MY BAD BOY IN SUIT: Sin Or Death
Nightmare

Thoughts can be controlled but feelings are not. What if the two combine? The difficulty is more than we understand. That's what's happening to me right now.

That body gesture and rejection made me feel weird. I hate my thoughts that often overthink. But I know it's not good for me and the baby.

I don't want Steven to think weird about me. But it's not my fault if there's a suspicion in my brain. I hope it's just a mistake, because if it's real then Steven will be the most hurt person again and again.

Cklek..

The door of the towering room opened after I opened it. Upon entering the room, the once calming sight was rare now in plain sight.

After we finished, we followed Selena and the others. It turns out they're having a surprise birthday for Steven. Yes, although initially Steven still reluctant to celebrate the anniversary of his birth, but after hard work convinced him finally opened up.

The party was only followed by us, let alone to invite guests, to persuade Steven was really difficult. Fortunately, he always complied with my request.

It's probably eight o'clock at night and we're back. I entered the room to the man who was reading a book with his back resting on the headboard of the bed.

Selena's not coming home, she has to go back to America tomorrow. So he prefers spending time with Briant's sister. Besides, in this house he also has no important things to do.

"What book are you reading for? You don't usually read a book while lying down. Usually you play online games" said I open the conversation and put a tray containing fruits that have been cut small.

We started speaking often in English. He wants me to be fluent with training every day. I'm also happy to do it because it's not as hard to learn math. It takes an extra brain to understand a formula and downgrade it into a new, more complex equation.

Steven smiled sweetly putting the book on his stomach. "Parenting book I got from your doctor ago" he replied.

I sat on the bed leaning my back on the headboard and my head leaning on her shoulders. "Tumben once read a book like this, usually you play online games or watch movies"

His hand stroked my hair then a gentle kiss landed on the forehead of my lips. "Soon he will be born into the world, as a king I must prepare to welcome the presence of a little prince in our kingdom" with the calm and quiet look I always wanted.

My brain digested the sentence for a while to understand the translation and the answer managed to make me feel that my son was loved so much. I smiled sweetly, "where have you read? What do you get after reading it?" I got the book.

Waw.. Looks like I need to learn more vocabulary and grammer, this book is full in English.

"This book says that 'A child will inherently the nature of his parents. If the parents like to lie then it will be passed on to the child' I don't want to be a wild daddy, I, so that he grows up to be an honest and dignified prince" he explained.

My eyebrows wrinkled, "what about the truth? Will you tell him who you are?"

There was a sense of anxiety that seemed from his eyeballs, "hard to say but he had to know where the blood was coming from"

I stroked his hair and played at once. "Then you will quit all your dark world for him?"

"No, because once inside it will never get out. But for my beautiful queen and pretty prince, I won't you all hurt so I will try" he replied. I don't know why but her answer felt strong and firm.

Hearing his extremely powerful and resolute answer, I was greatly relieved. I gave her a warm smile and hugged her tightly.

"So my dearest queen, I once told you who I am and gave you a chance to be free. Will you stay with me till the end? I am a dangerous villain and there is a superhero out there who will save the world. But why did you choose to be with me as a fucking villain?"

Steven did give me a chance to step him down, but I chose to stay. He did not force to let it make love grow in my heart. I'm the one who decided to believe. "Cause superheroes will risk everything even it is me to save the world while you will claim risk the world to save me" I somehow managed to suddenly become a poetic figure.

Without warning she kissed me, very deep and weak. My hand held her cheek and returned the kiss. Everyone knows Steven is indeed a fucking demon, but I know there's a sincere heart in that wounded soul.

I love the way he touch me. All of his touches sincerity and love in him. We stopped kissing, I looked up a little because his face was taller than mine.

"You know, honey?" my word's cut.

She shifted this time hiding her face around my neck, even I could feel her warm breaths.

My hand was holding a pendant that hung beautifully on my neck. "Our story is like fairytale" I said as I played her bushy hair.

I can feel him laughing now on my neck, it's very amused but it feels weird because it's so comfortable. "Why?" tanyanya slow.

"I'm Rapunzel and you're Flynn Rider. You came to take me away from the old castle where Jessica held me. And I'm happy about it"

Instantly he lifted his head from my neck, "i don't completely agree. I'm not a thief hiding in your cast. I don't like being likened to a thief"

His words successfully made me laugh out loud, this is just a parable and he protested instead. Both hands cupped his cheeks together, "yupss, you're a thief. Thief of all my sanity and heart"

This time his smile was so sweet and it made me melt, Steven had a dimple even if it was just one on the right cheek. And at this moment the dimple appeared, as if its cheeks were hollow.

"Yesterday was a nightmare for me but today and tomorrow is a beautiful dream for me. All because of you" I said with absolute certainty.

"I love you sweetheart lil wife" she mumbled softly.

I hugged him tightly, "I love you too mr. husband" I replied.

- Steven - Steven

It always haunts me wherever I go. But I'm grateful for that. Life is tired and I am proud of it.

A few minutes ago Elena came home. As usual, he would come to deliver lunch. No matter how hard I forbid, he will still come with a thousand reasons. For example today he came with an alibi want to buy a book.

After driving her to the ground floor, I returned to my room and sat in my seat of power. Both of my hands are located with elbows resting on the table. Clenching each other, my fingers moved in sync with the brain thinking about this and that.

What is the best and most appropriate way that I should use in solving the smart mirror problem. Solutions with high profits and low risk.

In the seat of power I sat down after escorting Elena to the lobby. As usual, he came to deliver lunch. As hard as I forbid him to come, he will insist on coming.

For thousands of reasons he remains stubborn. For example, today, an alibi comes to buy a book. I let it go because if it's rejected, it'll sulk. Her emotions change during pregnancy.

Cklekk...

My attorneys turned to the door where two brash people just walked in without knocking. Who else if not Lucas and Briant.

"You know what room this is? Why is it that your head goes in without knocking?" my annoyance.

The two sat on the couch, "i'm not your employee so that rule doesn't apply to me" said the national swimsuit.

"It's up to me to go in with a knock or without a knock on the door" replied the brash Lucas.

I had to approach them sitting on the single sofa. I lifted one leg and looked at them lazily. "What brings you straight to my office?"

"I've told him that we've been thinking about a solution but he doesn't want to believe it" Lucas replied.

"When should I wait? Tell me how and when should we do for the fucking ***" said Briant.

I breathed my breath, I reached into my suit pocket and picked up a cigarette. I burned one of the cigarettes and smoked it to find a moment of calm.

"I have a big surprise for your fucking hate***, it is so sweet, yummy, and funny. You'll like my fucking cute way" .