MY BAD BOY IN SUIT: Sin Or Death
A bitter and ugly past

Karina

The past is something we can't erase. The past will continue to exist within us. Everyone has a bitter past in their hearts.

But that's not a reason for us to blame ourselves, to feel unworthy for the good we should accept. All we can do is not let your past continue to overshadow your present and future.

My curiosity about what he was up against was huge. But privacy is everything. Everyone wants to keep their secrets. Like me who doesn't even dare to say a word about my past.

I respect his past, it would be better if he already felt better and chose to tell everything himself.

Steven sat in his room with me. I'd better comfort her so she doesn't feel sad anymore. Although I am also confused how to.

He sat down and sipped the alcohol he had taken from a large cupboard full of alcohol and such.

While I drank a glass of milk made by Aunt Kim, she said this is milk specifically for pregnant women.

I sat beside him, watching his still sad face. "Don't drink it, it's not good for health" I told her after seeing her finish almost a bottle of brown alcohol to yellowish.

Steven looked at me softly, "this is my way of feeling calm" he said then pulled something out of his pocket.

The stuff that most men even women consume. He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pants pocket.

Steven burned the end of the cigarette he was about to smoke. This can't be allowed. Already drunk, plus smoking, it's not something I can let go of anymore.

I immediately pulled the cigarette out of his mouth without the permission of the consumer. I put the cigarette in the glass ashtray on the table.

"Are you unconscious, you're smoking in front of me" I said scolding her.

It was clear on his face the annoyance of my actions just now. But at least he realized he was smoking in front of pregnant women.

"Of Steven, being sad and blaming yourself won't change the past. It is not your fault for what happened, everything has been arranged by God. Brother Alvin must not be able to calm down if you just destroyed this way" I said to advise him even though I still often feel sorry for myself.

Steven did not answer or argue. He rested his head on my small shoulder. I'm not fighting back, it looks like it's better than seeing it self-destruct.

"All right" he said briefly. He then laid his body on the sofa and fell asleep on my lap.

I let him so he could at least calm down. Once when I was sad, my mom would let me fall asleep on her lap and then caress my long hair.

Just like that I did to Steven, I stroked his short black hair. From above he looks very sweet and innocent. Her sharp nose and thin face look beautiful from the position I look at.

As time passed, I started to get sleepy and fell asleep too.

- Steven - Steven

The morning came again. Even though life is hard and sad, life will go on.

Last night I woke up after falling asleep in Karina's lap and moved her to my soft bed so she wouldn't feel tired and sore.

I don't know what made him feel calm. Obviously when I was with him I felt more relaxed.

He was still asleep hugging me. Her beautiful face was like a sleeping baby. I kissed her lips and forehead, "good morning beautiful".

Drrr...

I checked the notification of the message coming into my HP. It was a message from Lucas.

I immediately prepared to go to the office. After quite a long time passed I finished preparing and was already in my office suit.

When I entered the room, Karina was no longer in this room.

I looked for him in his room but he was no longer there either. I went down to the dining room, and it turned out that he was already there waiting for me.

Karina had already taken a shower and was wearing pretty clothes. He smiled at me when he saw me coming.

I sat down and started eating the dishes available at the table. I looked at the watch, and it seemed like I had to end my breakfast.

"I have to go to the office now, and I don't think I'm going home tonight. You're fine at home, if you need anything, just tell Aunt Kim. And if anything happens, call me as soon as possible. Don't forget to eat and don't sleep late" I told Karina.

It was clearly sad on her face after hearing my explanation, "why sad, I will be home soon after everything is done" I told Karina.

"Where are you going? But right.." she asked me.

I stroked her soft black hair, "I have to go out of town, relax there is aunt Kim here" I explained to Karina.

He just nodded, I knew he would definitely be lonely alone in this big house. "Bi please take care of my lady, yes, if she is tired of just take her out" I told aunt Kim in the kitchen.

Aunt Kim replied, "good sir".

Even though I gave her permission to leave, Karina still did not smile. I pulled him to stand in front of me.

"Why are you sad? Are you afraid you'll miss me?" manya tease him.

Karina did not reply, she just left. Women are hard to guess. I chased him all the way to the living room. I caught his hand, "are you upset? please say something" I asked.

Karina shook her head "no I'm just still sleepy" she replied lying.

I hugged Karina tightly, "I'm sorry for not telling you first, it's so important and urgent" I said.

I looked into Karina's eyes, "I love you" I told Karina and kissed her. She was quiet at first, but she closed her eyes and returned my lips.

I'm not meeting him tonight, it feels so hard for me. So I'm going to satisfy my feelings now. I kissed her and hugged her tightly.

I finally finished it, "Be careful and don't get hurt" he said briefly.

I nodded happily, so I can already leave comfortably now. I lied to Karina that I wanted to go abroad. Otherwise he would be very disappointed.

I went to the airport with the driver. Arriving at the airport, Lucas has provided all the needs of this mission.

In order to get there quickly, we set off on a Lee family private jet. This jet belongs to my family, my hard work over the years.

The media doesn't know about this jet, because most of my property is secret and honestly there's no point in telling everyone what our wealth is.

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