Love But Different
Episode Fifteen
Since yesterday, Rendi has not contacted me. What's up, huh? Tumbens. So I decided to contact him first. I sent whatsapp to him, asking him.
" Randy? how are you?"
But up to five minutes my message has not been answered. Maybe he was busy, I thought. I no longer want to think anything about Rendi, I trust her completely.
* zzzttt
My HP is shaking. When I saw, it turned out that Rendi, she replied to my message.
" Yes, baby, I'm good. Sorry, not told you yet." he replied.
" Well, are you busy?" ask again.
" My sister's in the hospital."
" When from when?" manya curious.
" Yesterday, Typhus pain, it's me again in the hospital" Rendi explained. I understand the situation that Rendi is going through.
" O God, may you heal soon." I reply.
" Yes, baby, thank you."
I'm woken. Not only thinking about Rendi's sick sister, but also thinking about our relationship, which there is no certainty. Although I personally, do not want to get married, because I still want to enjoy my own work. But, I also thought about this, there's no way I'll continue like this with Rendi. Living a relationship without any certainty, while this relationship we have lived for three years more, it means my age and Rendi have entered two five. It's only two months different.
I don't feel my tears running down my cheeks. When I heard a song sent by Rendi some time ago, titled "Love Different Religions, which was sung by Vicky Aditya Salamor". The meaning of the lyrics of this song is so deep I feel:
* Now and forever
I'm sure it's just ale
The best
Bestest
Love in the middle of the road
Zinc might end
This relationship
Miss jantong heart
But beta is still love
Although different religions
It's up to all dong
Mo said what in the back
Beta seng paduli
Beta remains in love
Miss par beta se grace
From The Power
Believe in different beliefs
But se destiny for beta
Prayer for the sincere missus
Want to live semati
Katong pung love
Unite the differences
Now and forever
I'm sure it's just ale
The best
Bestest
Love in the middle of the road
Zinc might end
This relationship
Miss jantong heart
But beta is still love
Although different religions
It's up to all dong
Mo said what in the back
Beta seng paduli
Beta stay in love*
I kept crying while listening to this song. I know there is nothing wrong with love, because it is a gift. But the mistake I made was to continue this relationship, even though I knew it, it would be difficult to live.
* Tringg .. tringgg
My phone rings, I wipe away these tears that won't stop flowing.
" Hello." I replied in a soft voice.
" Saniy!! " squeak her from the phone. Yes he is Ita, my old friend. Today I will indeed return to the city, where I work, besides that I also want to meet with Ita, we have not met for a long time, right after I graduated and moved out of the old boarding house.
" Yes, how?" my many.
" When did you come here? "
" Today, abis dzuhur."
" Buru yes, I'm here" he said.
" Hehe okay sweet lady, wait for me." I replied. Then the phone call ended.
Ita and I still communicate well, even though we no longer live under one roof. Ah ... I so miss her, the jolly girl who is so sweet yet kind.
" Sani, the items you want to carry are already simple on the motor yes." said mother. Well, that's my mother's way, every time I go home and come back to town, there's always something that my mother brings me. Like kitchen spices and other equipment, let's be more efficient he said.
" Okay, mom, thank you."
I rushed to get a towel and took a shower, as I was about to leave for the city and get back to work as usual.
***
At about three o'clock in the afternoon I had arrived in the city, where I was educated, and now I was back in town, not for college but for work. I've been living here for almost two years to work. Sometimes it comes to my mind, those memories when I was still with my college friends, now they are all far away pursuing their goals.
After arriving at the boarding house, I immediately lay my body on a mattress that I have not occupied for 2 days.
* zzzttttt**
I felt my phone vibrate, I saw a whatsapp notification from an unknown number, he sent me a message.
[ Hello .... Good afternoon, son Sani, this is Rendi's mama.]
My eyes were wide open reading a message from someone claiming to be Mama Rendi.
[Yes good afternoon ma'am, how's mom?] reply to me politely.
[What's right, son Sani is dating Rendi?]
[It's true ma'am.]
[So, son Sani, I want to go straight to the topic of purpose, so as not to waste time. I beg you, from now on, son Sani stay away from Rendi, I ask for help.]
Reading the reply to the message, my chest felt so tight, my tears were held back. But I keep trying to calm down.
[Why, mom?]
[I just don't want to, there's someone influencing my son. Let everything be enough, find a partner who believes in you. So I asked, finish everything with Rendi. If your parents knew, they would do the same thing].
Oh my God ... I puffed my breath as hard as I could, my chest became more and more cramped as it squeezed, tears began to fall down my cheeks.
[Good mom, thank you.]
That's all I can write. The number seems to block me.
I felt like I was in an empty, empty space. All my fears, finally proved today. I repeatedly took a deep breath, then threw it away, along with the pain of my heart that spread throughout the body. Just a pushy and empty gaze, no longer my power to stem the tears, now the circle is flowing more and more.
Seriate....