Make Me His Substitute
It's All Too Late
The question given by Aga managed to make Amara gasp to silence for a while. Aga who was waiting for an answer from Amara also stared intensely at Amara's beautiful face.
"It's too late, brother. Even if Brother already thinks of me as a woman, but I've started to learn to think of Brother as an older brother no longer a man."
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The answer Amara gave felt pinched Aga's heart.
"As I said earlier, my feelings for Brother at this time have faded with time. I've begun to learn to open my heart to other men who sincerely love me without having to ask first." Amara.
Aga made a silence. He could only look at Amara's face with a difficult look.
Aga's silence was only answered with a smile by Amara. According to him, the answer he gave to Aga at this time was enough to represent his heart at this time.
"What do you mean it's too late?" Ask Aga.
"Too late? Mean Brother?" Amara seems to be lacking understanding.
"Yes, it's too late for me to express my feelings to you."
Amara gasps. He stared intensely at Aga's face to determine whether Aga was wrong or not.
"Ma-I mean Brother how? Is this time Brother is starting to think of me as a woman?" Tanya Amara stamped.
Aga chose silence and answered Amara's question through the glare of her eyes.
Amara tried to neutralize her facial expression becoming calm again. He took a deep breath and slowly exhaled in the air. "It's too late, brother. I've learned to open my heart to other men and I don't want to hurt a man who's fought for me so far." Lirih Amara's.
Aga nodded slowly. He could understand Amara's decision at this time. The mistake is also that it is too late to interpret his feelings so far. Due to too close themselves from the name of love makes Aga difficult to interpret his own feelings. Especially for Amara, from the beginning he only considered the woman as his own sister. But as time went on without her expecting the feeling turned into a feeling of love.
The atmosphere in the Aga treatment room was finally quiet because both Aga or Amara were silent with their respective thoughts. Aga is silent with his regret and Amara is silent in disbelief if Aga starts to put his heart to him.
The arrival of the waitress into the Aga treatment room broke the silence of Aga and Amara.
"It's time for Mr. Aga's dinner." His speech was friendly while serving food on the overbed table near the Aga bed.
"Thank you," answered Aga quietly while Amara just smiled looking at the waitress.
Pramusaji also say goodbye after doing his job well. Amara, who feels compelled to help Aga eat, immediately moves from a sitting position and picks up Aga's food from the overbed table.
"I helped you, brother." Bargainly.
Aga who realized that he was still difficult to eat by himself also nodded in agreement.
Amara, who was used to feeding Zeline food at home, finally practiced it by feeding food into Aga's mouth with a slightly awkward taste.
"Little bit, I don't taste." Aga said after chewing the food that Amara had fed. Although his heart now feels happy to be bribed by Amara but still does not make Aga's appetite becomes increased. His disappointment now dominates.
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