
I walked closer to the Clouds, there was a longing and guilt mixed into one. I'm not sure what to do, but I still open my mouth to say hello.
"Arka's here too?" he said while staring coldly.
"ok, ndan. If you mind I go home," said Arka as she passed away and the Clouds looked at her in wonder.
"House is near here" I said trying to open the conversation.
"Darling, I'm sorry, too" said the cloud, to my surprise.
The darling? The clouds are still calling me with those words. Was it unclear when Arka and I were getting married?I glanced at Rayi, hoping she could help me out of this situation
"Yes, thank you" I said, trying to smile at him.
The atmosphere felt very awkward. Instead of helping, Rayi went into the house and left us both. I did not even dare to look into the eyes of the Clouds which implied hope to me.
"Said Rayi the day after tomorrow you will return to the city, I picked you up, yes" said Awan and sat closer to me.
"I went home with Arka" I replied.
"Hey, I'm your girlfriend" Awan said.
"But the Arcs of my future husband, in three months we are getting married," I said, bowed and the atmosphere became silent.
"I wish we could talk about it again after you're in town" said Awan, who then retired.
Mom asked me a lot of questions after Cloud came home. I'm just saying that the Clouds came to offer condolences. Mom started nagging me and reminding me not to act recklessly. I have a husband and I need to take care of myself. Mother even forbade me to return to the city because she was worried that I would elope with the Clouds after returning to the city. I laughed because she gave me an idea. Not one bit to go back to the clouds. I promised myself I would obey my last wish.
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Tomorrow I'm going back to town, tonight I'm asking Rayi to stay at my house. More things I want to tell him.
"Good thing, he never forced me" I said as Rayi asked for my opinion.
"Then?" rayi asked for continuation.
"Special cloud, for some reason," I replied half in a whisper.
"Do you want to marry both?" ask Rayi.
"Can you?" I said kidding.
"That jerky," was all that came out of Rayi's mouth.
I don't know, I didn't expect to marry Awan. I also do not know what kind of marriage I will live like Arka later. Although Arka is very good, but I'm not sure I can love her like I love Awan. Arka herself can only promise to be my best friend.
"Don't you three conspire" Rayi said
"You married Arka just a formality, a few months later you divorced and then you went back to Clouds. Like Arka's idea on the sidelines," said Rayi loudly.
I beat Rayi with a pillow. It's crazy to hear mom. I can be in this village, I can't go anywhere.
"There's no such thing, Ra" I said still gurgling.
"Who knows," said Rayi still suspecting.
"I wanted to find a way to stop the Clouds from wishing on me" I said, yawning.
"It takes time for that, it's a matter of the heart, only the Clouds can control it" Rayi said
I slept with my head full. I thought the matter was over when I agreed to marry Arka, but my business with Awan wasn't finished. The clouds will come and see me when I get back to town. If I involve Arka in this, I'm afraid the Clouds will beat him again.
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After waving to Arka and saying thank you, Rayi and I arrived at the city and had to go through a daily routine. The house looks dusty and dirty because I left it long enough. Rayi then said goodbye to go straight home. I then cleaned the whole house to be comfortable and healthy to live in, washed clothes and of course I did not want to cook. Later I can order online because I am also lazy to leave the house.
Done all, while waiting for the food order to come, I decided to take a shower first so that the body is fresh and later finished eating and staying asleep.
All finished the plan, finished the bath the bell at the door rang and I rushed forward to pick up my food. However, not only online drivers, it turns out the Cloud also comes behind it.
"Tumben order eat online," said Awan after I completed the transaction with the online driver.
"I just came, lazy to cook and lazy to come out," I said as it was.
The clouds came in and sat on the sofa without me telling them to. My eating and sleeping events are a mess. I put my food in the kitchen and returned to the living room to meet the Clouds. My brain is spinning, looking for answers to the Clouds. I sat across the table in front of the Clouds. It felt like someone was facing HRD for a job interview and it was for the first time.
"Darling, how do you sit there? You don't miss me?" cloud said when my ass was on the couch.
"I should be able to keep the longing, because it's off limits to us," well, my words are as poetic as they are in soap operas.
"Who forbids it? Your husband-to-be? That arka bastard?" cloud said in a tone full of emotion
"Wan, I hope you don't mention Arka that way. I agreed to the father's request," I said firmly, uncomfortable also heard the Clouds call Arka with the word 'dangerous'.
"But Arka was also involved in this affair," Awan said while throwing his face away.
"That's not wrong, he doesn't know anything" I said trying to defend Arka. No matter how much I love Awan, I won't let him act rashly and take decisions just out of emotion without knowing his true circumstances.
"You said Arka didn't know anything? You want to know what her fault is? She knows I love you so much, she knows I love you so much, she knows you're my boyfriend, she knows I want to marry you, why doesn't she refuse this matchmaking and walk out of your life? All that bastard doesn't know is that he's a traitor, a friend's dinnermate, not worthy to be called a friend, not worth forgiving!" cloud's emotions were getting explosive and I slightly retreated to avoid his anger.
"I know all that, ndan, I know I'm the son of a bitch in your eyes. But do you know why I did that?" suddenly Arka appeared in front of the door and answered Cloud's question casually.
Will they fight any worse? Fear filled me.