctor who interviewed me while on the course, said my hair was grey. Everybody!! Until I finally gave up. Within a few minutes in front of the Retina scan of the Tepian Hospital, I said the white color of my hair was due to the dye from the taste buds.

When I remember that shameful incident, I can't look me in the mirror. Hair dyed white only for certain celebrations, such as in the city of Nein, a celebration of prayer, so that the Queen quickly woke up. How humiliating.