
*POV. Gia
After the dream last night, I felt like I could not fall asleep properly again. I was just hanging out on the bed. Turn your left and right body over and over again until the morning begins to come.
I decided to shower and dress up. I went out of the house and decided to buy breakfast.
Fortunately, during my pregnancy I rarely felt morning sickness. I've never felt the name cravings. Only at certain times do I feel very tired and there are some foods that I avoid because the smell makes me nauseous.
I ordered breakfast in front of my rented house. While waiting for the queue that was quite crowded, I was silent but smiled kindly to the people around.
"Sorry about the new guy on the other end, huh?" Ask a mother to me.
"Yes ma'am."
"Is she contracted here alone?"
"Yes ma'am" I replied as I was.
"Will you be married or still a girl?"
'Geez, what do I want to answer from this mother's to-do' my inner self.
Everyone who buys breakfast there is like waiting for my answer.
"Mommy" I had to lie. I'm not ready to be gossiped directly today also remember the start of julidnya mothers here.
"Loh, so where's her husband deck? Why not stay here?" Ask the other mother.
'Really, if this is all about nimbrung. Want to know the edges of kepo.'
"Work ma'am, so TKI abroad" I replied origin.
"Oh why don't you come along? Kan is still your young, time' left behind. Not afraid of your husband leaving his wife alone?'
It is true again my guess, the soul of the mother kepo here on waking thrashed want to be satisfied with my next answer.
"Life demands ma'am, how else. I can't get on a plane either. Loves jet-lagging. Puyeng and Nausea later."I replied origin again, hand over they want to believe or not.
Until finally my breakfast order was ready to be made I immediately resigned.
"Mari ma'am" my pamit is stale.
I don't know behind my back what they're gossiping about. Cuek I am mah.
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Finished with my breakfast, I decided to shop for the necessities of the house and the necessities for the business I had planned.
I ordered an online motorcycle taxi to go to a market that was not far from my place.
I bought some clothes that I didn't bring much from my parents' house.
I buy electronics as needed.
Rice cooker, so I don't buy food in the barn every day. And a little fan for my room. Honestly, I was too hot to sleep last night, especially after I dreamed of Erick. Cold sweat flooded my temples. 'sad I tuh'
Don't forget I bought combat equipment for my efforts. Starting from the main sewing machine. Needles, scissors, thread and all the trinkets.
I entered the fabric shop next to the sewing machine shop. And choose which one is suitable. Fortunately, the market here is complete.
I also supplemented my groceries by buying drawing paper for the design as well as her stationery at the supply store.
Finally, I was ready with my shopping stuff which pretty much drained the contents of my account.
I give thanks and many thanks in my heart to Nico who can read my mind that takes a lot of money.
"May I succeed, until I can pay your money back, Nico" I determined inwardly.
I came home with an online motorcycle. My things were taken by the car I rented.
I was getting tired and I decided to sleep instead of fainting.
I also fell asleep with the condition of the house that is still messy due to my groceries.
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Time plays his role very well. Not felt, my efforts began to walk. And until now it can be said pretty smoothly.
Yesterday I had the first benefit of my hard work.
There were some neighbors who saw my stitches. Surely I don't make much. Just one or two clothes as examples. Calculate capital for promotion.
And the proof is that there is a mother who I know is not too julid, Madam Nila her name, she is interested in my business. Ms. Nila wants to use my sewing services to make her son's clothes to be engaged.
I was so enthusiastic that I overtime worked on Ms. Nila's order. I don't want to disappoint my first customer. I designed her clothes with my high imaginary soul. And it proved that the results were very satisfying to my consumers.
He was very happy to say thank you many times because the model and design of his son's clothes 'modern' and not like those sold in the market. His son was excited to find his clothes fit in the body and of course very good when he used.
I do not praise the results of my work, but from the response of Miss Nila and her child I am getting excited again.
I just need to wait for my social media to have a good impact later on my efforts.
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The days passed quickly. I've been sleeping a lot lately, probably because of my pregnancy.
My stomach doesn't look like it's crooked yet. But I'm thinking because I haven't checked in again to the gynecologist. Last time I checked in and USG was still in my hometown.
While looking at my USG paper first (the USG results found by Lyra at that time) I was also considering my content.
Suddenly I felt worried, I finally did a check-up this afternoon to the obstetrician. With delivered brother ojek of course.
Thank goodness my body is fine. Although I've been busy lately. I even listened to her heartbeat through a special device there.
My content has grown again his age now. It's 13 weeks old. Entering the second trimester. She's growing inside my womb. I smiled remembering it. As I continue to rub my stomach.
"It doesn't feel like I've been out of the house for over a month. How are you doing over there? Mom, Gia's dad misses..Nissa, sister of the deck kangen" I said quietly on the sidelines of my time drawing designs to make clothes.
Without my tears flowing. Just a second before, I smiled, remembering the baby in my stomach. I feel very sensitive now.
And now I miss my family so much.
I suddenly sobbed and sobbed when I remembered Erick.
Instantly it felt like my chest was rumbling. I feel angry at myself. I don't know why I feel really angry right now. I threw my pillow in any direction.
Maybe this is my other side. Or, the child in my womb who was angry that I left Erick just like that.
Suddenly my memory of Erick just unfolded.
*Flashback On
I left the office and entered indomar*t to buy my favorite bread with the same brand as the store. The bread inside is cream cheese. "I like this so much" I said happily in my heart like a child getting candy.
Suddenly my eyes caught a stranger.
"Hi" said.
I don't know what to do. She greeted me. I used to notice it, even one of my offices was always talking about it on the sidelines of our work.
He's the guy who's been on Trending Topic in my office the last few months. Listen from the other kids he said the intern at the building next door.
Honestly, my feeling when he greeted that time was happy but at the same time shocked. I was afraid of being suspected by the man. So I decided to just smile briefly and then decided to immediately pull out. Follow our brief encounter.
Because I want to return the greeting it feels like I can't afford to be greeted first by the man.
But two days later, I was reunited with him at the ATM around the office.
Coincidentally it was the beginning of the month, I wanted to withdraw my salary.
But when I came out of the ATM booth, I was flabbergasted to look at the man who was also looking at me.
Degs...
It felt like my heart was about to jump out when it met him.
I was pounding, especially when I looked at the bead of his black eyes that if the direction was drawn a straight line was towards my eyes.
I woke up and cut off eye contact with him. But I saw that he was silent, not moving into the ATM.
I shook my hand in front of her face, which seemed to hypnotize me.
"Will his mom come in?
"Hey mas.. mas??" My words were slow but with a slight tone forced her to answer.
He cleared his throat then began to let out a hoarse voice.
"I, yes I went in first. Excuse me, yeah."
But I see he's quiet and still not going into the room.
I shook my head slowly then put on my friendly smile and passed away.
*Flashback off
I remember my first meeting with Erick. Although it was not the first time we met. But that's the first and second directly. The previous one was just looking at it.
"Are you angry that Mama left your Papa, son?" I said softly while rubbing my stomach slowly. Invite the child in it to talk.
Seriate...
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