Love In My Heart

Love In My Heart
Half Truth


when he saw the man's face, fanny felt familiar with him. The face was not foreign to him.


" You ... know me ?" ask fanny.


" Raka .. I'm raka kak, brother brian. "


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he only remembered now, his face seemed to change like never before, which was why he was slow to get to know him.


...


At that table, the two sat facing each other, both behaving normally and calmly.


" Sister, how are you ?" rian started the conversation.


" Bad brother "


" What about you ? and ... aunt Crishtin "question back fanny.


raka was momentarily silent, she sighed softly and raised her head.


" We both live together now. And mom ... she's sick "


" What ? asking what pain ? "


" Disartria, and also .. there is a stroke. "


Fanny is stuck hearing it, how could her mother Devan who used to be good - fine and healthy. now can be sick like that.


" what about his condition ?"


" can only sit and remain silent in the room . "wept sadly.


fanny heard that raucous voice, why brother and sister look different at all.brian the person who never cried raka therapy, she is a person who easily cries.


" You work here ?"


" hmm , I just got accepted in this cafe a few days ago ... Do you often meet with Brian ?"


" Sometimes "


" have you never met ? then ... Where have you been with aunt christin all this time ? I came to that old house but said your people are gone ?" ask fanny in a soft voice.


" No, after my sister decided on the wedding, we never met. Mom and I went abroad." she explained.


fanny scrunched her forehead, she was confused as to why she was leaving just because of her.


" Is it because of me. .. You guys never met ?"


" No brother. This is not the fault of the brother, actually .. the wrong time and someone only. "


" someone ?"


raka looked at fanny, like she thought fanny didn't know everything.


" It seems .. big brother hates brother brian so much" said raka.


fanny just kept quiet and didn't answer.


" Sister, on behalf of brian .. I apologize. I know, brother may have suffered so much at that time. but I also did not like that day , where brian must go to leave us. "


" go away ? what is this really ? " ask fanny again.


he was really like a child. who was always covered if there was a problem, he wanted to know everything.Raka looked at fanny who was now waiting for her answer. she also pityes on seeing fanny who is already suffering because of her brother, yet she also doesn't want to see fanny and brian split up.


" Sister I was very sad when you had to split up. when we all knew each other and were close. but ... when that someone came to destroy all relationships, both brother and sister brian relationship, brian , nor me, brian's mother and sister. "


" actually .. 5 years ago, 1 month before fanny got married. Mother's company fell into bankruptcy. Debt where - where, until we had nothing to pay her. "


" Mommy's just a girl, she can't clean things up. Brian's brother intends to replace the mother to be punished, but the mother refuses him. Until one day when the mother will decide to commit suicide, the sister sees him and helps him. brian looks chaotic and resigned mother was on the verge of life and death at that time.the cost is also no longer there. "


" and one night, I saw my brother come out of the hospital, he met a man and a woman, who were none other than Agatha's sister and her father. I heard everything. her father kak agatha will help us but on condition ... she must annul the marriage and marry kak agatha. in other words ... brian sold himself to help his family, I also heard others but before I knew someone called me that time. "


Fanny held back her tears after raka explained it. Now she knew what caused brian to do that, but what made her sick was why brian did not tell her the truth.


his eyes stared pushyly forward, he knew the man would not do such a thing.


" Why didn't anyone tell me at the time ? " ask fanny.


" Sister doesn't want to make kak fanny burdened with everything.he's also embarrassed if he has to say it. "


****


brian says he did this too because he wanted to protect her, but protect her from who ? he never had an enemy.


actually what a big thing Brian shuts off from him.


" dear "call devan in a soft tone, but fanny does not flinch at all.


" dear "vocation devan again, but fanny still does not flinch her eyes continue to look ahead.


devan touches fanny's hand, making her wake up from her daydream, and now fanny looks at Devan.


" what's up ? is anyone sick ?" ask devan.


fanny shook her head. " I want to go home" he said.


" we'll be back soon.


now Devan is back to focus on driving, he does not know what is on his mind.he is back.


(When I feel so close to you, but why is it like you're moving away. Does this mean nothing to you. )


it did not take long now they have reached home, without a word fanny immediately went up to their room.he immediately opened his bathroom to soak so that his mind became calm.


devan could only see the behavior, he went back downstairs to cook dinner.


in that bathroom, fanny soaked and daydreamed.


" Why did everything go this way. There was always something that came to me and made me unable to say anymore.what should I do. when I wanted to accept everything , but the past keeps coming back to me. "


tock..tok.


" Dear, aren't you done yet ? I've been cooking for dinner, I also want to take a shower" Devan said from the front door.


" I-iya "


***


Spelled the tomb , devan was eating voraciously. Now tiffanny noticed him, the man is the present and his future now.His eyes stare wistfully at devan, devan realizes that fanny is watching him, and she looks back at Fanny.


" are you satisfied looking at me ?" devan asked gently while smiling.


" Ah ... uh .. I , no. I'm full I want to sleep. "tiffanny immediately stands up and will leave devan. but devan's hand prevents her from , she pulled the fanny until fanny's body sat on her lap.


" Where are you going hmm ? avoiding me ? "


" devan let me go, I ... I do want to sleep. "he said he rebelled to ask to be released, but not devan if he immediately obeyed the fanny rebellion.


" i'm not sure, my wife sleeps this fast. It's also Sunday night, don't want to talk to me first hmm "


Tiffanny just shut up now, she daydreamed and lowered her head.from earlier suspicious devan tiffany kept moody.


" dear you have a problem, right ? tell me, who knows. .. I can help you. "gentle devan.


fanny shook her head, she then stared fixedly at the front eye. " I want to sleep "reply fanny.


" But I won't let my wife sleep this fast, I still have to calm myself down" murmured devan.


fanny scrunched her head not knowing what devan meant.


" means ... I would like to do the same as tonight here. "devan directly put his lips together and **********softly.


Fanny pushes Devan's chest, she's not trying to serve devan's lust at the moment.


" why ?" ask devan with a disappointed face.


" I ... I want to go to the bathroom for a while. "fanny straight down from devan's lap, she goes upstairs and goes back to the bathroom.


there he looked at his face in the mirror.In the room, Devan was waiting for tiffanny.he sat on the edge of the bed waiting for Fanny to come out.


chequeleked


fanny closed the door again after she opened it, but she was surprised to see that Devan was already on the bed.


devan smiled at him and he immediately pulled fannu's hand up to the bed.


" i made a mistake, didn't I ? if there's any I'm really sorry, but if you don't want to forgive me then punish me "ask devan.


(why do you even apologize to me, I always reject you and never understand your feelings.why are you this good.) he thought


fanny shook her head, her eyes glazed - glass staring at the man she her husband thought.


" Why do you love me so much ?"