Love Sholeha
Otw to the house

POV Shby,

Starting from the call of Rahma so suddenly, Sholeh was forced to postpone his meeting with Sholeha, even though he had promised. The news of Rahma's grandmother's death, made Sholeh no longer have time to say goodbye to Sholeha even though just saying hello. He knew it was rude, but Sholeh had no choice but to arrive at Rahma's parents' residence.

Guilt for Sholeha was not so much, because seeing Rahma who was so sad lamenting the departure of her grandmother. Sholeha still thinks that deciding to come here soon is the best thing. A full night, he was in the mourning house. After getting his mother's permission Sholeh followed the procession of handling the body that was not buried directly.

Sholeh could see the sadness of Rahma who was so sad, he knew how close to the grandmother who was so close, even many people assume that she was not a grandchild but even like the grandmother's child.

Especially after Rahma went to college, the distance has made her foster longing, so Rahma can no longer accompany her well when the grandmother reaches the end of her life.

The night passed with a period of mourning, last night after the child who came from outside the city had arrived and in the morning everyone rushed to bury the body. Sholeh followed Fardu kifayah's clothing completely, including taking part in the funeral. Before going to the tomb, Sholeha had seen the whereabouts of Sholeha who was also there. Apparently he accompanied Ayu to come here.

He did not even have time to say hello, Sholeha also could definitely see if he was busy, Sholeh thought to the woman.

It turns out that Sholeha was here long enough, maybe he waited for Ayu who was still comforting Rahma in the room, he really understood if they had sat together then would have forgotten the time, let alone being bitter like this. Sholeh was amazed, why Sholeha did not want me to go inside and instead sat tight among the mothers who were busy gossiping.

Sholeh wanted to say goodbye to Rahma, so she went into the room with her mother Rahma. Sholeh also had a glance at Sholeha who seemed to try hard to familiarize themselves. It seems he is not comfortable hearing Rahma's curses on Ayu. So he chose to leave the room. She is not the type of girl who is kepo, Sholeha knows the limits.

Hopefully Sholeha did not think badly of him this time, because honestly Sholeh also knew if the prospective wife was very jealous even though she never appeared. Little Sholeh learned from the events at Fatih's circumcision, Sholeh can even clearly see the look and attitude of Sholeha who always changed change at that time, Sholeh can even be so clear, he realized Sholeha's concern for him had approached at the right to want to have. With happiness Sholeh more steady and confident in his decision to choose Sholeha.

Although so little by little Sholeh also had to solve the problems of his heart that had not reached Rahma, at least did not cause prejudice from Sholeha.

Ayu and Rahma, in a room large enough to be the size of a room, were expressing their hearts and sorrows. With the door half-opened Sholeh joined the women he knew from time immemorial. Rahma even welcomed the arrival of Sholeh with excitement, well this attitude is what always makes many people believe if Sholeh really loves Rahma, but honestly He clapped one hand. According to Sholeh he has been rejected since long ago, from since Rahma considered him as an older brother.

" Yes Le's mom's staying!" said Rahma's mother, when Sholeh had reached the room. Sholeh just nodded.

" I want to go home Deck, pity my own mother since last night" Sholeh conveyed his purpose.

" We sit down for a while Mas, Ayu said he heard my curses since then he also complained about wanting to go home you guys did not look at me?" he said he was preventing his two best friends from coming home.

 Ayu and Sholeh nodded,

" Don't talk about the time when you love monkeys, I don't like it!" threaten Ayu's.

The two people in front of him laughed out loud, they were also very aware that Ayu was the one who did not want to be harmed in this relationship.

" I sometimes still regret aja loh, ndak be able to find the will of the grandmother who set us up" Rahma's shoulders slightly shed, her eyes describe sadness.

Sholeh felt what happened this time, or in fact they did not clap one hand.

" I think we can get married as much as Grandma wanted, but you've proposed to someone else" Rahma suddenly stated that lightly.

Sholeh almost choked on his own saliva, why the woman in front of him even said the impossible thing to do again, after all he had also given up since then.

" I'm sorry I couldn't resist back then" he replied steadily, Sholeh aware that there might be another perception from Ayu of his words. Sholeh intends to explain later.

" No, I should be the one who wants to lower my ego a little bit and just want to fight for you" Rahma replied further and further.

Sholeh was very surprised, he never told him that before, even though he loved Rahma first but Sholeh also would not be able to hurt Sholeha who did not know anything.

From the look on Ayu's face it is clear that if she is also surprised, she even looks at me very sharply, oh God this will be a problem. Sholeh.

" No Dek, I was in a hurry to decide at that time" said Sholeh hanging. Suddenly from behind the door that was not closed perfectly saw Sholeha there, everyone looked at her face that was confused bad thoughts coming from Ayu to her.

" Sheila ?" call them compact.

Sholeh began to stutter to see Sholeha standing there, he was very afraid if the conversation was wrongly interpreted by Sholeha.

I don't know what Ayu and Sholeha said, he can no longer hear . Sholeh was just busy looking at the face of his future wife who looked calm and gave no sign of anger or anything else. Instead he felt very guilty, but Sholeh still believed Sholeha as a person who was calm and able to think more mature.

So with Ayu who even misinterpreted Sholeh's words to Rahma, by exploding - the explosive revealed his disappointment. Sholeh knew Ayu like that because he loved his sister-in-law very much, since long ago he was also very diligent and firmly warned not to waste Sholeha.

Where could he possibly do that, at this second alone Sholeh was already afraid of losing Sholeha. I don't know since when there was this feeling so possessive in his heart .

Ayu left just like that, when Sholeh came out they seemed to have rushed home. Moreover, Sholeh will not be able to explain many things in this place, while he also has not said goodbye to the family of Rahma .

Sholeh decided to go back inside and finish his affairs at the residence first. Back to Rahma who came out of the room.

" Why?" ask Rahma.

" Ah that, I also go straight home yes Dek" replied Sholeh ignoring Rahma who looked curious about the departure of Ayu and Sholeha.

Actually Rahma still wants to hold Sholeh at home, but Sholeh can no longer listen, seen if the man is worried and quickly wants to go home.

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Sholeh got home, he took a bath first before meeting his mother. He intends to tell all his complaints today to the mother, since the trip home Sholeh still continue to be attacked by the fear of losing Sholeha, maybe a little excessive but somehow he was as hot as this .

After feeling calm and a little fresher, Sholeh met Nur who was waiting for him to sit at the dining table as usual.

" Mom, I'm sorry Sholeh didn't even come home last night" she said as she grabbed the back of her hand and kissed him.

Sholeh looked back at her mother, "Mommy-" she said in a standstill, as if confused about where to say the problem came from.

" What's the matter Hem,?"

" It looks like Sholeh got too much of Sholeha misunderstanding mom"

His mother fixedly looked at Sholeh, trying to dive into the two eyes that looked so sad.

" You can explain son, he'll understand!" his proposal calmly.

Sholeh shook his head slowly, he then took a breath.

" Sholeh is scared, ma'am"

" How scared is le?"

" Ndak know, Solely if he misunderstood" he replied heavily

" Believe the same mother, she's understanding just say everything in your mind and heart God willing in will listen well!"

After getting advice and advice from Sholeh's mother a little calm, her mother is indeed Sholeha is a good girl who and understanding. Simply telling the truth alone he must have understood what was really going on.

Because it was still midday Sholeh filled his free time to go to the store. By looking for busyness in order to calm himself a little who is stricken with anxiety.

Sholeh deliberately looked at all the shelves of building materials that had begun to empty. These few days Sholeh deliberately stopped replenishing his stock of trading materials, he planned to spend the ones already available in the store.

Some days he has decided to change his choice that originally will build a house, now a renovation of the store first. This choice changed because it saw the condition of the place of his business that was so messy was not arranged. In the midst of his busyness to divert his mind, Rizal's voice came looking for him.

" Sholeh no mas?" rizal asked Agus the cashier of this store.

" There's Mas, it's in the paint rack aisle!" point it out, but Sholeh instead approached him .

" Come for me Mas?" sholeh.

" I have an important!"

Seeing his fear, Sholeh suspected that this man must have come to rebuke him about his sister's problem earlier. Sholeh even tried to prepare all the answers to all the questions Rizal.

" We'll go to the porch!" answer Sholeh while allowing Rizal to walk first.

The two had been sitting on two chairs that were side by side, this time Sholeh deliberately waited for what would be conveyed by Rizal.

" Leh, how's your house when you start working?" Rizal exhaled that heavy-looking breath.

Sholeh was a little surprised, it turned out that his estimate missed, "There Mas, I was planning to postpone it instead"

" Alhamdulillah, "he said the more he made it radiant.

" What's the matter exactly?"

" I got a project to build Leh's school classroom, it's a pity if it's not accepted. I think your plan can be a little shifted" Rizal showed a funny face that seemed to seduce.

" But replace the renovation of the store, it's done so that the goods are less place mas"

" Yes, I won't think about it again" he said, giving advice.

Rizal then observes Sholeh's face which is too tangled and lethargic, not as usual by daring to ask.

" There's Leh, how bad is that?"

" Ah, anu Mas. More and more thoughts" her ceplos carelessly.

" Can you wait to get married?" Rizal again saw Sholeh who looked confused in silence." ask to submit the date of the wedding, you do not know when exactly, !"

Sholeh was even surprised by Rizal's suggestion which actually made a lot of sense

Sholeh smiled as if he got a brilliant idea from the advice of his future sister-in-law. " I think it should be" he said spontaneously. Rizal just shook his head and smiled at Sholeh's behavior.

In his brain now is to immediately meet Sholeha, explain to her and apologize first.

Sholeh begins to calm down, in his heart he must immediately gain Sholeha's trust first.

Sholeh did not even delay anymore, he immediately reached into his phone sending a message to Sholeha, once this he will not delay again.

  (I'll come home later)

Sent a very formal and rigid message to Sholeha, hopefully he will read it soon.

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