
"Ojo ngawur, watch your words, Kasih! If you don't know anything don't just talk," said the father full of emotion while pointing at me while standing up
"Sir, eling sir" said the mother while holding the father and asked the father to sit back.
"Clear Love knows nothing if you never tell anything to Love. If you're not wrong, why should you be angry?" gone is my common sense dare to challenge such a father.
"Nduk, already. You do not answer me continue. Later your father got angry, "my mother tried to reconcile us and asked me to give up.
I sat down and threw my face away. I saw him repeatedly breathing. Mother began to divorce tears begging me and my father to calm down and talk about everything well. However, my anger had already exploded and it felt hard for me to control. My heart is getting tired of all this. My head also felt too full and could no longer think clearly. I then decided to go back to the room, I knew if it continued there would be no meeting point.
"Sir, you don't know your future husband yet, so it's not fair if you've judged me that way" said the mother still trying to convince me to accept this matchmaking.
"Mom's father is also not familiar with the Clouds, so it's just as unfair right, Mom?" I said I felt my position as a victim of abuse.
I went back to my room and prepared to go back to town. Not trying to run away from the problem, but I just need time to take the right decision and best for all.
"Sorry sir, ma'am. I want to go back to the city. I have to work tomorrow. And I need time and space to be alone first" I said, extending a hand to greet my father and mother.
"I'm sorry if you're too loud" said the father, unable to look at me.
"Right now my decision remains to reject this matchmaking" I said firmly and tried hard.
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I just got off the taxi and Rayi was seen running to greet me with a smile. He followed me who was still quietly entering the house. Her smile was gone when I opened my sunglasses and showed my eyes.
"Case?how did kowe cry? Pakde doesn't agree to?" rayi asked while looking at me.
"If I just don't agree, I'm not this sad" I said with a sigh that felt very heavy.
"Continue?" rayi asked, looking impatient.
"Later Ra, I'm still tired" I said as I walked into the room.
"Yes wis," still heard Rayi's voice reply.
I put down my body which is not really too tired. I looked at the ceiling of the room and saw the face of the father who looked angry and disappointed and the sad face of mother. Guilt covers my heart. Why did it get like this?
My phone rings and it's from the dark caller. People who are quite ignorant of themselves and do not know the situation. Why would he call me at a time like this? Did he not know that I always ignored him because I was disturbed? I myself was confused what to do, in boredom and felt my life was under a lot of pressure, I answered the phone. Think of it as an impingement to seek unusual entertainment.
"Kas, are you sad?" ask her in a sympathetic tone.
How could he know my mood when I haven't spoken a word. Who he really is, he called from the beginning like he was watching me a lot. I sat down, looked for earphones and put them on and tried to listen carefully.
"Who are you?" ask me with a fierce tone.
"If the universe takes sides, I'm your future" he said, perhaps with a big smile."You stay calm and have a good night's sleep, rest assured that tomorrow will be fine" he continued and then ended the call.
I'm sure after this it must have been inactive and could not be reached. It seemed like he wanted to continue being the mysterious dark caller. What other problems I will face with him. He has said twice that he is my future.
My heart was beating fast. Is it possible that he was the man I was betrothed to? He could have gotten my number from my father. But why hasn't he contacted me since a year ago when he first got my number? Is he secretly spying on me so he can know what I'm going through?
But why does he seem so supportive of my relationship with the Clouds? More questions I need to answer. Why is everything stacked up like this?
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As usual, Rayi's voice built me up. Today I have to work, there is a KPR bill waiting for me and my other life needs. No matter how complicated the problem is, I have to keep working professionally.
In the spirit of abstinence, I prepared to go to work. I greet Rayi with a cheerful smile even though there is still a patch in my eyes. However, when he reached the front of the house, it was not Rayi who was there, but the Clouds who came with his smile.
"Darling, today I leave for work I anterin ya. Rayi I asked to leave first" said Awan, patting the top of my head.
Without a word, I got into the car. The clouds looked relaxed like no problems had occurred. Sometimes he clasped and kissed my hand. I feel comfortable and at ease with the Clouds. But will all this end?
Without feeling we have reached my workplace. Before getting out of the car, Awan slipped my hair behind my ears and kissed my forehead. I smile happily, but until when is this happiness always there for me?
"Don't worry baby, I'll fight for us" said Awan trying to make me less worried.
"Yes, I will fight with you too" I said as I kissed Cloud's cheek.
I then went down and steadily stepped up to work. I think my spirit is back again.
"How long has it been to get out of the car?" Rayi's voice suddenly startled me from behind.
"Gosh, can't you not surprise me?" I said while pushing him away.
"You still owe me the same story" Rayi reminded me.
"Yes, the important thing now is to work first" I said as I quickly passed from Rayi's presence.
Although I tried hard, but still the problem bothers me. Today I find it very difficult to concentrate with work. Finally I let go home early on the grounds less well than all the work so messy.
I booked a taxi online to go home and it was a shock to have a familiar driver in my eyes
"Hour is home, isn't it? Stupid huh?" he said with a smile.