Love But Different
Episode Twenty

I came back from my silence. I almost can't believe all this.

But I tried to control myself, even though I was actually very happy to meet him.

Yep! she's Rendi, my ex-boyfriend. People I still think about a lot.

" What are you here for?" ask me.

" hhmm .. "he looked very nervous.

" So, all this time, you sent me the parcel?"

Rendi looked confused at my words.

He asked back, "Caps?" his words do not understand.

" Yes, all the parcels. Gifts from the smallest to the largest, all still intact in my room. That's all of you, right?"

He scrunched his forehead, as his Rendi grew increasingly confused. Or maybe he has nothing to do with all those mysterious gifts?

If not Rendi, who?

" I don't know San, what do you mean? What gift?" asked Rendi confused.

" Loh, it's not you who's been sending these gifts Ren?" I'm not less confused.

Rendi shakes.

" It's not San, or maybe someone else you mean" said Rendi disappointed.

The atmosphere became silent for a while, we both still fell silent like a statue.

A moment later ...

" San?" call her slowly.

I looked at Rendi's face, her eyes twinkling. This face that I miss every night, nothing changes even though I haven't seen it for a long time. Rendi is getting handsome in my eyes, she looks more mature and mature at the age of 25 years.

"Why Ren? What are you here for?" tanyaku.

A humming longing that tempestuous, accompanied by a rhythm that is so syahdu. My memories with Rendi during this time will not be easy to erase, I so remembered how the first time we met up close and dating. Until it ends up like it is now.

" I ... I." said Rendi stammered, there was doubt from his tone.

" What?"

" I miss San." she said making my heart cheer with joy.

I tried to close my lips, which almost puffed up with a happy smile.

" You're aware of what you say Ren?"

" I'm sorry San, I still can't forget you, sorry for my wrong race" he said, making the atmosphere blue.

I am powerless with this situation, my heart is so happy but on the other hand I am also worried. I don't know, I don't know.

" Are you the same?" ask her.

I didn't answer, there wasn't much I could tell her. But if Rendi knew, that my heart was still the same. It's all the same, I still love him just as much as I used to. No one can replace him in my heart, I just want Rendi. If all these differences had never existed between us, surely me and Rendi would have been more serious about living this relationship, like we had a dream together.

" San? Has anyone else replaced me?" Ask Rendi worriedly.

The face showed that he did not want to hear an answer that might hurt his heart even more.

On the other hand, I am also increasingly powerless to withstand this sadness. I just shook my head and then slammed into his arms. He looks surprised.

" I miss Ren, I miss you so much" I said crying as I pleased. Rendi returned my embrace.

The world stopped turning for a moment. When this longing had found the port of his heart, blood was whirring into the soul. My concern floated along with an immeasurable sense of happiness.

" Can we still be like San?" asked Rendi who still hugged me tightly.

I raised my head up, and now our eyes are clashing. I can find that sincerity, and Rendi smiles so sweetly at me. Ah ... The drunk that I got for him.

" Can all of this still be Ren?"

" Are you scared of my mom?" asked Rendi while smiling.

" Do you know?"

He nodded slowly.

" That's why I'm here San a lot" he told me. I was so shocked to hear his words.

" You? Come here often?"

" Yes, I miss you San and wish I could see you. But about the gift you said earlier, I really don't know how to."

Ah Reny .... I hugged him tighter.

" So, we can still like San first, right?"

" But your Mama?"

" Let that be my business." she explained with a smile of sincerity on her face that was so shady.

I just nodded in agreement.

I don't know what I was thinking at that time, so soon I agreed to his words without caring anymore Mama Rendi said last time. Let everything flow.

Seriate....