Love In My Heart
Contrition

" stop devan ! "

***

tit ..tit.

a quiet and dark room at night, completed the operation he was unconscious until now.so much medical equipment that sustains his life today.

crick

devan opened the door of the room with a sad face, moody and indecipherable.

her tears fell down right then and there, her eyes staring at the tiffanny nanar.

" sorry, I'm sorry to torch "the stuff.

he stood next to the tiffanny at a very close distance, yet they could not chat with each other at all.

" can't you just not come by for a day ? I want to be with you tonight. I've been waiting for you for a few days and I feel lonely at home "he said with eyes and eyes that glazed.

devan raised his tiffanny chin and looked at her fixedly.

" sorry baby I realized some days I keep working and make you lonely alone at home. This is all because a doctor is on leave so I have to share time with others. "

" there are no other doctors ? should you every night ? that time ... You were mad at me because I never cared about you and just kept working, and I realized I'd been too neglectful of you I could leave my job and share my time with you , can't you ?" tanyanya.

" you really don't want to accompany me and come home with me ?" fanny's mumbling.

given how previously tiffanny asked him not to come and go home because tiffanny felt lonely made him regret.if he accompanied her and did not send her to the hospital this would not happen he thought.

" i can't even forgive myself right now, I should have listened to you. sorry .. I'm sorry dear "he just kept crying.

while in front of the room, everyone was just looking at the two from behind the window.so big the devan's current screening, his heart felt broken to pieces.

drrtr.

devan lowered his head and grabbed the pondel in his suit, but his eyes were fixed on the message tiffanny had sent earlier.he opened the message paying attention to the clock and many voice messages from tiffanny.

he clicked on the voicemail so he could listen to everything.

" devan hiks .. sorry hiks - hiks , I probably won't be able to see you again. hiks .. hiks , I thank you for everything you did hiks... you've loved me very sincerely "

tin.tin.

" devan ... I want to keep my promise to you hix , maybe it's too late .. but I still have to keep it. I .. I love you devan hix , I love you so much and want so much to continue with you, torse , torse . take good care of yourself - both when I am not there later and hiks , live well and meet a hiks .. a woman who loves you so much, unlike myself hikss ... "

" devan .. I love you "

" Brakk "

his feet immediately limp and as if unable to stand, he sat on the floor and cried again.

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michael opened the door of the room and approached the weak-looking devil.

" what's up devan ? you why ?" the question is fast and kalista also come inside.

devan shook his head and dropped the phone, staring at the phone and clicking on the message so they could hear it.

kalista and micheal close their eyes when the last sound is recorded where a loud noise hits the tiffanny car.

" he must be in a lot of pain "choked calista.

" devan believe me he will return safely, look at him it is always like that, always makes us anxious and eventually he will be fine. you know he's a strong man not " said Michael.

" i regret (with trembling lips) I regret not listening to him, it's my fault .. It's all my fault if I prefer to stay in this house all ... "

" you can't blame yourself, you guys have the same obligations and duties.I believe tiffanny will wake up again you've heard herself saying love to you. " cut kalista.

" yes devan, he loves you very much.he is a loyal person and will not leave you alone "timpal micheal.

devan tries to get up, she touches Tiffanny's innocent hand because of her ring she let go.

cup

" get up baby I beg you to get up. "he said in the palm of tiffanny's hand.

***

a few days later

day after day devan went through with sadness, there were no signs if tiffanny would soon be out of his coma. It had been a few days and news of the accident was widespread.

and since tiffanny was in the treatment room devan never came out, she chose to leave her job and accompany tiffanny.

he would only be a doctor for a tiffanny this time.

his eyes also look puffy because too often crying tiffanny, the woman is really like the undead now.

actually tiffanny's body is normal just that she still hasn't shown conscious of her coma.

chequeleked

rian arrived alone after work and before work he always came to visit tiffanny and brought change of clothes for devan.

he had not expected everything to happen, a sense of loss and loneliness certainly felt in him. It was only tiffanny who was very close to him now.

" this is your outfit" said Rian.

" thank you "reply devan who received the paper bag.

" how is it ?" looking at tiffanny.

" it's the same "

" when will he continue like this ? all nys need him " said rian.

" i also needed him a lot, for days he kept falling asleep . he said he loved me but he didn't want to see me "a shrewd dream devan.

" the accident was 'all on sabotage" Rian said

hearing that made Devan flabbergasted and turned his head.

" who did it ?" ask devan.

" it's still unknown, the police are investigating the surveillance cameras "

" does my wife have any business competition ?"

" every business must have competition, but tiffanny does not like to have problems with someone, he will also never lower the efforts of others so it is impossible because of his business partner "

" then it is vain, samuel .. yes ! it must have been samuel " said devan with confidence.

" why can you be so sure, while he's in jail "asked Rian.

" he was in prison but his men were not. I still remember how much he wanted revenge on my wife." he said again with confidence.

***

in a dark prison room full of prisoners' clothes, samuel sat back alone smiling like he was winning a race.

" there is nothing left now" she said with a smile.

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" it's time for lunch "the supervisor goes into the iron bars and brings a plate of food that only contains vegetables and eggs, and how to give it also seems not sincere.

" well .. I must eat this unworthy meal to celebrate my victory "he said arrogantly.

***

while brian in the middle - amid his sadness, he opened his own business assisted with raka who always faithfully accompanied him.

he set up a magazine photo business that is now in demand by millennials.The simple building he bought was enough for him to produce coffers of money.

he had to help the raka who worked alone to support her mother.

various photographic equipment, computers and others he arranged with raka.

" raka help sister move this table corner there "show brian.

" yes brother "

the two raised each other up a large table and positioned it by the window.

" thank you raka "

" sister didn't see fanny again ?" ask raka.

the question made Brian speechless "sister only need to ask permission from devan doctor, he's a good person just don't use emotions when talking to him "

" he will probably understand "again.

" sister knows "says, smiling and nodding his head so that he is happy to hear it.

" let's have a drink first "give brian.

brian made me take two cold drinks out of that little fridge, and they sat down together at a table.

*how are you Fan , I'm so worried about you. I want to continue to be by your side but Devan doesn't let me at all to be close to you.

why it all feels selfish, I just thought of you*.