Love In My Heart
Keep away

" You're Suffering from an already critical brain tumor" the doctor said.

fanny's eyes immediately water instantly, her hands weakened and her entire body seemed to have no more strength.

" Am I going to die ?" tanyanya raau's.

the doctor looked at fanny with sadness, he was used to seeing someone who was diagnosed with an illness but only this time he heard someone who asked like that.

" And are you going to give up?" ask the doctor back.

" My head hurts so much when I have a relapse that I never feel like I can bear it, could it be that Death is the way out" replied Fanny.

" This brain tumor has spread and is very critical, your time "

" What kind of treatment should I take ? "

" chemotherapy, although it can not cure but can at least extend your life about 1 year "

fanny lowered her head, there was no hope for her anymore.wanted to cry but she was already suffering now.

" you must be treated now, if not surgery alone even though it does not fully heal still.."

" there's still a lot of work and responsibility, thank you doctor" he said, standing up to leave the room.

the wijin doctor could not do anything when his own patient decided his life like that, he only gave a path but that determines the patient itself.

with lethargic and careless steps he walked down the aisle of the hospital. devastated .. sick and sad it feels , when he heard of this disease.

" mama ... papa, brother maybe we will meet soon" he said in his heart.

on the other side in front of fanny there was a devan and the two sisters yesterday who were at the reception desk stood together while pushing the patient.

" doctor isn't that tiffanny wang who a few days ago was looking for you "appoint that nurse ressa until devan turns up.

" fanny "he muttered.

" he's crying ? what is it that he came to the hospital "he thought.

he wants to see her but conditions are not on their side because now devan must be in charge of saving the patient.

***

now that fanny was already in her hotel, she was carrying her bag lethargic and moody face, many employees reprimanded her but she did not answer.

" good afternoon ma'am" said a passing employee.

fanny just went through it.

" what's with him , he's not usually like this" the employee said.

" Fanny" said Brian, who was in front of him.

" brian" he said in his heart, he looked at Brian with sadness.The tears fell down now can not hold back tears anymore.

brian approached her with a thousand quick steps and was now standing in front of her ex-lover.

" where have you been ? makes me worry that I'm waiting for you ?" ask devan.

" you're crying what's the fan ? is it because of that news ? tell me not to cry, I don't like you to cry "he said, which was a bit high and now swallowed when he saw the tears fall from the owner and immediately hugged him.

" sorry .. sorry to hurt you so much "he muttered still hugging fanny.

prangs

the phone held by Rian fell out of his hand not when he saw the two men hugging.

" what are you doing here ? " ask fanny like a dazed person.his body is inconsistent and his brain is not able to digest to think.

fanny just let go of the hug after seeing brian from afar who saw the two of them hugging it.

" i want to tell you that all the news I've told someone to delete it, don't worry " said Brian.

" hmn thanks you can go" throw out fanny.

" wait "brian intercepts her hand when fanny is about to leave.

" you were quiet when I hugged you, did you forgive me ? " ask brian.

" you want me to forgive you ? " ask fanny back.

" i know I was wrong and I can't be forgiven, but I did all this u.."

" i. .. will never forgive you "said fanny softly but stressed the word.

" fanny listen to me first "cried brian when fanny left him.

" fanny you just came ? from where ? I can pick you up you scare me "oceh rian while walking with fanny.

" from now on you don't have to think about me anymore, or worry about me. I .. will live my own way, until I don't exist later "fanny said.

" what do you mean you said I don't understand ?" ask rian.

" what's wrong with you, it's only been a while that I feel that you've turned more open and calm but now you're back to how you were" said rian in confusion.

***

it's late afternoon, fanny had planned not to go home to grandma's house, but Rian kept saying that grandma wanted to meet him.

it was forced for him to come home with a rian now, there was no conversation between the two during the journey.

there is only emptiness and loneliness like no one. Rian was eager to ask what happened but it feels useless he will never get an answer to his question.

did not feel the trip had reached the grandmother's house, Rian looked at the fanny who did not want to go down.

" ahem . ahem "

" we have arrived "continue rian.

can be seen from the front if the devan car and the micheal car are lined up neatly in the yard. lazily fanny down and immediately enter the house.

time opened the door "welcome miss .. mister "welcome her.

" thank you bi" said Rian.

" fanny dear, my goodness grandma misses you so much son" said the grandmother who hugged fanny.

" i'm also granny "reply back.

" is this why grandma feels you're angry ? rian is there something ?" tanyanya glanced at rian.

" uh that's grandma .."

" from now on if there's anything grandma wants to ask me, ask me directly "cut the fanny.

" are you two fighting hm? honey, what's trying to explain to Grandma ?" ask grandma.

" no grandma "

" hi ! how are you my beautiful woman " said micheale who waved to her, who stood on equal footing with devan.

" grandmother I want to go to the room "part fanny regardless of the michael.

astonished everyone - astonished at his behavior.

" rian what's wrong ? " ask devan.

" yeah, I want to say "nonsense.

" do not know Grandma, she was late to the hotel. apparently she had cried but did not know where she was ", replied Rian.

" crying ? but why does Brian bother him again ?" ask grandma.

" brian did go to the hotel earlier, but he only conveyed the news that all the videos had been deleted ", rian explained.

" i saw her this morning at the hospital and she said she came home crying, actually why did she "think devan.

" Granny try to meet him, I want to see him but compared to the answer I can even shout from him later "micheal proposal.

" huft "grandmother threw away her rough breath because of fanny's actions again - again changed it again.

starting from that day, Fanny rarely spoke to everyone. she became more very quiet even every day to go home late at night.

his face is getting pale more and more, only medicine that supports his life until now.every day work there is no holiday just to cover all his illness.

and until now no one knows his illness, the calendar on his office desk nys was always accompanied by (X ). one month passed and his life was only about 60 days left. indeed no one knows the time of death of a person but the disease every day is getting more violent.

as now his eyes were staring at the calendar at that table, his face was already very pale.a few days had not gone home to grandma.

" this is the financial news of the month" said Rian.

he just stared at me not wanting to reply to Rian's words.

" talk to me, you're scaring me" Rian said again.

" go on" said fanny slowly.

" why fanny ? why ? you're acting like you're staying away from us all "cried rian who's already upset over fanny's actions.

" Grandma's got a driver downstairs telling you to go home, Grandma's sick right now" said Rian slowly.

" what pain ?" ask fanny who looked up at her face.

" meet him and you'll know "said rian.

****

" Mr .... Grandma "slams fanny at the house.

" Granny .." she cried again.