Living in a Shield World
Memories

MEMORABLE

I couldn't talk in the elevator with Lingling, she could faint seeing me alive.

Whose son is with Lingling?

Her hair was yellow, like Sandy's. Is it Sandy and Lingling?

No way, I'm thinking too much

Lingling came out first, leaving me without even looking at her. Lingling is so elegant now, her appearance is luxurious and charming, unlike my shabby and kitchen smell, our world is different now

I arrived at the very ground floor, where my warehouse once was. It feels good to be here again.

I slowly opened the door of the building leading to my warehouse, the garden was not maintained anymore, the lights in my building house went out, there was no electricity in my house.

Carrying two children, while dragging one large suitcase was troublesome once, but smelling their distinctive scent excited me, tired of me being happy

This is the key I can't open, the kids have to get up first, "Edward, Rossy, get up son, mommy wants to unlock the house?", I jump in so they open their eyes.

"Mother, where is this?", asked Rossy as he rubbed his eyes

I had to crouch down, hold my back, wait for them to be fully awake

Edward still could not open his eyes, sitting with his eyes closed, on the porch bench of the warehouse house.

"In our new home"

"Asiiik, we have a new home!!!", Rossy ran over laughing and cheering

Edward starts to open his eyes, hearing Rossy's excitement. Twins have a strong feeling.

Eventually the two of them woke up and ran agilely, surrounding the unkempt garden, like a forest.

I opened the door, everything was the same, nothing was lost, nothing shifted because it was moved.

Edward and Rossy's toy swords were electric batons, not because of manufacture, but because their high electrical power was always absorbed into the sword while playing with Abraham.

Edward's sword I put in the middle of the room, Rossy's sword I put in the hallway of the bathroom, kitchen and bedroom

The room is only one but wide enough, for now enough, I'll find them another mattress.

No food for tonight. I'm hungry, the kids are hungry too.

The salmon! Is there still?

I went out into the garden, into the small pond, did not see anything like before, had to be fed first, if you want the fish out.

I don't have any food to throw.

On the side of the garden, still towering apple and peach trees, the fruit is dense.

I ran to get a small basket from the kitchen, then ran out and flew to the tree

Edward, Rossy followed me flying with their tiny wings, glowing beautifully.

We cheerfully picked up the ripe fruits from the trees, already full of my cherries, Edward and Rossy were hungry, took the fruit washing in the water tap of the garden, then ate the fruits voraciously.

"Edward, Rossy here! According to mother, in this small pond, there are many fish, let's test", I put a small piece of peach, the water is still calm, I put again small pieces, no reaction.

The pool water, becoming whirled has a vortex, then from the middle of the vortex appeared a large salmon, as big as my son.

The fish fluttered on the ground, Edward and Rossy, trying to calm the moving fish down, they laughed happily

I haven't been here for too long, the fish that used to be small, have now become this big, don't want to eat pieces of fruit, they want whole fruit

Tonight, we ate big, grilled fish, and white mushroom vegetables mixed with flavorings flowers.

As my children ate, I cleaned up a very dusty house. Thankfully, the bathroom water still works.

At midnight, my children fell asleep in the middle room chair. I'm done cleaning the house, as it was, tomorrow I continue again, so as not to mess and dust

I moved them on the only mattress, big enough, enough for the three of us

Good thing I don't need a water heater like a filler tribe, I like cold water. Soaking in the water that still contained the forest orange juice, made my skin become shiny white, and my hair turned white. I have to make my hair gray after a shower.

This house, leaving me with beautiful memories, I still remember every detail. The first time, set foot here, took care of him, then lived alone with Andro and was forcibly expelled by Spain.

This warehouse house is witness.

I'd better just end the soak, if not my eyes tomorrow will be puffy. And my kids would ask me all day, why were my eyes puffed up, they didn't like to see her mom cry.

The smell of bed sheets, which I picked up from the wardrobe as if washed out. Not itchy, like someone who takes care of the whole closet.

My children slept well once, after a week each night we slept in a downtown seat. I put them to sleep with my thighs.

There's no sadness on their faces, as long as it's with me. Sleeping on rest benches along the Core Rocks was common for the Edges, we were not enough to stay overnight.

We never feel cold sleeping on the bench because we like the cold, the colder the better. The body is covered with a thick blanket, quite comfortable. Just uncomfortable, for me. I sleep sitting.

Finally being able to sleep on your back, O God, just being able to sleep on your back is a real pleasure. My eyes won't open anymore, they'll just shut down, then dark

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The morning sunlight shone on the bedroom glass, I woke up. Already step? Wretch!

The clock in Edward's hand pointed at 6 a.m. Thank goodness it's not too late.

I ran wash my face, brush my teeth. I saw some cleaning service uniforms that Miss Juanita gave me. Still the same clothes, like the kitchen, I wear clothes for today, Tuesday.

My kids don't need to wake up, just prepare the grilled fish and vegetables again. They've trained independently from childhood while in Edges.

At the dinner table, I put a note, "This is the grilled fish, it is forbidden to fight, remember to take a bath! smelly sweat!!!! Mother work first".

Since childhood, they have been able to read, and often I stay at work looking for flavorings flowers, or any odd jobs in the Tepian.

The difference is, there I can leave them to my neighbors, here they are completely alone.

Out of the porch, I give the inner strength of the door of the house, so that it is connected to my soul.

Stepping out of the garden through this street again, I suddenly saw Andro, outside the door of the kitchen building, waving at me.

I ran, then silently pecked, Andronya was no more, eager to hug her once more, hugging those hard bones, which gave her a lot of warmth and protection.

Being the single mother of twins, makes me miss the affection of the father of my children.

My tears streamed profusely again, past the half shield. My hands trembled slightly, wiping away the tears that soaked my face. I have to be strong, just for a little while, until The First I take it again