Love But Different
Episode Twenty Nine

One more week, the wedding between me and Arman will be held. But it made me even more confused about my own feelings. I really don't want to marry Arman, but there's no way I'm canceling this event, while the invitation has been spread, all the necessities for marriage have been prepared. I also can't possibly make my father and mother disappointed and embarrassed. But really, if I can be honest, I want to feel like I ran away and got out of here. It wasn't a wedding like this that I wanted, and even crazier still I expected Rendi to come, even though it was very unlikely.

Neighbors started to cook and bake cakes at home. Yes, this is what community life is like in the village. If there are citizens who are having big wishes such as marriage, then they will totter to come to help voluntarily.

That afternoon I was just sitting quietly in the room, said the person I was on the pingit, although my wedding will still last one more week, but I was not allowed to travel anywhere.

All I can do in my room is play cell phones, surf social media, or occasionally going out to watch television or play with her niece and other relatives who have come to attend the most important day of my life. But I don't feel that way, because I'm not married to the person I love, I just don't feel like this marriage is happening.

Crazy indeed! Yeah, that's what I always thought, hoping there would be a miracle that wouldn't get me married to Arman.

Honestly, I miss Rendi, because since the message sent some time ago, she and I have not communicated anymore.

Finally I decided to send a message to him, and hope he retaliated, at least it can reduce my longing for him.

[Ren, what are you doing? how are you doing? ]

My writing. Although a bit doubtful, I finally hit the send button and a message has been sent for him.

About fifteen minutes later, there was an incoming message notification, from Rendi.

[Praise God well, sorry who is this? about her Rendi is leaving, if there is a need later I say ]

As soon as I read the reply, my heart wondered. Who is replying to this message? it's not clear on Rendi's phone that my name is written.

[I need a little, sorry if I know who this is?]

Two minutes later, a reply message came in on my phone.

[This is his wife Rendi, if there is a need later I say ]

My phone fell to the floor shortly after reading the reply. I can't believe that the one who answered my message was Rendi's wife.

Huh! rendi's wife? is Rendi married? Ah ... Oh Allah ... - I cried sobbing.

I never imagined before, if the end of my love story and Rendi would be like this. Even now, Rendi was married without my knowledge. My rendi is married, now he is already the husband of people. My tears broke, and tears kept dripping down my cheeks.

Oh god .. why is it all like this, four years we dated, finally had to part in a painful way like this.

I kept crying in my room, so painful and hurt that I had to experience things I never wanted. The man I love has now become the husband of the man, and soon I will be the wife of the man.

Two people who love each other, just can not live together, because of different beliefs.

Now, I've turned to the divine. If my marriage with Arman is the best, I hope I can sincerely accept it. May I live my marriage, accept Arman as my husband, learn to love him and learn to be a good wife for him. Even though it's going to be hard, I have to keep trying. Maybe this has become my way of life, Arman is my soul mate, I have to accept it well.

Seriate....