Love Sholeha

Love Sholeha
Just two points


A second later the water that had pooled in the eyeball fell casually down Sholeha's cheek. He did not intentionally and did not in the least intend to offend Sholeh. Sholeha became confused to see Sholeh who was still silent without trying to explain. " Mis misunderstood this time, let Leha explain in more detail then" said Sholeha while wiping a little of her disrespectful tears." Sholeha does not want to incriminate Mas alone, does not mean anything else. Sholeha must have received whatever Mas gave to Leha, such as the Prophet's advice to good women who are not allowed to burden the dowry on her future husband, that's all "clearly so straightforward.


Sholeh took a breath, "I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that earlier, I just asked a little request from you as a future wife, so that I could give my best in the day" indeed the two lowered their voices, trying to avoid tension in this discussion.


The living room was immediately quiet, and there was no longer any desire from the two to add or refute each other, only occasionally there was a small laugh of Fatma who was busy watching television from the living room.


"Well, Sholeha will choose but do not laugh at my choice, if you mind giving up. What if the cow that gave birth to triplets "he said without hesitation, Sholeha only intends to melt the atmosphere. He was also a little tense and awkward.


But he aggravated the situation, Sholeh looked lethargic and shed his shoulders on the back of the chair. His breathing was so rough, and frustrating. " What do you mean Sholeha, I obviously won't be able to find it" she replied so sadly mixed with emotion.


Another case with Sholeha who even laughed until the end of her eyes closed perfectly. Looking at Sholeh's expression that was so adorable and funny.


"Mas Hamdan Sholeh, I'm kidding. Do not despair like that" he explained while closing his mouth so as not to laugh widely. So with Sholeh who immediately sat down while digesting the words of Sholeha.


"I'm not that bad, though I would be very sad if we were to get married" Sholeha said earnestly.


Sholeha was so looking forward to the answer what she would hear from Sholeh.


" Thank God, I thought you deliberately made it difficult and then rejected me like a Sumbi's lady-in-waiting" she replied with laughter, finally the warmth returned.


From the attitude of Sholeh who briefly changed, Sholeha concluded that he was actually a good and humorous man. " It seems, I was also fooled by Mas's pretentious attitude right?" sholeha asked who noticed Sholeh's slightly odd smile.


Sholeh laughs. " I'm sorry, so the dowry's up to me anyway, don't you want to bid again?" Sholeh made sure. Now Sholeh's face turned warm and away from the tension like a moment ago.


" I didn't ask you, Sholeha doesn't understand this. Yesterday who suggested the cow of three children yes Mbak Ayu" Sholeh lied, he just tried to fill in small talk so as not to be so awkward.


"He's up to the bet, if Mas Sholeh will definitely laugh out loud then I can hit his head" he added later.


Sholeh still laughs." Oh Ayu apparently, there's-there. Fortunately I didn't laugh earlier, so you won from this bet" he said at the end of the laughter. Sholeh again drank the tea that stayed half.


"Today I asked my father, he said it's up to you". Sholeh returned to the core of the matter.


"Yes whatever, just don't overdo it. Sholeha also believes that Mas ndak might give me a strange and bad, or a hard-to-manage third-cow cow "Sobaha still laughs at his ridiculousness which is actually not too funny.


Sholeha looked at the dried tea cup, but Sholeh seemed still cool to continue the conversation. Sholeha took the initiative to make it again, but confused how to say goodbye from the face of Sholeh." Would you like some tea?" ask Sholeha.


Sholeh also saw the empty cup, "No need, I am also bloated, where can drink another cup" he replied preventing Sholeha who had gone to reach for the cup in front of Sholeh. " We continue, and there are still important things that I have to say.


Sholeh sat back down, ready to hear Sholeh speak. It seems that he was so prepared to say something, the thing that was called important earlier. " Yes, Sholeha is not doing it again" he said.


Before this, Sholeha had never seen a side of Sholeh that was so serious and domineering, she always looked relaxed and not much Sholeha knew. If in the future Sholeha had to study the man in front of her this could be possible, whereas a year with Arman is still a mess at last. Not to equate or mean to be prejudiced, it's just that Sholeha is asking herself this. Sholeha still does not want to be hurt this time, whatever the reason he also should not hurt.


" Sholeha, I have to ask you this. It doesn't really matter if you don't agree, but I hope you can support me in this decision, I'm planning on making a house, and remodeling a shop, which do you think I should do first, em it's nothing just that I want you to fully support me, and it won't cause any disagreement when we're just getting married, because the first thing you should know is my way of thinking at work, and I also need your openness as a wife who is ready to support all my decisions from everything" she said so clearly.


Sholeha was silent to digest, it was like a matter of school exams applied in real life, Sholeha did not expect she would be tested in such detail by her future husband, this is, as said in the beginning is not important, but it is important for the continuity of the road ahead, Sholeha confused himself Sholeh's attitude is too blatant like this is very difficult to avoid.


Sholeh patiently waited for Sholeha to answer, though she was silent for a few minutes. Naturally, if Sholeha thinks first, this is a type of test that determines the quality of the work ethic of the brain and heart in making decisions.


Sholeha took a breath, "First Leha also knew if in fact Mas must have his own thoughts about where he was going, Sholeha still gave support while Mas did all the good that did not harm others, or yourself. For this case according to Sholeha mas renovation of the store first, because this is important in the ongoing financial business, if the house can be followed later. After all mas also ndak may be far from the mother, but if Mas still kekeh make the house again also ndak papa but considered again yes, the important thing is we become a marriage contract first right?"


How sholeha did not expect to end her sentence with a question that made herself fly. Even if allowed Sholeha will run or hide from the front of Sholeh. Out of nowhere the answer came from his brain, Sholeha was so embarrassed. He was afraid that if he could just say it, he would not necessarily behave like what he said just now. In addition, with his attitude that looks ready to get married, making Sholeha even more embarrassed.


Sholeh laughed so cheerfully, responding to Sholeha's answer so smoothly without obstacles, "MashaAllah, I was so happy to hear it, what was the last point, which was important first. Has he healed his broken heart Nduk?" sholeh asked with a chuckle, he was so happy to see from his face that continued to show dimples there.


Sholeha was even surprised to hear Sholeh's question, and changed the call to her. Maybe he got carried away.


Sholeh did not know, if this little wife-to-be was I was wrong to set a heartbeat because of embarrassment, he even seemed to laugh at her.


Sholeh kontan was silent. " Yes that's it, ndak ndak thought that Sholeha is also a quick fixer of marriage" he ceplosnya still trying to hold back laughter.


Apparently this man was very noisy if his heart was flowering, Sholeha still fell silent across the chair that Sholeh was sitting in. He ran out of words to defend himself, so he folded both hands on his chest. Passing on his frustration saw the annoying Sholeh.


" Whatever. So what else ?"


" What?" tanya Sholeh felt on the press.


" It's night, if you want to mock me, better Mas go home" replied Sholeha softly not angry, he just lost his opinion from Sholeh, making him lazy to continue this conversation. " Not expelling, we'll talk about it again tomorrow. It can be until dawn if it continues" he added again with a little smile forced.


Not long after that Sulaiman came out of the middle room, "Gimana, has run his negotiations. Sholeha likes to get angry because if it's not the same opinion" he told Sholeh.


" Ndakk sir, it's done. It was Sholeha who moved all her thoughts to me, she wanted to take it right sir." replied Sholeh as she chuckled.


Really, he's so happy like that.


Sholeha ignored what the two men said, she wanted to return to her room immediately. " Mas Sholeh does not mind sir, he said it can be easily arranged" Sholeha timpal did not want to budge.


Sulaiman laughing. Clearly, he had also heard what the two were discussing. " Yes up to you, your important message is that you both agree and do not cover each other, just say everything clearly so as not to regret it in the future." Sulaiman patted Sholeh's shoulder slowly.


It's such a moving sight, it turns out that his father left him to another man. Sholeha almost cried, but not until her heart was completely moved Sholeh seemed to be preparing to leave.


" Then Sholeh came home, sir, I seemed to run out of time to get to know Sholeha, just two points that I just got, it seems like I still need your help to know the others. Sholeha was a little alot as it turned out" he whispered to Sulaiman who then laughed in response to Sholeh.


" Yes, there's plenty of time next time. If it is legal later you will not reprimand you even though chatting until the morning was blind" jokes Sulaiman add a series of continuous laughter from Sholeh. Until finally he resigned by force, otherwise Mr. RT will come to reprimand for visiting too late. Sholeh finally came home.


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" Huh, Alhamdulillah" Sholeha sighed, as she looked at the clock almost at the number ten. " It's amazing, it's at home here" he muttered as he placed his head on the back of the bed. His memory again revolved around his shame centered on answers and questions that were always surprising from his own mouth, no matter what the cause. Because of remembering again and again Sholeha until hitting her forehead deliberately. " There are many things you can think of instead of remembering the matter and the annoying face of Sholeh. You are not polite if you talk at will" he hit his mouth after stopping grumbling.


Sholeha stretched out her body, but could not fall asleep. The feeling was so mixed that it felt obstructive and very disturbing, sometimes happy beats, sometimes anxiety beats and there was a pulse of fear in his chest. Half way he stepped, tracing his own decision that was so hesitant and full of anxiety. It does not feel appropriate if his heart still can not be sure to accept, all this series of stories his last choice can only resign and sincerely undergo. Hopefully there is still a chance to convince his heart that is still so weak and vacillating on the surface of this relationship. " Slowly Sholeha, the choice this time is the peak of your heart working, if you still can not try and support each other, where it can be one" he said to himself, holding his chest and head. It was as if his chest was the same as a friend who could respond to all of his words. " We sleep now, the night is getting late, forget it all for a while" he still spoke for himself. His eyes, according to his words, Sholeha was completely asleep.


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Fajr Adhan voices touch the earlobes that are still wrapped in a thick blanket, the empu is still comfortable with the embrace of sleepiness that is so tight. Sholeha wriggling trying to get rid of his laziness, he was awake long enough last night, very frustrating he continued to imagine the face of Sholeh who smiled many times in front of him yesterday.


"Astagfirullah, O Allah. Eums... Still sleepy" said Sholeha while upholding his body that still feels lazy. Ever since Sholeh came home last night, she hasn't fallen asleep. Sulaiman invited him to talk for a while. He still remembered his father's reprimand last night which was still stirred by him.


"Sholeha Nduk you can't talk rudely like that, ndak politely loh Nduk. As much as possible if the sprains are enough to hold first later Sholeh can be mistaken if his heart is calm again. "he said at that time. Surely his father continues to monitor himself when with Sholeh earlier.


"Sholeh ndak means rude sir, Mas Sholeh must also understand. Sholeha is indeed this person" he replied so lightly and did not want to give up.


Sholeha knows this message is not only for this time, but valid until the next tomorrow. Sholeha also realizes that she also felt disrespectful in responding to all of Sholeh's talk last night, even though it seems that Sholeh seems mediocre.


" Don't ask to continue to understand dong Nduk, there are times when you also have to learn understanding. Do not equate your husband with Mother and Father" said a word that was so firmly undeniable spoken that night, Sholeha to shudder in horror to hear it. How clear if he will soon be moved to change his position from a child to a wife.


" Oh my God, can't I?"


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