Love But Different
Thirty-First Episode

Not felt, time passed so quickly. My marriage with Arman has entered the third year, but so far I still can not love Arman fully, even though he is very good to me, very caring, so far, even Arman can be said to include a dream husband. He never forced me to do anything, if I was lazy to take a few houses, he just kept quiet and worked with people to clean our houses, not infrequently he cooked for me if I reasoned I was not feeling well.

A year after getting married, Arman bought a house. Although not too big, but this is more than enough, than we have to stay in rented.

Arman is a good man, a loving and gentle husband, nothing less than him. In fact, his monthly salary was all he gave me, he only asked a little for the fare and money to eat. But somehow, I still can't accept him being my husband, can't love him like I loved Rendi just yet, even though I always try to love him, but I still can't.

I'm sorry Arman, I'm sorry that a Sani hasn't been able to be a good wife to you.

That day, Arman had a day off work, and he took me for a walk, because he said I was too busy doing homework, that's why he wanted to make me happy by going on a trip to the city.

We both went to the Mall, where Arman took me shopping. I know he doesn't have much money, but he wants to make me happy.

After I finished shopping and bought some clothes, Arman invited me to lunch.

" What do you want to eat?" Ask Arman gently.

" Hhm .. what yes .. whatever."

" Why whatever, will you eat?" Her speech.

" If you want to eat what?" I said back to asking.

" Not knowing either." Reply with a chuckle.

" Ih, how the hell .... " I grumbled.

" You're here for a minute, I'm going to the toilet." Said Arman, then he left me who was still sitting while carrying groceries.

I sat quietly pensively waiting for Arman to finish from the toilet.

That day, that second, I really did not expect if I could meet and see a figure that had been difficult for me to forget.

After three years, we haven't seen each other since the wedding, I can look back at the face of someone I loved so much.

He is Randy!

I didn't expect to see him here. He came to me who was playing mobile while waiting for Arman.

" np ... Sani?" Call her, make me dumbfounded.

Really am! It's like a dream, Rendi who I used to love, is now there, right standing in front of me, she smiled broadly as she reached out her hand.

" How are you?" Ask Rendi.

I'm still dumbfounded. Really, is this Rendi?

After three years of not meeting. There have been many changes to Randy. In addition to his increasing age, he also looks very mature and more mature, from the figure of a Rendi that I know first.

But that smile, that look in the eye, absolutely nothing has changed.

" Ba .. good." Answer me stammer.

" You alone, Ren?"

" As you can see, I'm good." Reply to smiling.

" Who are you waiting for?" Ask Rendi.

" It's a long time ago, we didn't meet." Muffled her.

I remember all the times when I was still with Rendi.

Ah ... Oh my God, what I think. I'm married, I can't think about the mass that will only cause injuries that there is no cure.

" Yes, it's been a long time. You alone, who's here?"

" Wife." Answer Rendi.

" Congratulations Ren." I said a little sad.

" San, sorry."

" I'm sorry? what's Ren for? "

" I used to, when I got married, not tell you." Unmistakably.

I could only nod, while holding back his bitter feelings, while recalling the old story between me and Rendi.

" Yes, no papa, it's happened too."

" I didn't get to tell you back then, because I was confused San, I was free to tell you, and you're getting married." Reveal it again.

" I married my wife, also at the request of my mother and father." Says Rendi without being asked. Like his Rendi tried to explain everything that had happened, why he disappeared just like that, even when married he did not tell me.

" Yes Ren, it's the way it is, how else." Mumbles.

" Yes, I still didn't expect to see you here San."

" I'm also Ren, oh yeah, what's your wife's name?"

" Natalia, she's mama's friend's son."

" Oh ... "

A few moments later Arman came to us. Then he invited me to leave, while Rendi was still silently staring at me who had stepped away with Arman.

Loyalty suddenly felt. I don't know when else, I can meet Rendi. Maybe this is the first and last time I'll see him since he broke up three years ago.

Rendi .. lf you know, you are the most beautiful story ever present in my life, thank you for giving color.

Although in the end we can not unite, keep remembering me as someone who was ever present in the past.

May you and I always be happy with the marriage we have with each other.

I'm sure this is what's best for all of us. Because every meeting, there must be a farewell, and God willing I am ready to let you go to his fullest, and will continue to strive to love Arman as my husband, as I loved you before.

Thank you for everything you've given us, our memories are so meaningful.

I Love You Rendi ....

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