MY BAD BOY IN SUIT: Sin Or Death
Regret is hell

/ Second day of study /

- Karina

These lessons are getting more and more complicated. It's because I have to catch up to my great number. Eonni Elsa teaches very well, only because it has to be fast so it feels very confusing.

Aunt Kim brought a tray of tea and snacks for the two of us. It had been about 5 hours of study so we ended it by drinking that tea.

"Eonni, Steven said you were in the same high school. Are you guys close?" I have been curious since a long time ago.

Eonni Elsa raised a little side of her lips, "we're not close at all. I don't even like it. Since High School he's been famous for being loud and naughty. He likes to fight with other students even from other schools. Steven is a delinquent but as far as I can tell he and his friends have never bullied the weak and rude in women. But still it can't cover up the ugliness. He's also a famous playboy" he explained very honestly.

"Then why would Eonni accept his offer?" ask again.

"Because he asked me directly for you so I accepted" he replied and then sipped a little tea.

I nodded in understanding, I sipped a little tea in my hand "Eonni sorry if it interferes with your privacy but may I ask you something more?" I doubt the thing I am most curious about.

He took a snack and chewed "what is that?"

"I heard eonni and brother Lucas used to be lovers, is that true?" ask again.

uhukk..

Hearing my babble he became choked. That means it's true, so the woman Steven once said that Lucas can't forget is eonni Elsa.

It's time to start interrogating this beautiful woman in front of me "Why do we talk about the past" he said, fleeing the conversation. I sat closer, "why did you break up? who decides first? does Eonni have a new boyfriend?"

He put his cup on the table, "you're going to pounce on me. Well, I'll answer each of your questions. Yes, Lucas and I are ex-lovers. We broke up a few days before he left for Canada and I decided. And now I'm enjoying my own life" he replied clearly and decisively.

"Say you broke up because Eonni couldn't wait for him? why then?" ask me deeper.

"When he said he was going with Steven to Canada to become a mercenary, I asked him not to accept Steven's invitation. From the beginning I always forbade him from being friends with Steven yes even though we had a long relationship after they were friends. But still, do you know Karina? those mercenaries were extremely ruthless, they could kill anyone as long as they received a heavy fee. I know you know because you know how Steven is. That's my reason, I can't accompany someone who has that dark side" I can feel Elsa's eonni anxiety.

That's why I thought deeply about accepting Steven's proposal. I was confused as to whether people with such backgrounds could be with me. Yeah, I know he's good to me. I also knew he would take care of me and love me, but I was also an ordinary human being who was afraid of loss.

My daydream was broken when Eonni Elsa clasped my right hand.

"Now that I've told you about my past, may I ask you a question?" gently.

I replied with a faint smile.

"I'm sorry if I brought up your privacy, I heard from Steven a little bit about what you're going through. But what's your relationship with Steven" he asked intensely.

The second time he asked and the second time I was confused. But I can't keep turning away from the reality of what we've done.

I try to calm down, think with a cool head. "He was the one who saved me, at first he was acting for a while but he took me away. Dannn.." My words were interrupted because I hesitated to reveal them.

"And what is Karina?" tanyakanya.

"We've been sleeping together and I'm pregnant with the baby" I said honestly. No matter what happened back then, this baby was so innocent that I didn't admit it.

Eonni Elsa was quite surprised, "for adults it can be said to be natural but to get pregnant at your age which is currently not an easy thing. So will Steven be responsible?" ask eonni Elsa maturely.

*In developed countries such as western countries and eastern countries having sex is natural for adults. Please do not be confused with those in our country. Sorry if it's too vulgar, but if it can't be accepted I apologize profusely*

We talk from the heart to the heart. "He proposed to me to be his wife, no matter how hard I refused he still chose to wait for me. Just as Eonni was scared, I was scared too. He was kind and loved me, but reality made me worry. Even our status was much different, I was a poor man who didn't even go to school while he was." It was cut off because the more I tangled the more my heart hurt.

Eonni Elsa hugged me, stroked my shoulder and patted it slowly.

He continued his words after letting go of the hug, "I understand how you feel. Marriage is a big thing, because your whole life will be tied to it. I'm not going to give you any advice or input, I'm just going to say follow your heart. Because it all depends on you. Listen to your little heart, what's best for you, your baby, and Steven. I don't want you to be as sorry as I used to be" he said.

The regret! Some say it was hell. Living in that shadow of regret will leave you tormented at all times.

- - - -

The clock on the wall showed two o'clock in the afternoon. Eonni Elsa came home because she also still has some other work.

When I wanted to go to my room I saw Aunt Kim wanted to leave. "Bibiii" called me from the top of the stairs.

"I want non monthly shopping, miss want aunt to buy something?" ask aunt Kim.

I ran and took Aunt Kim, "I'm coming, yeah, I'm tired of studying. Saturated, want to refresh for a while" I said pleading sweetly.

Aunt Kim agreed as long as the bodyguards came with us. We went to the market to buy foodstuffs such as vegetables, fish, and fruits. After all, the groceries sold in the market were fresher than the ones sold with preserved.

Seeing aunt Kim choose the best of the best, I spent a lot. Aunt Kim is also good at using money to buy the right food.

Then something took my attention. A young mother who was trading while putting her baby to sleep on a swing that hung to the poles of a market building.

My compassion and respect for the woman came to my heart, she worked hard but still had to take care of her young baby.

"Auntie let's buy something there" I asked Aunt Kim who was busy bargaining.

"But non Bibi is done shopping, everything is enough" he said while paying for groceries.

"Then wait for me here, bi, let me go there" I asked again forcefully.

I approached the fruit traders, the merchandise can be seen as less in demand. The fruit he sold was not very fresh, perhaps that was the reason he was deserted.

Before buying I choose which fruit I will bring home "Eonni I want the grapes" I said pointing to the wine on the left side of the baby.

He wrapped it in a white plastic bag and then I paid with a piece of money $100.

"Miss is there no small money? I don't have this much change of money" said the seller.

"Have taken the change" I said kindly and left the merchant. He seemed happy to get the little fortune he received.

Aunt Kim smiled warmly at me who came to her. "It's a very nice thing" said aunt Kim. It only shares a little windfall, not a big thing so there is no need to feel high-hearted.

All the groceries were already in the car, Kim's aunt and I returned to the main house. He immediately made some of his groceries into delicious dishes for dinner. Although it does not help much but at least I try to help and learn.

Time passed so quickly, I went to take a shower and prepared for dinner. The sky was dark and night replaced day.

With the warm steam of the bath water I set foot out of the bathroom door. The hair is still rolled up with a white towel, and the body is wrapped in a towel.

My footsteps came to a halt in the presence of a man with a muddy face, a detachable suit, a tie tied in a mess. He looked at me with a tired face after a long day of work.

Steven dropped his body into my arms, letting my body support his heavy body. I almost fell over and held the weight of the man's body.

Before I actually fell down, I took him to sit on the bed. "Look at your appearance, like a tramp" I looked at him standing before the man.

Instead of answering or dodging, he pulled me and threw his body into the bed. "this handsome bum is going to sleep for a while, I'm so tired" he said in a soft voice.

I got up from above her body, I pulled her to wake up. "Not not before bed you have to take a shower and have dinner"

This man is so hard to say, he's lying down.

He pissed me off, I pulled the blanket and wrapped him in a blanket.

"Wake up fast or Toben and the monsiur will float over you" I threatened to get him up.

He came out of the blanket, and bent his face. "You're so chatty" he said and left me.

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