
"Why is that quiet?"
Riswan had just finished bathing when the question was filed.
Of course he can't forget. His decision to return to the main house did not necessarily make Riswan's sin fall. Binar knew very well the woman who had greeted him was a figure who was in Riswan's apartment.
And... Why is Riswan silent when touched?
"I kicked him out, you know, Binar," Riswan protested. Clearly he was being strict with Rhea, which part was called being silent?
Binar turned the eyeballs, then she rattled a smile, "Then she held onto uncle's shoulders! Wh why? You wanna pretend to forget?" his pedicab.
Inexhaustible with the new conflict he faced, Riswan went to his waist, "So you want me to do what? Push him to the ground? Huh yeah?"
Next to his eyebrows raised, "Listen, Binar. Before returning to this house we have agreed to fight together, and defend our household no matter what happens in it. Please don't exaggerate the problem! You know very well that Rhea and I are nothing!" riswan's nagging is long.
The pain from her kneeling scene at the Alvero residence has not completely disappeared. Rest in the apartment a few days did not reduce fatigue. Today he just intends to return to work and the presence of Rhea even messed up all.
He wants to fight for the Binar. Make the woman as a single wife who will be by her side throughout the ages. Can't Binar trust him? Even though the rest of the world was suspicious, Riswan wanted Binar to remain on his side.
"Why was he in uncle's apartment that night?" tanya Binar insisted, "We haven't had time to talk about it yet, Uncle. Why is the ex-boyfriend who is also a potential fiancee in uncle's room?!"
"Nothing happened, Binar," lamented Riswan grabbed his hair, "For God's sake I'm just helping!"
The fact is, right? Riswan is reluctant to tell it in detail because it has the potential to cause misunderstandings. Binar would be more sensitive if he knew Rhea was drunk when they were together.
"Uncle still likes him?" urged Binar vigorously, "The reason uncle does not date or marry is because of him, right? Woman who made uncle fuck thousands ******! It's all because of Rhea, isn't it, Uncle?!"
"Jawab, Uncle. I hope we can be honest and open with each other!"
"Yes!" sahut Riswan.
"If you ask to be honest and open, the answer is yes. But I've made a commitment to you, Binar. Promise in front of Ned and Tria. Keep doing what? What do you like now?"
"Uncle shouldn't have picked me up!" shouted Binar replied.
His breath was hunting in the chest, with neck veins popping out. It would be easier if Riswan decided to go back to Rhea without considering their marriage. Binar has a reason to protect the twins, and Riswan can be with a loved one.
"Can't you judge from my point of view, too?" ask Riswan flatly. He no longer wanted to show the water. His gaze was straight at Binar, locking the female's eye bead tightly.
"Or do you still regret our marriage?"
Binar.
He almost forgot to straighten.
The spontaneous sentence that only briefly touched his brain was definitely imprinted in Riswan's mind. At that time Binar was just carried away, venting anger so that Riswan wanted to learn through Adrian.
Yet...
"We will not divorce, Binar," said Riswan while turning to activities, "Like not, sorry or not, I want this marriage one for good."
Riswan started to get dressed. Ignoring the Binar that was pecking on the spot. The woman did not respond at all. Just stare without a word.
"I will do my best for us, while running my business as well as I can" the man continued speaking.
Riswan paused the sentence, glancing at the wife who had not been struggling since the question sentence from him. Could it be that Binar still regretted their marriage? Will she one day choose to step down and end it all?
"The shine?" call Riswan, "You heard what I said just now?"
The woman's lips trembled, "Unfortunately uncle has no regrets?" asked the woman followed by a look that turned to Riswan.
But Binar was thinking. Perhaps the man had the same regret. Had the one-night sin not led to pregnancy, and their marriage had never taken place, Riswan could be with Rhea now.
Look Riswan's eyes sharpened. The two men were determined to attack each other.
Riswan who could no longer find an effective sentence to talk to Binar gave up. The man made a sharp cold voice.
"I never regretted the decision I made."
Anger gnawed at his inner recesses. Is it that hard to understand Binar? What human language is suitable for them?
He almost disappeared from there if the sentence Binar did not hold the movement.
"You go every time we talk" said Binar.
The woman broke the steps. Closer to the husband who is already on the doorstep of the room. Their distance was left as long as a moment, Binar did not waver imprison Riswan's eyes.
"Can uncle love me more than Rhea?"
How does Riswan know that?
Rhea was a figure who never strayed from shackles.
Although he had conceived Binar not as an impingement of desire on Rhea, could it be translated as love? It's not just that love works.
Love has a greater meaning. And how could Riswan love the one-month-old Binar?
"I took a big vow in front of papa, Uncle. I don't want this marriage to be just a repayment of obligations. So if uncle can't promise you more love, let me find another husband in our marriage."
Yep. The binar was crazy.
He does not want to be trapped in an empty marriage without taste. Why live with a husband whose heart is held by one woman? The bar cannot.
His oath to Ned is also impossible to break. It's impossible to raise the twins without someone's help. Even though Binar felt able to do it, what was the future fate of his baby?
The only shortcut to running from it all is with a little sacrifice. Binar can last longer in the marriage while looking for a new husband who is able to guarantee the future. Neither side feels hurt.
In this kind of situation, Riswan's wisdom as a husband was questioned. How good is it to serve an eighteen-year-old who is veiled with jealousy? Riswan can't talk carelessly, love isn't something that can be promised.
He silenced Binar for seconds, until a flat tone was again voiced.
"Please" said Riswan.
"If you think marriage is just a joke before God, then go ahead. I don't mind. May the husband you desire be in the world!"
Honestly, Binar did not mean to hear that answer. In the end Riswan passed. Leave the pilu that somehow spread on the whole niche.
What's wrong with feeling jealous?