Love Sholeha
My wife-to-be

" Bi, Ha, why, ?" asked Fatih who saw Sholeha drown her face in both palms.

With all her might so that she would not shed a single tear, this was too trivial to cry, Sholeha rubbed the tip of her eyes then looked at Fatih coolly and smiled at her.

" Aunty really sleepy, want to sleep" he replied origin, he knew Fatih's response was more disturbing if he looked honest.

" It is still morning" replied Fatih in disbelief. Sholeha until not aware if the atmosphere is a little quiet and lengthened, where did everyone run?

During that time he was immersed in his own thoughts since earlier.

Only a few relatives left since yesterday helped and also neighbors who were cleaning up a lot of things scattered everywhere. Sholeha missed her focus on everything, she was busy chatting with her heart and mind.

" Sholeha, you're Mas Rizal's sister right?" suddenly Rahma approached her with a million hospitality towards her. Sholeha was amazed, looking at the woman who had made her discouraged in front of Sholeh, her future husband.

" Hah ah yes, I am Sholeha" he replied as he received Rahma's hand.

" I haven't had a chance to say hello, we meet again here yeah, sorry".

Ah why does her smile look so annoying, according to Sholeha.

" It's not a problem, Ma'am, you want to go home?" it just popped out of Sholeha's mouth. Rahma looks crazy looking for someone.

" Ah yes, wait for Mas Sholeh" then he shouted a small wave of his hand, Sholeha followed the direction of his eyes.

"Here is Mas!" he said to Sholeh who immediately approached Rahma in front of Sholeha.

" Nyariin yes, it was to the back first" Rahma said with a slight smile welcoming the arrival of Sholeh in front of him.

"I think it's the first Deck" said Sholeh from next to Sholeha, they stand parallel now.

Don't ask Sholeha about her heart, she can't explain her health anymore either.

" Not yet, Sholeha's samperin first" Rahma answered gently reaching for Sholeha's fingers.

Sholeha realized Sholeh's eyes were centered on her, what do you care? inner Sholeha.

" Yeah yuk, said you want to know me as your future wife! " Rahma said that to Sholeh with a slight seducing tone.

Sholeha even bought the eyes of disbelief.Sholeha deliberately kept waiting for what will be said to Rahma next.

" I want to see, as beautiful as she is?, until you give up waiting for me" added Rahma later.

Sholeha was very surprised, spontaneously he removed his fingers from Rahma's grasp. Like being swept away by the waves of the south coast, Sholeha was lost unseen from reality, she immediately felt slapped in front of many people, embarrassed and very sick. This time he was completely silent.

" You can make a joke of him, even though you don't want to be with me," with ease Sholeh chuckled in response to Rahma.

" He's beautiful, but whenever he finds, he's busy right now" Sholeh said, looking at Sholeha, they stared at each other without any intention of explaining.

" Even though from earlier you praise him - praise him continue, now you want direct contact even can not, lest you fear he is jealous?" Rahma probed Sholeh by looking directly into Sholeh's eyes, Sholeha knew she was a little joking but so disrespectful to her own ears.

" You are - Sholeh hangs up his words. " He is that....

Sholeha suddenly interjected without hearing Sholeh speak more.

" Mom I live first yes, there is still a lot of work" said Sholeha left both.

Whatever they want, Sholeha doesn't care !

One, two, up to three he stepped up and completely moved away from both, Sholeha still had the good sense to avoid the bad things that hurt him. He has no right to clarify his status in front of Rahma, he knows it.

At least backing off politely is the best option, even if you're not willing.

Where else he had to hide, his heart now feels pain his eyes can no longer accommodate the tears that have been overflowing since. Had he fallen back, even so soon, Sholeha was confused with her own heart.

If so why should she now feel the pain, at least she had time to prepare to compete with Rahma, the woman Sholeh likes. Somehow, even though he had also heard Sholeh's honesty about this yesterday, but the liking he described was far from the actual story. This is a word like that is so different meaning from the general. Ah it turns out that he again misunderstood the reality this time. Sholeha even felt stupid after confessing sincerely and saying fine, it turns out she was sick at the end.

Sholeha continued to walk almost running towards the hiding place, but suddenly she stopped when she heard Sholeh's voice calling out to her, she caught up with him.

" cha, .....

Sholeha turned her head, looking at Sholeh right behind her.

" yeah?" the answer was a bit surprised

" Rahma really wanted to see you,"

" Aren't you my future wife, "

" Ha, um . Meanin?" Sholeha.

" Come!" take Sholeh quickly.

Sholeha followed the man in puzzlement and surprise, why is this? Am I thinking too badly of them, or am I going to misunderstand again this time, what did Sholeh say? the chaotic prejudices in his brain were too many innumerable.

"Roman, !" call Sholeh when they get closer to her.

He turned around, looking at Sholeha with a smile." Yes Mas?" calm answer.

" Em is actually my future wife, Sholeha "he said calmly looking down at Sholeha who was still down.

" Ah you are too joking Mas, if not ready to tell you do not invite Sholeha to lie dong" Rahma even laughed a little, not believing in Sholeh.

Sholeha raised her gaze, she looked at the woman before her quite intently, as if looking for what was the cause of this woman not believing Sholeh's words, as she suspected in reference to jealousy, as she thought, Sholeha boldly tried to find the truth of the beautiful face.

" Ah sorry ma'am, I don't mean to lie to me just think Mas Sholeh can explain this matter to the people closest to him"

Sholeha pressed her words as if she did not want to be considered lying, at least she tried to take a good place to compete.

At the look of Rahma's shocked face, and radiating disappointment he looked at Sholeh, no matter what the look of the eyes meant, Sholeha was no longer able to interpret.then he saw Sholeh nodding justifying Sholeha's words.

" What he says is true, Rahma" he added later.

What is this, he still spoke soft words to the woman, not the slightest bit willing to be firm.

Rahma was still silent, she seemed to see Sholeha's fingers, at least looking for a symbol of truth from Sholeha's words. Of course he found a ring that was coiled on Sholeha's ring finger, he never even took it off even though his heart could not accept it at that time.

" I'm sorry for my disrespectful speech" Rahma said later to Sholeha.

Sholeha did not try to lie, shook her head she was reluctant "Ah I did lose beautiful and smart from the sick Ma'am, do not feel bad so" a line of stiff smiles given to Rahma.

After saying that Sholeha left the two who claimed to be close friends. Unwilling to prolong the trouble amid the crowds Sholeha tried to calm herself down by immediately joining her family, who were sitting together on the porch of the house.

The line of smiles she displayed on her beautiful face, she did not want to raise many questions from the people who saw her.

" Didn't you go with Rahma Dek?" ask Ayu.

" Ndak is Mbak, Leha is still a bit carefree" he replied very lethargic.

" Did you all walk Dek, do you not think strangely with them?"

Sholeha looked at Ayu, trying to think about what she said. Sholeha shook her head, "My body crumpled Mbak" he replied origin, even he had seen himself without thinking strangely, Sholeha was reluctant to add to his injuries.

" Yes already, Sholeh no way between Rahma and return home "

" Why?" ask Sholeha quickly.

" Ndak is Dek, Sholeh there is still this work out" added Rizal to help Ayu answer.

" What job is it?"

" Yes resolve this all Dek, good to go so, Mas mu is already willing-wanti from earlier. Mosok ndak ndak prospective in repoti "looked once if he had threatened Sholeh earlier.

" Well, that's exactly the same Mas Sholeh" grumbled Sholeha defending her future husband.

Sholeha even puffed her face.

" I'm quite self-conscious Mas, no need to be threatened" Sholeh suddenly interjected.

He then sat down next to Sholeha at this time.

" Guyon loh Leh, ha ha ha" Rizal tau Sholeh wouldn't do it.

Sholeha did not want to ask the man next to her who was sitting a henchman and looking relaxed, she even took out a piece of watermelon, eating it deliciously.

Men are indeed great yes, has made a woman's heart fly and fall at one time, she is not even aware of her attitude in the slightest. Or is it still Sholeha who thinks too much of this and that?.

" I'm sorry, I'm jealous" Sholeh told Sholeha.

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