
Determined to tell his parents the truth, Sholeha came out of the room to the mother sitting at the table.
His father was not seen there, it seemed like there was an event at the mosque, as usual. Sholeha approached her mother, she noticed something strange about her.
Slightly doubtful Sholeha asked "Mother why?" sholeha said suddenly.
Sholeha's voice shocked her mother, leaving her a little aghast. Not immediately answering, Ms. Fatma took a deep breath.
"Ndak Nduk, just a little tired how does it feel like this mother mostly hopes or how ?" looking at the sholeha who had understood the direction of her mother's conversation.
The more restless Sholeha looked at her mother, to comfort even it felt powerless. Her memory goes back to the words of Arman, her former lover
"Ha, if you want a quick marriage I can't, just tell your parents to find a candidate for you. You know I'm not ready to put an end to my bachelor-time favorites, we'll just date if you still want to be with me!" without a doubt Arman said that to Sholeha at that time.
Indeed, every answer given to Sholeha is always different, and also Sholeha who may be too many times asking the same thing to Arman.
Still weighing everything he wanted to say Sholeha fell silent in front of her mother. There is no other reason to be damning about his relationship with Arman other than to be close. Moreover, Arman is a schoolmate first, and long enough they are dating. About the taste he was still confused between like it or indeed love.Yes, that's what Sholeha felt all along. It was quite a waste of time, and unfortunately he didn't realize it much earlier.
"Sir, actually Leha has not dated Mas Arman" Sholeha quietly waiting for the response of the mother.
"Kalo ndak dating ya already, let me find you a candidate !"
Naturally, Ms. Fatma decided that way, because it looks like she is not so fond of Arman. In addition to his attitude that looks still childish, Arman is also less good at taking the heart of Ms. Fatma according to Sholeha. Sholeha was not the least bit surprised by that, just a little bit of mother want to understand Arman just looks difficult. Not a bad or less what kind according to Bu Fatma, do not parents really have their own criteria, right?.
"It is difficult to match Leha with whom, even though Leha has not recovered from her heartbreak," replied Sholeha with a sad bow.
"Important, first, I don't know who wants to be with you. Oh maybe later I'll ask your Bulek."
"Hum, am I that bad until no one wants to."Sunggut Sholeh. Really not meant to be angry at Sholeha's mother just a little offended.
"Just talk to your father later, I want to rest a little, "
Ms. Fatma died at Sholeha's own dinner table. After staying silent for a long time, then heard the door creak open, seen the father enter and take off the pecans.
" Nduk, where's your mother, mosok is still sleeping late in the afternoon, have you eaten him?"
While opening the hood at the table.
Sholeha stood up to get a plate and a spoon for her father.
"Say I'll take a little break, sir, maybe I'm a little tired."
There was no reply from her father, Sholeha continued to spoon the side dish into the plate she was holding.
Never mind dare, not just talk Sholeha was nervous half to death want to talk to her father. Later after eating maybe Sholeha had a chance.
Rather than his mother, the father was more open-minded to his children, and that is why Sholeha was much more afraid to disappoint him. Long time observing his father without a word, made Sulaiman curious.
"Why Nduk, is there a problem, why do you see that you are so moody, say the same story Mr ! " he just said it.
After being asked, Sholeha's fear grew, as there was no reason to finally answer Sholeha cautiously.
An expressionless flat face yet a second later there was a small smile rising there.
"How do you feel Nduk, Father is enough to be your defender only if Leha sincerely accepts, I will try to listen to your complaints and your grievances. If my son is still not happy, do you have to see Arman to talk again?"
What a soothing warmth, like getting hope from all his sadness Sholeha immediately cut off his father talk.
"Leha sincerely if not match with him, but Leha does not want to be betrothed to Mother's choice, Leha wants to think calmly before looking for a replacement."
"When your mother says that, Leha may decide anything for yourself, with the record of being responsible for all the consequences, you do not force the important Leha also have to know the limits, with the record of having to be responsible for all the consequences, a child needs the blessing of a parent."
"Are you angry with Leha?"
"You've grown up Nduk, failing on the trip with Arman there must be a problem and why. After all you've spent a year with him, you can only pray that you can replace what really fits you."
"Sorry in Leha yak Pak, I was disappointed with Leha, yes it is true that Leha who did not want to be horrified by Mother from the first "
Suddenly I heard my mother coming out of the room, immediately telling Sholeha to speak.
"Chat with your father ndak use sulking Ha, was almost angry with Mom now even grimly so" said Fatma as she landed her ass in the chair next to her father.
The insinuated even laughs widely, obviously if you get positive energy.
"Leha ndak it Buk, it's because the Father said it makes Adem right Leha so seneng."
"Here you are, spoken well of by her mother's innate frowns continuously tomorrow-tomorrow Mas you did not tell me to come here nasehati you!" her cerocos didn't accept.
"Hud to eat?" ask father.
"So soon sir, I'm not too hungry yet."
After it was confirmed that there was no more debate, Leha was about to move from her seat. Wanting to make peace with himself, he thought strongly when he was about to contemplate deeply.
Sholeha went into the room to see her cell phone lying on the bed. "Watch a Korean drama only time let ndak mumet" he murmured.
It is different indeed this one girl, too quickly change her mood. If others are still confused about the problem, let alone the matter of breaking up. Everyone is used to breaking up, yes it must be crying and upset, Sholeha is not like that.
What cause?
Oh probably because he was too lazy to hope for his ex-girlfriend. Said the old relationship person will accumulate a lot of precious memories but why not for Sholeha, mediocre according to him.
Hem......
Very cruel Sholeha, impressed not committed but that's it, Ramania Sholeha just flat-flat people. Maybe because it is too disappointed, because however the disappointment will not heal even though there are thousands of reasons. And yes, Sholeha has the right to deal with all her heart problems in various ways, only she can choose how to heal her own wounds.
Watching Korean romance drama that is so sweet, will help a little improve his mood that is not careless. The greatest possibility was just envy and wanting to become his female lead.
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