Mom Charm Milk Baby Elnan
Chapter 136 - The Struggle of Nicolas

The next day, Nicolas returns home from Denada to his apartment. He reflected on all the mistakes he had made. Feeling too much wrong, Nicolas becomes a pessimist himself to meet with Richard and Naya.

However, he recalled back to Denada's speech, Denada's speech evoked his pessimism so optimistic.

"It doesn't matter how Richard and Naya respond. The most important thing is I have to apologize to both of them."

Nicolas' determination is getting stronger. He cleaned his body and then went to visit Richard's residence. After arriving around Richard's residence, he observed the surroundings. When he saw Richard's car at home, Nicolas forced him to enter Richard's house even though the security guard forbade him.

"Please open the gate! There's something important that I want to talk to the homeowner about" Nicolas asked a little.

"No way, Mr. Richard has ordered me not to allow anyone else to enter except those who are in there."

The security guard also pointed to the photos displayed in the post. There's Ele, Alex, Ethan, Sari and Denada.

"Yes, then, try calling your employer. Tell me someone wants to talk. Not getting inside is okay" Nicolas proposes.

The security guard obeyed Nicolas's orders.

After contacting Richard, the security guard finally let Nicolas in because Richard allowed him to. But the conversation was not conducted in Richard's house but in the yard.

Richard was waiting there. Nicolas got out of his car and approached Richard.

"Tell me what you want to say. I don't have much time to talk nonsense!" richard said coldly. Though in his heart, he was trying to withstand the turmoil in him who wanted to smash the face of this man before him.

Nicolas suddenly sat down in front of Richard. Richard was a little surprised, but he acted as if it was normal. Richard still showed his cold face.

"Rich, I'm sorry for everything I've done to you. Whether it's Denada or Naya. All I did was consciously, but I didn't realize Rico was just playing me and making me the chess pawn he was going to use to do the action" Nicolas explained.

Richard was still cold, he did not want to be easily swayed because of Nicolas who rested before him. After hearing Nicolas's explanation, Richard went into his house leaving Nicolas still rested.

Nicolas realizes that Richard is away, he is disappointed in himself. He was well aware that forgiving the person who had given the wound was not easy. Nicolas began to wake up from his position. He walked slowly then looked back again hoping Richard would come back out. Unfortunately, that didn't happen. Nicolas goes home without any apology from Richard.

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Apparently from earlier Naya noticed what was happening in the courtyard of the house. Unfortunately, he could not hear what Richard and Nicolas were saying.

"Darling, what happened up ahead? Why did Nico fall in front of you?" ask the curious Naya.

"He confessed all his sins" Richard said.

"Then?" ask Naya again.

"I just left it" replied Richard again.

Suddenly a pinch floated on Richard's waist.

"Sick baby!" Richard Quint.

"You want to live peacefully?" asked Naya with a sharp look. Richard also nodded.

"Peace with the past. Forgive the person who hurt you. Everyone deserves a second chance" Naya said.

Richard responded by raising his eyebrows side as if he disagreed with Naya's words.

"If I forgive everyone who hurt me. Do I have to get Rico out of jail?" richard asked trying to follow the flow created by Naya.

"No, Rico is an exception. Because I'm sure, he won't regret his actions easily. Just forgive those who sincerely apologize to you. I want our child's life to be safe, comfortable and peaceful" Naya said.

"That's it," said Richard. Naya nodded.

"Well, if he comes again, I'll forgive him. But I still don't want to see him in front of me anymore. It felt like the fire inside his body was burning and wanted to grab him right then and there."

"It's okay. It just takes time."

The second conversation about Nicolas was over.

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"Then, is Naya home? I want to meet her?" ask Nicolas.

"Sorry so. Even if Miss Naya is home, you won't be able to enter. Better come again the day after tomorrow. Because Mr. Richard is coming home the day after."

Nicolas went home without an apology. He was tired himself. Does apologizing need to be a struggle, let alone forgiving? Nicolas was worried. On his worries, Nicolas calls Denada.

"What are you doing?" ask Nicolas.

"I was watching television with Ansel" Denada replied.

"May I switch to a video call?" nicolas asked fearing that Denada would refuse his request.

"May," replied Denada agreeing to Nicolas's request.

"Today I really want to go there. But I don't think my mood is good. So, I'd better be at home" Nicolas said. Denada asked too.

"Are you in trouble?"

"No, it's just that I don't deserve to be forgiven for my past mistakes" Nicolas said.

"Regarding that is not you who can decide whether or not you deserve to be forgiven. But sincerity and sincerity in your heart. We make mistakes, but we deserve a second chance. So, never give up on getting sorry from Richard and Naya."

"Eh ..." Nicolas is shocked, but he doesn't tell her about him apologizing to Richard and Naya to Denada.

"Spirit!" denada said again encouraging Nicolas.

After that, the video call was deliberately closed by Denada. Raising questions on Nicolas, but the words of spirit Denada gave more influence on his mind. Make him rise again to fight to get forgiveness from the couple.

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The day keeps changing, Nicolas has also many times come to Richard's house, to Richard's office even sometimes to Alex's house to ask Richard's whereabouts. However, never able to meet with Richard, there are always obstacles.

Now it was exactly the fifteenth time Nicolas came, the security guard was also tired of seeing Nicolas's face.

"You're lucky Mr. Richard is at home today. He also told me if you came again. You were told to go inside the house" said the security guard. Nicolas was relieved. Finally after the umpteenth time he was able to meet with Richard as well.

Nicolas walked slowly to the entrance and knocked. Nicolas is welcome to enter by the waiter at Richard's house. He was told to wait a while. Nicolas was really impatient, about Richard's response again after that day, Richard left without saying anything to him.

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3. All I Want Is You (On Going)

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