MARRY MY LOVER'S BEST FRIEND
CHAPTER 122

I kept trying to contact Arka but her phone was still off. Chaos began to fill my brain. Many times I ruffled my hair but my mind felt more and more tangled. I ventured to call Bu Gendis but in fact they did not know where Arka was. Not long after, Rayi came and said goodbye to go to the boutique but seeing my chaotic situation Rayi decided to go alone and asked me to stay calm and wait at home.

After Rayi left, I opened the drawer and found that Arka's passport was still neatly stored there. This means Arka does not travel abroad, either, I then leave Aahva to Mbok Welas and I go to every branch of Arka business that he often visited but has almost a day there is no sign of Arka. My head felt very dizzy and when I went to the bathroom to urinate, I just realized that I had another spot. I decided to go to the hospital and see my doctor. And it turned out that I had too much activity and caused me to flake again. I called Rayi and asked to be picked up at the hospital.

"Lock, you can be this selfish and ignore your baby" those words came out of Rayi's mouth when she first met me.

"I'm hungry" only that word comes out of my mouth.

"Yawis, let's golek manganese sek," said Rayi with a long sigh.

In fact I have no taste for food but I try to force myself for the sake of the child in my womb. Arka, where are you? Have you eaten? You suddenly disappeared somewhere. After eating, I invited Rayi to stop by Keysha's boutique. There is a business to talk about even though the day is already late afternoon. It's a big tender problem because it's related to the batik of a famous educational foundation so I can't just leave it. After meeting with a client, I then tried to contact Arka again but the results were still nil. Either because I was too tired or I was a little hungry, my vision became cloudy and immediately it all felt dark.

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"Hi yank, are you all right?" the voice I missed sounded in my ears.

"Mas, where are you going? All day I've been telling you," I said in a sobbing tone.

"I'm not going anywhere. You take a break first, yes" said Arka as she gently stroked my hair.

But Arka's face looked pale, whether she was tired or not. I found an infusion hose stuck to my hand, and I tried to sleep. I was in the hospital and spontaneously my hand was placed on my stomach. I just realized that Rayi was here too. He thinks I'm too active so it's no longer flecked but I'm bleeding and I have to undergo a total bedrest and if I still don't want to follow the doctor's advice, I don't want to, I could have harmed myself and the fetus I had in my womb. My mind went to Aahva who I've been living all day. For a moment my tears were dripping. Why can I lose my mind, but Arka disappeared for not a day.

"My HP is broken yank," the answer that came out of Arka's mouth was less than convincing to me.

How could he possibly ignore his broken phone when it was an important thing for him. Impressed the reason that is too far-fetched because no one knows the existence of Arka. I don't know why I kept it quiet as if he made a big mistake, sulking? spoiled? the lebai? Whatever the judgment of the people, I do desperate to endanger my pregnancy all because of Arka.

"You're not going to the village, Ka?" suddenly Rayi's voice broke the silence.

"The day after tomorrow was Rinto, but Rinto left, right?" ask Arka and lure me to listen.

"Yes, same office person," Rayi said.

The atmosphere of silence returned, I picked up my phone lying on the nightstand and contacted Mbok Welas to ask about Aahva's condition and thankfully this whole day Aahva was being nice and not fussing at all. Mbok Welas even nagged me because my carelessness was very dangerous. I could only sigh and hope that everything would be okay.

"Who told you about the state of Love? You disappeared all day" said Rayi who made me ask.

"So I saw that you were panicking at IGD, and then I looked for customer service info" Arka replied.

"Why in this hospital?" I'm a little fierce.

Arka is like a person caught off guard and it is difficult to reveal the truth. She just kept quiet while puffing her cheeks a little, the thing she usually does to deal with panic. It seems like there's something Arka has hidden from me and if it's true, should I be angry with her?