
"SON OF IBILIISS."
My mother kept saying those words while she kept pointing her knife at me, I was so scared and sad. The stab wound on my back made me lose a lot of blood which caused me to limp. Mom's still trying to hurt me. This time he almost stabbed me in the eye, fortunately I was able to avoid it. But Mom didn't stop there, she grabbed my arm with her knife, which made my blood come back from the new wound. I grimaced in pain.
"Mom's aware mom, Langen's Mom's son," I said rahu.
Honestly, I was very tired, my energy was almost exhausted after struggling with a mother who was like an idolatrous person.
"From the beginning you should have died!!" said Mother.
I accidentally saw his face adorned with tears as if he was doing all this not on his will. Should I just give up, give up on this. Maybe with me dead no one else will get hurt because of me. I glanced at Sella who was still sprawled, even Sella had to get hurt for me.
I finally stopped fighting and tried to stop.
"Mom, if it was by killing Langen I'd be happy. Langen is willing," I'm desperate.
I saw Mother's face so sad, but she kept her knife pointed and prepared to stick it into my body, I closed my eyes. But I didn't do it. Finally I ventured to open my eyes, how surprised I was when I saw Mom had floated in a standing position.
As if surprised, his knife-wielding hand began to move towards his face. Mother scratched her face with a knife until the pretty face became bloody. I screamed to see all that, I tried to help Mom. But my body was fixed in place, I couldn't move.
I screamed for help as Mom undressed and started slicing the iris slowly at her breasts, not just there. Mother also slit her own throat until her blood splashed everywhere.
It felt like my voice was running out to scream for help, but not a single neighbor came to help.
"Mom stop ma'am, Langen please!" hysterical shouting.
But the mother still did her abnormal activities, such as not feeling pain. The knife moved to his stomach. The mother split her own stomach and removed her intestines. I could no longer see it and coupled with the injuries on my body that made me lose a lot of blood I finally fainted.
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I heard people talking, when I finally opened my eyes. I saw a room that was all white. I thought I was in my room, until Sella's face was seen across the bed.
"Where am I, Cell?" manya.
"Lo is in the hospital" he said with a gloomy face.
Then the memory of that night came back.
"Where's Mom?" manya hysterical.
Sella was just quiet, I finally tried to wake up even though my body felt very sick.
"Lo don't wake up, Langen," Sella panicked.
Because of the hysterical cry of Sella, Om Bagas and Adit who turned out to be outside the room entered and also tried to calm me.
"Om, where's Mom?" I asked who was starting to calm down.
"Langen, you're patient. Your mother is no more" replied Om Bagas in a raucous voice.
I who had started to calm down had become hysterical again hearing the news. It feels like I really should lose again the figure of an old man in a tragic way.
"Mother, I'm sorry Langen," I said many times with tears that kept dripping without me being able to stand.
Sella hugged me and cried with me. She must also know how much it feels to lose Mom.
Adit just silently remained silent while looking at me with a very sad look.
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