Married Little Princess Bestie
29. The Presence of Learning Friends

Come to think of it however, Rhea was right.

For what does Binar expect love from someone who is stuck in his past? It is hard to deny that Binar also wants to have a husband who loves him. As he had said, Binar took a big oath before Ned's father.

Binar does not want if this marriage is only limited to paying off responsibility. A fake house for a child. Moreover, his potential of seizing Riswan's heart was almost non-existent.

He has no chance. Riswan will always love Rhea. Binar can't win Riswan's heart completely without Rhea's name there.

However, how could Binar find another husband in their marriage? What kind of man dares to tease a pregnant woman who is the legal wife of Riswan Darmawangsa?

Binar let out a long sigh, is it excessive if Binar wants to be loved and love someone? He was still a young man, was it not natural that such burning emotions become the most passionate part of the soul?

Whatever, anyone can consider it childish. Maybe there is no need to expect Riswan's love, but sure you can face the jarring jealousy of the past that has not been stretched?

Which woman could do that?

Sorry, but Binar can't. Rhea's presence greatly disturbed him. The fact that Riswan did not dismiss the woman outright was also hard to accept.

The feeling of Binar was a mess. Riswan who is far away there makes the rushes grow bigger. How good is this marriage?

The long daydream was stirred by the knock from the bedroom door. Binar hurriedly opened. The butler paid his respects.

"The new tutor that Mr. Riswan was talking about just arrived, Miss."

The new tutor Riswan was talking about? Binar pulled a moment. His mind was so chaotic that he could not remember Riswan ever saying it. Gelagat which was read by the butler, the woman considered the word to make Binar more understanding.

"Friends learn. Before going to Kalimantan, Mr. Riswan advised that a friend would come to study for the lady. Now it's waiting in the study."

New tutors as study friends.

Yep. Binar remembers Riswan once said it. He nodded in understanding to the head of service. Say thank you and get ready to meet the new tutor on the ground floor.

To be honest one maths tutor that Riswan gave it was enough to duplicate various other sciences. High School Physics he understands, chemistry also knows some fields, and miraculously again the tutor uses foreign languages so that Binar is familiar with the curriculum system abroad.

More than enough and Riswan sent a study friend again?

He pushed open the door and found his new tutor busy writing on the board. The figure of the man who turned his back on Binar. Nonchalantly he took a seat until the tutor turned his head first to him.

But, Binar gasped. The tutor who held the status of a study companion smiled kindly at him.

Binar didn't see it wrong, did he?

The man was a figure who had been mentioned before. No time to be introduced as someone, because Binar did not think this meeting would be carried out. He approached Binar, until their distance was only blocked by the study table.

"Hi," he said, "I heard they were looking for study mates and it just so happened that my qualifications fit so..."

"What do you do with the list?" sela Binar flat.

Although they had been very close, and Binar had put his heart on the man in the new school year of high school, he did not understand the point. Why did Sean the class president sign up as a study buddy?

Sean's background is also rich. Money is not something he struggles with. Then what? Why did he suddenly appear in front of Binar?

Sean smiled faintly. The man understood the reaction of Binar. But he had no defense, only in this way Sean could meet again with Binar.

However, "I don't want to talk about it, Sean," said Binar, smiling wryly, "My question is now, why are you listing? Want to be shy about me being pregnant and not being able to continue school? Or want to witness my messy future firsthand after being someone's wife? Huh?!"

Sean's smile grew. He did not expect if this was the welcome of Binar to him. Where is the cheerful figure who always sumringah every time chatting with him? The bar has changed a lot.

"I came to your house, Binar. Trying to find information from your parents who just mute. I didn't think you were actually married either!" sean defended himself.

"What do you do?!"

"Make sure of your happiness with your eyes" Sean said.

They look at. Two people are accused of dating. A pair of close friends separated by unexpected circumstances.

Sean was in a deep shock. How could the lost Binar with no news suddenly be impregnated by a much older man? Sean was angry, disappointed, resentful and a dilemma. He doesn't even know how to behave normally.

"Fines. I can understand if our age is thirsty for curiosity and potentially plunge into promiscuity. It doesn't matter anymore to me now, so my goal came just to make sure. Are you happy with your life now?"

"Keep I'm not happy, what do you want?"

Sean was silent for a moment.

"And what did you say? This free association I did until I got pregnant is not important to you now? That means it's ever been important, right?" cecar Binar's.

The woman deliberately attacked Sean in order to lose a landslide. His feelings have become a mess. Binar's self-esteem even hurt, he was too embarrassed to be witnessed by Sean in a state of enlarged stomach.

"I'm already somebody's wife, Sean. My son is also a twin. Can you leave my life forever? As if we never knew each other" added Binar.

Frankly, there is a longing murat buried in the mind of Binar. Small conversations they had together. Also the laughter on the sidelines of the change of learning hours. Scenes of them arguing about lessons, or anything that concerns Sean.

Yes, Binar misses the man completely.

But not now. At least until she successfully gave birth and made peace with domestic life. Until then, Binar had no courage to meet Sean.

"I want to give you happiness, Binar," said Sean in the silence of the room. The bead of his eyes touched the entire face of Binar. I drowned myself there.

"Indeed, I was disturbed by your decision to make love carelessly. But I only realized how I felt after you weren't around. I just need you to fill my day like you did."

Binar was unable to speak. Sean's soft voice snuck into the recesses of the chest. It was warm in his mind.

The heartbeat of Binar was made irregular, when Sean made their distance more and more trimmed.

"I'm ready to be someone by your side, Binar. Be a husband and father to twins. Although not as rich as Riswan, I dare to present happiness in our marriage."

Whatdoes thatmean?

Why did Sean say that?

Binar just swallowed the hard-earned salivary. The presence of this study friend is more than just surprising, but it also makes his sense captive.

"I like you too, Binar. That was my answer to the statement you made. So I hope there's still a little chance left, putting together a future with you."

Gulana, merana. Binar was unable to get out of Sean's iris. Building a future with Sean? Can Binar hope so?