
The gurgling water from the room toilet woke up Binar. The smell of soap came from inside. Binar wriggled briefly, then sat down and found Riswan's clothes ready.
Shortly after, the man came out. Wearing a towel that is only wrapped around the waist, while drying the hair with a small cloth wrapped around his neck.
Sontak Binar also turned his eyes. In contrast to the usual Riswan. After all, the man had been showing his body not only to one or two women. Riswan just walked leisurely picking up clothes.
"Tumben is awake" he chirped as he began to get dressed.
Binar did not take his eyes off the slightest. He even avoided Riswan's reflection from the reflected glass.
"On grandfather," said Binar with a tone deliberately made hanging.
"What's wrong with grandpa?" sahut Riswan was indifferent.
The man was already wearing a shirt. Still with the same towel, this time she walked towards the dresser. Riswan dried his hair, the sound of the hairdryer being a pause of silence.
"Why grandfather?" ask Riswan again afterwards. The man focused on dented a few strands of hair to look fluffy, then put on a watch.
"Looks grandfather is not a fussy person let alone troublesome," he continued followed by the activity of putting on pants, "Toh, there are many servants too."
Riswan has dressed perfectly.
But never got a response from Binar, the man grabbed a tie on the nightstand. Riswan then deliberately filled that brief delay to retrieve some important files that he had to carry.
He was forced to divide his time; between work and the scene of Binar's vent.
"Yesterday, grandfather nagged me" said Binar after seconds considering a suitable sentence to talk to Riswan.
"He doesn't believe that I'm pregnant with your child, and rates me as ****** who's been sleeping with any man. He was afraid that I would transmit the disease**descendingly," he explained in a single breath.
If I can be honest, Binar always hopes. If someday, he wants to marry a husband who protects the household. Reconcile the Dinar with the family of the male party. Or just being open to talking about small things like this without secrets.
Household life is not done two days a day, but forever. And Binar was used to watching his parents who always took the time to exchange stories.
Simple activities that strengthen family relationships. Binar also wants to create such a household.
Although his fantasy of marriage turned out to be too luxurious. It didn't seem like that what Riswan expected.
The man who was still busy with his morning routine before going to work had not even given an answer. Riswan increasingly persistent pacing check the completeness of the file when Binar has turned his head and followed his movements.
"Aren't you sorry?" keluh Binar later.
Still with the tie he was carrying around, Riswan paused for a moment to face the sofa. The man looked cool surfing on a smart phone. Causing the Binar to crackle.
"Uncle!" his yell.
"What do you want?" answer Riswan.
Without floating a glance, the man went to the closet looking for his socks.
"When you said yourself that the baby was our child and even abstained from DNA testing. Why is the problem so agitated?" continued.
Riswan had already found the thing and directly put it on the sofa. They don't see each other now. Both Binar and Riswan rely solely on the senses of the listener.
He was too fed up with Riswan's response which often simplifies the problems he experienced.
"That's not true, Binar. You just deny it's sorted out the problem."
"You can give understanding to Greg's grandfather so as not to arbitrarily. I mean, okay with my depravity for getting pregnant out of wedlock. But my parents don't pantes down to the bottom!"
Truly, Binar hopes that Riswan will act as a husband who protects the dignity and worth of the Binar family. Whatever conditions befall them. Even if this marriage is a result of coercion. Wouldn't it be appropriate if Riswan behaved like that?
"Partially we both know, Uncle. Who acts as a real '****' player" Binar said.
It has become common knowledge that Riswan is a female carpenter. Even Barar memorizes some faces***** that's out of his head. Although he did not see it with his eyes, Binar could imagine a hot bed that always filled the nights of Riswan.
The fact that the virginity of Binar was snatched away by men who had tracked down many women alone was already sad. Especially with the accusations of being a cheap woman? He never even dated!
The binar does not accept. He deliberately harassed Riswan so as not to underestimate his feelings anymore.
The man who had not spoken again then grabbed the work coat. He went to the door without looking at Binar.
"After marriage I never did," he said with a heavy snort, "So ignore Greg's words. Maybe that's how you get attention."
"You mean by underestimating someone? It doesn't make sense!"
"You know, after all, he's still someone who has been instrumental in my life, Binar. I swear I'll respect Ned and Tria like parents, so please treat Greg like your parents."
Riswan grabbed the doorknob and sped off. The man disappeared in a matter of seconds. Leaving the still reluctant Binar. The woman hugged her body, sinking between the curves of her hands.
Now, how good is it for Binar to continue living?
Perhaps it would have been easier if he had knelt before Ned and Tria until he had been forgiven. It was impossible that the two humans were unmoved by pity. Binar is still the favorite single princess.
But after that what?
She is married to Riswan Darmawangsa. Contains legitimate children. One day a new problem will arise to disturb him. Child custody can be the most potential heated debate.
Greg was not a simple old man either. If DNA tests prove the truth of Binar, then the problems of the next generation of Darmawangsa will lead to disputes. Ned and Tria did not have enough capacity to fight Darmawangsa.
Most likely, Binar was forced to give up custody of Riswan.
Salah took the decision, it could be Binar forced to part with the child he had conceived nine months. Consideration is heavy.
It was impossible for him to be prepared to take such a risk in the future.
Maybe in fact, Binar just took a little longer to adapt to the situation. The bar must be strong. He should not be rash and spoil the milk, especially just because he was offended by Greg Darmawangsa's nag.
Suppose that the action is the strategy of the old man to make Binar give up. Greg deliberately teased him, so that he would lift his legs and not interfere with the life of the Darmawangsa family. Yes, that must be the plan.
Let Binar show that he is a strong teenager. Even though he did not have the full support of Riswan. Binar should be able to do anything for the sake of the fetus in the womb.
The mind of Binar is claustrophobic of various considerations. He decided not to follow his feelings and rely on logic.
He tried to ignore all the behavior of Greg and Riswan. Learning to adjust to her new home life. Binar believed, he was able to get through this.