Mr When. The Tricky Meet Alindya
Chapter 4: The Beginning of Regret

On that lonely night, Alindya cried in her room. His face was a symbol of regret all this time, he realized that his love for Kaivan had changed him one hundred and eighty degrees.

Alindya who was once jolly, now she became more quiet because she always thought about the condition of her lover who rarely gave news.

Alindya also now became vindictive because she too often heard the words of provocation from Kaivan.

At this time Alindya realized because for the first time Lisa who always supported her happiness, protesting because of the changes that Alindya experienced since meeting Kaivan. But it felt so difficult for Alindya to say goodbye to Kaivan, I don't know what makes Alindya find it difficult to leave him.

On the same night, Ravendra who had finished cleaning himself was now preparing to meet his lover. He did not care even though it was late at night, in his mind there was only Amara who he thought was angry with him because he could not come for dinner.

"It's all because of Roy, why did he make a meeting schedule all of a sudden!". Ravendra clucked irritably looking at his reflection in the mirror because he remembered the incident in the office that made him late to come to the restaurant.

Now Ravendra has looked neat even though he only wears a t-shirt that he adds with a jacket with hair that is neatly combed to make it still look handsome even though not wearing a suit like going to the office.

Ravendra walked down the stairs to the exit of his house, the atmosphere of the house was already quiet because the household assistants had completed all their tasks and now they were resting, he said, only security seemed to be on guard near the gate.

His steps suddenly came to a halt when a voice so loud in the silence of the night rang out right behind him, "where are you going in the middle of the night?", asked Mr. Arif to make Ravendra who had been holding the doorknob immediately release it and slowly look back where the father stood by folding both his hands on the stomach which now looks a little bulged because it has been rarely exercise.

"i just want to go out looking for food!", replied Ravendra casually.

"Isn't everything in our kitchen available? your reasons don't make any sense". Mr. Arif's eyes glanced at Ravendra suspiciously.

Ravendra just kept his head down, he was resigned if the plan to meet Amara will be failed by his father.

"let's just say if you want to meet your lover!", said Mr. Arif again.

Ravendra fell silent again and now he chose to go to his room because he was increasingly convinced that his father would not give him permission.

Without saying a word, he walked away from his father to the stairs with a lazy face.

His footsteps stopped again because of the father's voice. "go away if you really want to meet him. But if he disappoints you, you better leave him immediately!", exclaimed Arif.

With a happy face Ravendra thanked the father and then he rushed to leave the house to Amara's apartment.

Ravendra drove his car quickly because he could not wait to meet his lover, supported also by the atmosphere of a quiet road makes it easy to arrive at Amara's apartment.

"the universe is good to me! papa gave permission to meet Amara and the road is not crowded at all makes me able to arrive faster. My dear, I'm coming" Ravendra said in the elevator to Amara's apartment unit.

Now Ravendra is standing at the door of the apartment waiting for the lover to open the door for him.

Amara who knew her lover came, instead of opening the door and welcoming her lover, she was confused to hide a man in her room.

"Okay! he's coming, you're hiding in there!". Amara pushed the man behind her bedroom curtains.

"Eh, no! it's still there, you hide in the bathroom!". Amara pushed him back towards the bathroom.

Then he ruffled his hair before opening the door, to make it look like the person who woke up from his sleep.

"honey, why are you here all these nights?". Amara rubbed her eyes to normalize her gaze like a newly awakened person.

"Yes, I was waiting for you at the restaurant for too long until I got sleepy and decided to go home." Amara closed the door and walked behind Ravendra who was looking at every corner of the apartment.

Ravendra's gaze was diverted to a pair of men's shoes on the shoe rack and made Ravendra's suspicions appear.

"Whose shoe is that?". Ravendra's index finger leads to a pair of gray sneakers that he has never seen worn by Amara.

Hearing the question made Amara pause for a moment to think about what answer he would say to Ravendra.

His small hand quickly grabbed Ravendra's wrist and wriggled there making Ravendra immediately get away because he never felt at home in the hands of others let alone she was a woman even though Amara was his lover, because he never felt at home, but Ravendra still could not take a touch from him.

"honey, I was out shooting. My shoes were broken, so I borrowed my manager's shoes!", explained Amara with the pot.

"Are you not wearing spare shoes? isn't it always in the car?". Ravendra looked at Amara in full view.

"Hem. That, I was in a hurry so don't laugh". Amara answered without looking at Ravendra.

Actually Ravendra did not really believe Amara's words, but because he did not want to fight he finally chose to seek another discussion.

Ravendra walked towards the balcony and opened the balcony door, then he sat down on a seat there staring at the star-studded night sky.

Amara followed Ravendra and sat beside him, looking saturated face shown by Amara which makes Ravendra feel guilty to him for not keeping his promise.

"I'm sorry I couldn't come to the restaurant!". Ravendra looked at Amara's face with sadness.

"Huh, I'm used to dealing with super busy guys like you!". Amara leaned on her stool while folding both her hands.

"What should I do to make my woman happy?". Ravendra stared into his lover's face.

"hmm. because you still can't make physical contact, so I want you to go shopping tomorrow!", asked Amara with her happy face.

Ravendra was silent, considering that tomorrow he would continue the unfinished meeting earlier, but he also wanted to accompany his lover so that there would be no more feelings of guilt.

"Why silence? you must be busy again!". Amara bent her face again.

"I'm sorry, baby, but how about asking your best friend.Take this with you, buy whatever you want!". Ravendra pulled out a black card from his wallet.

Immediately Amara took it and gave his sweetest smile to Ravendra to make Ravendra feel happy too. "All right! because my lover is already smiling again, it's time for me to return home because it's night.you rest, so that tomorrow your energy is full to go shopping!". Ravendra ruffled Amara's hair then walked towards the exit.

During their relationship, they never joined hands. Ravendra can only stroke Amara's hair for a while, any form of touch between the skin Ravendra never did because he can immediately show signs of allergies on his body.

Amara opened the door for Ravendra by continuing to develop her smile.

"Thank you baby, take the car with you". Amara kissed her palm and blew it towards Ravendra who had stepped out of the apartment.

Ravendra smiled and moved his hand as if he was catching something and placed it on his chest and then said. "Together my dear, I will also be careful.You go in and go to sleep immediately!".