Love But Different
Episode Ten

Three days have passed. Ever since the whatsapp messages I sent back then, Rendi and I have not been in communication. Even my message has not been read until now. I have absolutely no idea what this all means, I can only give up if my relationship and Rendi is going to end.

Late at night, Ita was asleep. The wall clock shows at 11pm, but I'm not sleepy yet.

To get rid of my saturation, I started surfing on social media. Until finally a message came in on my whatsapp. Rendi sent a message. Ah ... Finally, she contacted me too.

Turns out Rendi sent me a picture, and then I opened it. After I saw the photo, I was completely dumbfounded with both eyes glaring like they were about to come out. Rendi sent a photo, she was somewhere that looked familiar to me, like a place of worship. And under the photo, Rendi spiked a sentence.

" San .. Maybe this is when I should be honest with you. At first I was hesitant, I was worried, I was confused. But I forced myself to be frank, I thought everything was ripe. In the end, I have to be honest with you. I don't know how you reacted, your response after knowing the truth. This is what I'm afraid of, San .. we have different beliefs, sorry if I never frankly with you, honestly I don't want to lose you." she said sadly.

Finally, a truth I never imagined before. What I have been guessing all along is true, especially if I remember the story of the Princess a few months ago, even I could not believe it.

But now, I found the truth right out of Rendi's mouth. My tears broke, I didn't know what else to say. The beginning was possible, now it seems impossible. Instantly I felt very distant with Rendi, the man I loved so much.

" Ren this is serious?" I asked, I typed the message accompanied by tears that continued to flow down the cheeks.

" Yes San, this is serious. I'm sorry if I disappeared for a few days, I'm really confused."

" Can we still be together as usual?"

" What do you expect from this relationship, Ren?"

I feel like it would be a total waste if I continued this relationship. There was a distance between me and Rendi. This is not the distance between cities, continents, countries or anything else. But this is the distance between God. However, my heart still loves Rendi very much. I'm so confused tonight, I don't know what to do, especially if it's like this.

" I wish we still continued together San. I love you, I want to fight with you San. Please, I beg you." said Rendi full of pity.

" I don't know Ren ... Can everything be fought for.."

Me and Randy had a beautiful dream. We've both been working out a plan, about what we'll do after college. Obviously, me and Rendi want to get married and live together for as long as they can. But tonight, the dream seemed to be shattered instantly. Is it possible that all of that could still happen?

Seriate...