Love In My Heart
Time and Attention

until 10 pm tiffanny is still not there, devan decided to look for it himself. he took the keys to his car but when he got out he had seen the tiffanny car entering the house. he took the parasol and approached the fanny.

fanny opened her car door with a lethargic face, devan who was in front of her who had wanted to get angry immediately disappeared already when she saw the woman's face.

" it's been 10pm, where have you been ? I've been worried about you since, where have you been, baby ?" ask devan in a soft tone.

tiffanny ignores him as he walks in the rain, devan chases after him and shares an umbrella with fanny.

" dear you are soaked, it will hurt if this is the case.your clothes are also wet from earlier right" he said which is still soft tone.

" Devan ... Can I be alone ? I don't want to talk to anyone right now "he's staring at Devan with watery eyes.

" Why ? "

" No , I just want to .. think of , my own life "

he soon passed but devan did not let him rain he had to be patient with the nature of his wife he was seducing her so as not to get wet.

***

Rian who already knew that fanny arrived safely felt calm, he decided to return to his apartment.

***

in their room, there was no sound whatsoever. there was only silence.fanny slept back to devan and devan facing him.he wanted to ask what happened but he was afraid that fanny would be upset.

until a few days later Tiffanny became a figure who became increasingly silent, she rarely responded to devan's speech.just with a yes or no. she always went early and went home late at night.

when devan wants to ask for something tiffanny rejects him, he is always aloof late - this end makes devan worried.

he is also angry actually because tiffanny like not think it always works and works only.

" I'm taking ya" said devan.

" I brought my own car "The reply soon passed away.

devan growls upset over it. wants him to be angry but that way he won't be able to get fanny's attention.

***

at the hospital, where Devan was sitting quietly daydreaming, he looked at the photo on his desk that was a picture of his wedding with tiffanny, he took it and stroked it.

" Have I forced you so much ? you're stuck living with me "he muttered.

" If you say it yourself, maybe I'll let you go.

" Even though I love you, but it is very hard for me. I continue to expect a reply from you, but until when "

tock.tok.

" Devan "call dion

devan put the photo down and wiped away the tears that were about to fall.

" Wow! I've never seen you cry like this, what's up ? you're out of your point game ?" he's sitting in front of you now.

" About your wife ?"

devan was silent and did not answer

" Before marriage you know how the nature of the woman you are going to marry.if you are sorry now is useless.it's your choice, but try to think when it has been far like this ... do you want to give up ? it feels ... very responsible only half way "

this time Dion was like a light, he was like an elder giving directions to a child.

" Did he reject you directly ?"

" no "

" that means that there is still a great hope for you "

***

tiffanny office.

it's been night exactly at 7 o'clock he still hasn't cleared the file, he put his head on his desk with his arm in his back.

"I'm too embarrassed to say it, I'm a man. don't want to ask for help out of fear you'll assume me what ? a man who has no ethics without shame comes to you and makes you bother "

he kept remembering all the words brian, why brian is much different from devan he thought. he knows the love of both is just as great but from the treatment of brian more to the heart - heart and always feel bad like he is someone else. whereas devan he is the person who is, what is, he likes to do things as he pleases and considers them important at all times.

" And now there's you, baby . you're the only woman I'm going to tell you all my problems, my life, my activities and everything. I'm saying it because you're so important to me, I want my wife to know everything that's happened to me."

" Devan "humed involuntarily the name just appeared.

tock.tok.

" Do you still not want to go home ?" asked Rian who was watching him was daydreaming.

" I'm also done going home now" murmured fanny.

" i'll drop you off, or doctor Devan will be worried and ask you how you are doing to me like a few days ago "

fanny understood where the rian was going, she didn't want to go far and took her phone.

***

shitt

rian's car stops in front of tiffanny's house, he immediately goes down along with fanny.

" come in he is waiting for you in " said Rian.

" thank you " said Fanny.

fanny went into the house, and there Devan stood looking at her.

" I thought you'd be home late again "

" No "

" Sent by your secretary ? he hasn't come home yet either "

fanny is still standing in front of devan, she does not dare to go any further hearing the cold devan tone she knows devan is already angry.

" He was waiting for me "

devan smiled slightly hearing it "without notifying me, without speaking to me, and went home the night with another man" she said.

" What do you mean, he's not another guy "defa fanny.

" don't interrupt my words, I don't want to be reproached right now. "

" Are you sorry you married me ?" devan asked right in front of him.

tiffanny did not answer

" you don't even want to answer. Do you want me to divorce you ?"

fanny was surprised to hear her but she was ordinary just her eyes were round, she had never heard Devan say this.

" If that's what you want .. do as you like "he replied, he thinks devan wants to get divorced from him so he doesn't want to make devan any further.

this misunderstanding of the two makes Devan very angry.

" i'm sorry, but until then I won't divorce you." she said.

" Tiffanny if you don't want to marry me you can turn her down right in front of everyone, ' I don't mind "he said out loud for the first time after marriage she called fanny's full name.

" You always said you accepted our marriage, of course I'm glad to hear that even if you haven't loved me at least that's my greatest hope ! every time I ask are you sorry ? are you sorry ? no ! you've always been quiet like this. "he said with a reddened face gone is the soft face that he has been showing.

" at least answer me now "hard her again

" Are you afraid of me?. .. no, don't be afraid I won't do anything to you.

" devan "

" Fanny, do you think your words that always say accepting this marriage are enough ? I love you with all my heart, accept all your past.The last few days you've always shied away from me, never texted me even you refused when I asked for my right. I still think maybe you're a lot of work and tired of it because it always rejects me I understand that "

" I keep watching you every night, I'm your husband .. If you think that's enough, you're wrong ! tiffanny .. I really need your time and attention, I really pay attention to it. "

" i didn't ask you to do homework to take care of me like any other wife , I just want you to always be there when I need you and to pay attention to myself am I okay or not you don't ask ? are you insensitive that I need all that ?" hardiknya again, he took out all his tits.

" excuse me "

that's all he can say now, devan's right he always ignored her never even asked her how she was.

" i don't need your forgiveness either, all I need is you "

out of nowhere push, tiffanny hugs devan her hand coiled in devan's stomach.

" i'm sorry "he muttered while crying.

" i'm sorry "he regrets what he did.

devan raised his hand to return the hug he cared deeply for tiffanny.

" i don't know where to start, something new I know and it hurts my heart to hear it "he said hoarsely.

" then you avoid me, should tell me not to avoid it "devil muttered.

" I'm wrong "reply fanny.