
"As per the application yes, non," he said again with a laugh.
I didn't go in right away, but checked the number plate and it turned out to match the one in the app. I went in still with a face full of question marks but finally I realized and a smile expands. Why the hell am I? Too dizzy or what?
"Arka, what are you doing?" ask me while closing the door.
"Switch the windfall, no" he said with a laugh and I also laughed.
"What time did you come home?" ask again because I haven't answered.
"I'm not feeling well, I'm going to take a break for a while" I said, trying to cover up the truth.
"Not good or not good?" ask her with a tone full of jokes.
Those Arka words made me like a thief caught red-handed. There are only two options, between telling the truth or thinking about the next lie. I finally laughed, why should I panic. This is just a trivial thing and I also know Arka even though I have only met him a few times.
When we got home, I invited Arka to stop by but she refused. Go after the deposit he said. It looks like Arka life without burden, impressed relaxed, cheerful and always joking. Maybe that's what makes the Clouds comfortable being friendly with him.
"Okay, baby, I wish you happiness always" said Arka as she waved her hand away and left me.
Those words I have never heard. And that voice was familiar to my ears. Ah never mind, those are just words and obviously I am no stranger to the voice of Arka. We've been chatting. I went straight to my room and just went.
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The doorbell sounds. The clouds stood there with her smile while I greeted her with a frown as she had just woken up.
"So the Ark of the report said you were coming home," said Awan then sat on the sofa.
"Can you be an online driver?" I asked while laying my head on the chest of the Clouds. The most comfortable place for me right now.
"She was a freak, sometimes meeting at red lights again" said Awan as he stroked my hair.
"Huh? What's he really doing?"
"I don't know, he's all he wants. When asked, he said freelance .Sometimes he disappeared for a long time, suddenly appearing again," Cloud said as he looked at the ceiling.
"Say you guys are so busy you don't know much." I started protesting to Awan.
"Friends do not need to see who the important people contact us well, support each other, do not harm each other. Not everyone is as lucky as you and Rayi" said Awan who kept me quiet and agreed.
I still owe Rayi a story. When the two are like this for a moment I forget that our relationship has not been approved by father. My tears fell again, I can't imagine if I married instead of the Clouds. I'm not that easy to be in a relationship with a new person, even if it's just friends let alone to marry a man who even until now I don't know his heart. Could it be that there is another man who loves me as sincere as the Cloud?
Aware of my tears falling and soaking his chest, Cloud raised my head and wiped away the tears that had soaked my cheeks. I looked into his eyes, not knowing what words to say. There is a broken heart that must also be so as not to break and fall apart. The cloud why everything I thought would be okay I couldn't handle. Lost in my senses, I closed my eyes and put my lips to his lips and I wrapped my hands around his neck. Feels like his hands are around my waist and we are holding each other***** lip. It was wet and warm our breath was chasing each other.
"I don't know what to do to get my parents' blessing" I said after ending our kiss.
Long time I was silent, various ways came to my mind. Even with the Clouds that I love so much, my heart is still not fully ready to marry, let alone with a person that even to this day I do not know his identity. My mind was getting messed up, I sat down and ruffled my hair as usual.
"Hamilk me, Wan. So that you would marry us," I said beginning with a dirty way.
"Not so, dear," said Awan in a slightly surprised tone.
"I'm dead-end" I said, crying.
"Your mind is still messed up, you can't think straight. It's called momentary emotion, just lust. I have to ask you well from your parents." The word Cloud sounds very wise and soothing.
The clouds took me away, looking for a fresh breeze so I could calm down. He also asked me to enjoy our show today and for a while not to talk about the issue of blessing. When my head gets cold, we talk about what we should do.
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Rayi greeted me with a wry face and hands folded in her chest. Exactly like a child who insisted on buying ice cream even though his mother continued to refuse and even scolded him.
"Iso ora you're telling me? I'm worried you're okay, Casino!" rayi said indignantly seeing me relax.
"Lho's? What am I wrong?" I said pretend to be innocent.
"So you were allowed to go home said HRD is not feeling well. I did not come to our house. Your HP can't be reached either" Rayi said in an emotional tone.
That's my bad habit. I often don't care about my phone so it's sometimes hard to reach me. As I promised, I then told Rayi what happened in the village, about how he rejected Awan's proposal and betrothed me to the man of his choice. I recounted my quarrel with my father and my desire not to contact my parents for a while in protest of their decision.
"When do you want?" rayi asked quietly in a sympathetic tone.
"Until I calm my mind. If I can't calm down yet, I'm afraid that me and my father are fighting again" I said, looking at the star that seemed dim tonight.
"But you're afraid of Cash, say you sold you," Rayi said in disappointment to me.
"Either, if the emotions and the head are hot, it should be quiet" I replied regretfully. I don't know what demon made me say those hurtful words.
"I asked Clouds to marry me" I continued, sighing.
"Weladalaa..wis beef jerky Kowe, Kas? Edan Tenan," that was all that came out of Rayi's mouth with his screams and shock. Spontaneously I shut his mouth.
"But the Clouds refused, saying he should ask me kindly from father. Keep taking me for a walk, "I continue my story while releasing my hand from Rayi
"Bejo Cloud his mind is still sane" Rayi said as she propped up her chin and thought hard.
Instead of advising me on what I should do to get my blessing, Rayi asked me to try to investigate the man I was betrothed to but of course I refused. Wh-wh-what for? Begging and seducing her to call off this match?
While trying to think hard, Rayi's phone rang and it was a phone call from the father.