Love In My Heart
Rejection Before Disclosure

next day

this week makes everyone stop their activities from their usual activities, namely work. In his spacious room, fanny is still asleep, while devan has been bathing and neat with ordinary clothes everyday.

after feeling neat he also came out of the room when the first time he came out of the room that was directly opposite to the fanny he stood looking at her, glancing down there was no man means still inside.

he bragged himself to knock on the fanny door in just 5 steps he was standing directly in front of the fanny room.

tock.tok.

" Are you awake ?" tanyakanya.

but there was no sound when pressing the door knob turned out to be unlocked he opened a little and it turned out that still asleep he could not see the face of fanny because the sleep fannt tilted to the left.

" Devan, what are you doing here?" ask grandma from behind.

devan closed the door again and smiled at Grandma.

" just want to know if he's awake" Devan replied.

" if it's Sunday she's usually gonna wake up late, grandma wants to talk, do you have time ?" ask grandma.

" yes grandma "

In the spacious house they sat facing each other in a wooden chair

" As you said last night. Grandma's already registered the marriage of you two, just waiting for it to be over "

" Thank you grandma, I'm sorry maybe I'm so selfish. I don't want to see him always thinking about his past ' at least with this marriage I can make him forget his past "

" You're right. After all ... she won't be able to refuse this marriage "

" Do you mean grandma ? " tanya devan while frowning her forehead .

" His mother asked her to marry you if until the age of 25 she was not married.she loved her mother so much so she would not refuse the request "

***

in the afternoon, Fanny was prepared with a simple black dress and hair made Curly. she stood when she was ready in front of the dresser. he picked up his bag on the bed and walked out of the room.

the house looked lonely no one, so he just went out without saying goodbye to grandma.

one step as he exited the main door, he could see the rian standing in front of his car.he closed it again , but a hand held his arm so he stared at who the hand was in front of him.

" What's up ?" tanyakanya.

" Don't go home too late" he replied, which turns out to be a devan.

" I don't know what time I'm going home, I'm picking up grandma "

fanny tries to release devan's hand with her other hand.

" Meet me at 8 o'clock last night "

" Let's see later "

" i went "and rushed towards devan.

(it's okay fanny, I understand you are indeed like that. because after today you will be mine )

rian was already standing 15 minutes in front of his car, so he decided to go inside. today he is wearing a casual suit of white clothes and black jeans. he glanced sideways and fanny was already in front of him.

" you're ready" said rian.

" yes "

" where are we going ?"

" Beach, how ?. "ask rian.

" It's up to you "

rian smiled then he opened the car door for fanny, after fanny entered he closed again.

***

they are already on the beach now, but they do not go down to the beach but just stand on a cliff near the restaurant while both see the sunset.

very beautiful, tiffanny's eyes continue to be fixed forward until not blinking again. Rian's eyes that only focused on the side of fanny did not notice that he was smiling.

" do you like it?"

fanny turned her head, and then she looked back.

" hmm, do you come here often ?" ask fanny.

" never. I've only been here this time and that's with you "

" yes, please picture us " replied rian.

" Fanny you want to take a picture with me, right ?" ask rian.

" ha ? ehh. yes can be "the answer.

she smiled, they stood there side by side .rian smiled towards the camera as well as fanny who smiled small but looked very beautiful plus her background directly from the natural sunset.

" 1...2...3 "

the photographer approached without any talk he made rian's hand on fanny's shoulder, making fanny and rian equally stiff. the photographer came back and at that time fanny was turning towards rian so that the photographer took the opportunity to take pictures of them.

" fragrame"

" thank you, this is beautiful. Can you ask for her phone number so I can send her a picture ?"

" yes, of course, " said Rian.

..

it was very dark and the two decided to go home after dinner. The two walk side by side.

immediately fanny pushed forward when someone accidentally hit her from behind. soon Rian immediately reached the small waist of fanny and pulled her into his arms.

Fanny rounded her eyes when she was about to fall down, fortunately rian helped her, but when she realized that in the arms of Rian she raised her face until their faces met and looked at each other.

" sorry" said fanny awkwardly and immediately broke free from rian's embrace

" uh, hmm it's okay . are you hurt ? " ask the worried rian.

" no "he replied, nodding his head.

" let's .. we go home "take Rian.

***

arriving at home, they both get off the car to drive fanny into the house but fanny stops her footsteps in the middle of the yard.

" Rian" called him.

" what's up ? why stop ?" ask rian.

" Don't love me" said Fanny.

Rian was silent mute as fanny said that, he limp in hearing it before he even said that fanny had already rejected him.

" I know you care about me, you always want to protect me but I also know you love me "bluffily.

" sorry, I said this. Before everything is so far away I don't want to give hope to anyone including you. "

" Can I reveal everything ?" ask fanny.

" why not "weep rian with a raucous voice.

" I ... would rather think of you as a sister. Your age is the same as a sister. I don't want to lose you, if our relationship is more than just a secretary, ' she said , co-workers or people who always want to protect me. I'm afraid I'll lose you just like everyone else "

" You are a good man, there will be a woman as good as you who will be your Love. I hope you understand "

rian smiled even though his heart was hurting and broken but he had to smile.all to tiffanny what he could not do for her, just a smile was nothing more.

" i'm glad you rejected me, before I revealed it, because I can manage my feelings, but I ask you one thing, just be as ordinary as ever. you're always cold and indifferent and stay that way with me assuming nothing happens to my feelings "

" yes, it's definitely "fanny nods her head.

" may I hug you ? take this in return for all this time I helped you "

fanny was silent for a moment, then she nodded her head.Rian immediately hugged her. Behind the embrace she cried, her face red with sadness.

but at the same time the devan who was standing on the balcony above saw the closeness of the two of them, especially now they are in a position to hug his heart angry, sad and disappointed but he has to accept it because now he is still not who - who for tiffanny.

fanny raised her hand to return rian's embrace.

rian wiped away those fallen tears.

" I promise I will continue to protect you just as much as I used to, even if my feelings are there but just think of it as the wind "

" thank you Rian, you .. also the person who is always there when I am down. Thank you for all this time .. "

" no, don't thank me. I love the moments with you, so don't say anything "

rian and fanny let go of each other's embrace, rian can still smile in front of fanny. only briefly he went straight into the car.

fanny let it go, after the car left in front of her, she turned to the house but again her steps had to stop.

(sorry rian, I didn't mean to hurt you )