Love In My Heart
The Real Hallucinations

Bandung, Indonesia.

In the afternoon the streets look crowded because it's the hour to go home to work, many vehicles pass through the highway.

Fanny walks alone under the sidewalk of the road, breathing the air slowly.

" why are my steps here ? " thought

yes it is true, across the road is a hospital where devan works.I don't know where his legs take him to this hospital.he just arrived in Indonesia after 3 years ago went for treatment.

" Brian" said he inwardly when he saw Brian coming out of the hospital's main door, he immediately hoisted himself from behind the sizable pole.

he noticed that Brian was about to get into his car, but .. there he also saw agatha.brian opening the door for him.

before long they left the hospital area, then the tiffanny dared to resurface his body. he walked again until he stopped near a traffic light waiting for the road to be quiet and became a red light to cross.

on the other hand there is a devan who just came out of the hospital to go home. he walked towards the parking lot outside the hospital because it might be in full bassment.

his hand was put in his pants pocket.he continued walking until when he turned his head towards the street out his eyes stopped seeing a female figure standing across the street.

" do I hallucinate "he thought.

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from behind Dion surprised him, but his eyes were still staring in front of the tiffanny still there.

" it's not a dream" he said.

he also walked his feet away.dion was confused why devan did not go home and instead left because previously they both promised to go home together. errat.

" devan" cried Dion but did not digubris devan.

when he was on the other side of the fanny, he saw the fanny glancing in the other direction but still standing in front of him. because the red light was still 30 seconds away he could not stand even using his hands to be able to move across the street.

tin.tin.

honking the sound of the car that saw him cross, fanny was shocked to the point that her eyes were looking forward, and she never thought devan was running towards her.

his eyes looked softly at the man.his body stiff and loose.as if - at that time the world stopped for devan not caring about other road users just tiffanny thought.

instantly devan immediately hugged him there, fanny was fixated, silent mute as if - will not be able to move. devan hugged her tightly until she buried her face in the hair while kissing fanny's hair and closed her eyes to live and vent her longing for years.

" I miss you ... Miss you so much "lirih devan.

fanny's hand was still stretched stiff, the red light made the user stop and among the many cars there was a car rian there.he drove himself and glanced at the person who hugged it.

he did not recognize who it was because he only saw it in passing, but he immediately remembered and turned his head again.

" Fanny, the doctor "sumbles with glazed eyes.

no matter what encouragement, fanny's hand began to lift up, like she wanted to return the hug.

" I'm waiting for you" said Devan again.

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" i'll get it for you. Wait here" said Brian who got out of the car with Agatha.

but when looking at the side brian narrowed his eyes, 2 people who were hugging it now seized his attention.so also agatha looking for the source of the point of direction where her husband's eyes headed.

" Tiffanny" said agatha.

" but who is that man "agatha thought.

brian still sees her, she misses the figure who either goes where she never knows but comes back to her face and hugs another man.

" Devan .. This is a public place" said fanny slowly.

devan shook his head he still missed that figure.

" Where did you go, I've been waiting a long time "he asked who was still hugging fanny.

fanny reciprocates devan's hug for a moment, then she tries to release the hug and stares at devan's face. It seems devan is still reluctant to take that hug.

" I have to go " said fanny who then walked away leaving devan there and once glanced a little backwards.

" wait .." devan held fanny's arm and made fanny stop and look back at her.

" you want to go again ? " ask devan by looking at fanny's face.

rian did not continue his journey, he stopped his car on the side of the road and watched the two men.

" I ... I have to see the Hotel "he replied quietly.

" I'll drive you "said devan who doesn't want fanny to go again.

then Devan holds tiffanny's hand and takes her across the street to pick up her car. Fanny lets devan hold her hand her eyes never glance in any other direction than the handsome devan's face.

" we should go home .. let someone take her later, let's go home "give agatha who led brian into her car.

brian just obeyed and followed the orders of agatha. Agatha also got into the car and brian drove her car.

agatha looked worried because it had been a long time since she had seen brian's face like this, she was afraid of losing the man.

Rian was the same, he left the place.he drove the car by speeding.

***

meanwhile, in the car, Fanny just kept quiet noiseless at all, in contrast to Devan who kept smiling.how happy she was when someone she was waiting for came back in front of her now. if only he had more status it was likely that he would still continue to tightly hug the woman.

" my mother told .if grandma was home right now" said devan who broke the silence between them.

" hmm, grandma said she wanted to see uncle and aunt there. "fanny replied without looking at her.

" you .. don't want to say anything ?" ask devan.

" what is ?" said fanny who now glanced at him.

" not so "he said with a small smile.

" Eh devan, we just go home. Maybe Rian has also gone home" he said gently.

" okay "

***

arriving at the house , bi kali greeted him with haru he hugged him like a princess.fanny smiled meaningfully he also missed this place and also bi kali and all.

yet he was someone who was not good at expressing his heart, so he simply smiled to reply.

" Miss ... You are so beautiful. I always miss you. I did not expect it to be that long "said the time sadly while lowering her head.

" i've been here "reply fanny.

" oh, when did grandma come home ?" ask bi kali.

" he said another week home "fanny replied.

" bi I was in my room" he said.

" wait a minute, miss, I want to ask. What dinner do you want ? " ask bi kali.

" hmm it's up to bi "he replied.

" What about mr devan ?" ask the aunt who glanced next to fanny.

" whatever it is "devan replied with a smile.

" well "reply to aunt.

fanny stepped into her room, slowly - she climbed the stairs until she opened the door.

chequeleked

the room looked as neat as it was before he left. It remained the same and nothing changed.

" Can I come in ?" ask Devan from the door of her room.

fanny turned to look at Devan then she nodded her head.

" You miss this ?" asked Devan who was standing next to him.

" Yes "he answered slowly.

" How are you doing ?" he asked by looking at the beautiful face of fanny, he was very curious to know everything.

fanny turned her head towards him and faced him, she slightly raised her head due to the high devan body.

" well - fine "he answered gently.

" i want to know everything, can you tell me ? " ask devan again.

fanny could see the face of Devan who cared so much for her, those eyes could not lie.

" You don't have to worry about me anymore, even worry about me. I've been cured "

" That's all ? what keeps you from being contacted even you seem to disappear ? don't you know if I'm always waiting for you to hear, I'm afraid something will happen to you. fanny .. I want you to keep telling me "he said with so many questions. actually there are many more questions but he does not want to make fanny uncomfortable with him.

" Devan, I don't know .. and don't remember what we met before. Grandma said , I used to be your friend so .. Our relationship now is just the same as it used to be. some things I don't want to share with others, I don't want everyone to know about my condition "

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Ordinary Friend ?

that's all it is ? what did Devan do before he still consider an ordinary friend ? what this woman's heart is really made of is very hard and frozen.

" Ba - well . I understand your feeling "reply devan answered .