MY BAD BOY IN SUIT: Sin Or Death
Will Not

Why did everything that was touched become a mess? Nothing went well according to plan. The more days the mood continues to churn erratically.

"Fucking ****!"

Cussing seems to have become a daily habit because nothing goes well. It was as if the world was hostile to me by never following my plans and ideas.

The files piled up on the table are now scattered on the floor. Nothing's all right.

"Is your brain just a display?! Did you make this file while asleep dreaming of so many things that you didn't see the mistake? If you make a deal like this, then they'll intervene with this company!"

A long sentence that came out of my mouth in a loud volume to the chairman of the strategic planning division.

He looked down in fear, not daring to even raise his head "forgive me sir, I am not careful in drafting the contract" his voice even shook.

I sighed violently, my hardened jaw controlling your "less careful ass emotion! You're not careful at all, you idiot! I give you two hours, if it's not finished perfectly then prepare the funeral home will be your stop at that time, bastard!"

"Good sir, I-I'm doing it now" bowed his head and left. From his appearance he looked frightened.

As the division leader walked out, Lucas came in from the same door. I pinched my forehead dizzy from all the messy things.

I throw my body into the chair, close my eyes, control the excessive emotions.

"Stev, are you raging again?"

"Come out, don't bother me"

The sound of a shoe pounding on the floor is getting louder and louder. Lucas approached and leaned his butt on my desk.

"What's wrong with you? Before America, your mood was bad. It's even been a week since you came back from America, your emotions keep bubbling up? He's already the 50th person you've ever seen"

Once again I breathe. My hand grabbed the cigarette pack that was near the monitor, took out one stick, burned the tip and then sucked it. Seeking calm through nicotine in a cigarette.

Lucas folded his hands in front of his chest, squinting like he was researching the behavior of his interlocutors.

"I heard Christian was in town"

The name is no longer foreign to my ears. Just hearing that name my brain could adapt to what dangers might occur in the future.

There was no answer he could receive. The fact that the man is in Korea has spread throughout the dark world network.

"Why is he here? There's no way ka-"

A plume of smoke came out filling the air around us. "You wouldn't leave me if I told you the truth, would you?" my voice was heavy with the gaze that Lucas closely observed on my face.

"Will not" he answered briefly with emphasis at the end.

"The stuff is with me, I'm sorry Cas"

He clearly looked angry and disappointed. Lucas remained silent for a long time. His jaw hardened and his gaze grew sharper.

"I'm fucking sorry, Lucas Park"

Lucas stretched a neatly wrapped tie around the collar of his shirt, gathering free air. He looked up and smiled faintly.

"I thought we were brothers, Stev. Turns out you only think of me as your hunting dog. Suspicion is on you, I can't deny I suspect you too. But-" he sighed harshly and continued saying "But I tried to shake off all those suspicions. It turns out the rumors were true. All these years we thought together, everything about me you know, even my personal secret I share with you. But it turns out you're the same, never opening yourself up to how hard I try to understand your attitude. All those years we were together, all those years you kept that a secret from me. Don't worry bastard, I won't take it from you, not at all. But at least tell me so I know at least if I have a reason to stay with you. You bastard, I hate you, I'm disappointed in you Steven Lee"

Every word is perfectly copied in my brain. Lucas was so angry, I knew this was going to happen. But his last sentence deeply fostered an infinite amount of guilt.

With his emotions Lucas walked out of the room, slamming the door so hard.

I couldn't catch up to him, not because I didn't want to but because the circumstances signaled not to do anything and just let him go.

"****"

Braggkkkhh...

All the objects on the table instantly floated scattered on the floor. Even the macbook has been knocked down in a cracked screen.

I stood with both hands holding tightly to the edge of the table, my breathing stirring irregularly. This time I lost one of my closest confidants since I was a teenager.

Twenty years of knowing him, sharing stories together, and doing a bunch of silly things together, all ruined with just one reality uncovered.

elena - Elena

"These clothes are so adorable, surely your niece will look adorable wearing this" sparkled to see the super-small sized clothes.

Selena chuckled happily, she took out the entire contents of the paperbag. Inside there are still boxes of luxury packaging as packaging from baby clothes that he carries.

"Here, look at brother-in-law. Doesn't this look handsome and adorable at the same time?" showing a baby shirt.

"Yes, that's great" I can't lie. Selena is indeed very clearly a person who dabbles in the world of fashion, can not doubt his taste anymore.

I stroked my belly which was bulging, soon the little one would be born into this world.

"Selena" call me slowly.

He took a quick look and began to take care of all the baby clothes he brought as souvenirs for my son from America.

"Yes my sister-in-law?"

"Why don't you just follow Steven's words? He would definitely be so angry to see you here" I explained in a soft, unkind voice offending him.

Selena pursed her lips, she rolled her eyes lazily. "Oh brother-in-law, he would indeed be angry, but it was only temporary. There's no way she's kicked me out of this house" shook her head lazily and continued to put the baby clothes on the bed.

I gently held onto her wrist, so she silently just stared at those adorable clothes.

"I feel like something's not good, Selena. I'm sure Steven had a good reason for forcing you to get married and live in Paris. I'm feeling bad about this"

He still stared faithfully at the baby clothes, then slowly turned his beautiful eyes to me.

Our two pairs of eyes face each other, channeling meaning from eye to heart with each other.

Selena was obviously scared too. I don't understand what to do, but I'm a person who is sensitive to the situation.

Selena seems anxious, worried, afraid, sad, and angry. But he covered it all with his sweet smile that seemed forced.

Now that he switched to clasping my hands gently, "just relax brother-in-law, everything will be fine. I know my brother has a reason, but I need that reason to go to Paris"

I bit my lower lip, worried about the fight that would happen later when Steven saw Selena was here.

I nodded my head understanding his feelings. We put aside the uneasiness of heart by busy tidying up all the items he brought. Though it is impossible that the anxiety will disappear.

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"Selena, you go take a shower. Steven's gonna be home soon, let's have dinner together" take off the apron and put it on the pantry table.

Selena nodded in agreement, "okay pretty sister-in-law, I'll be right back" taking off her apron as well then going to her own room.

Thankfully, everything was resolved on time. I'm sure Steven will be here soon. So when he came, we could have a quiet dinner.

I don't want to cause her anger anymore. Just yesterday he scolded me for being late. I didn't put it in my heart at all, knowing that he must be tired of his job.

"Bi, prepare the dining table. I want to take a shower first" I asked Aunt Kim and was followed by her.

I also need to clean myself up and prepare for my husband's needs.

When I came out of the bathroom, Steven was just back. He took off his suit and watch.

"You're home, baby?" sapaku's approaching.

"Hm"

"I prepare your nightgown, take a shower" I said gently with a gentle smile.

Without rubbing my figure, Steven just walked into the bathroom.

The face that used to be so warm to me, these days looks flat and cold. Especially today, so grim without spirit.

While the guy was taking a shower, I cleaned his dirty clothes. Prepare warm clothes and all other necessities.

When I put skincare on my face, Steven was done bathing. The grimness on her handsome face was somewhat reduced, it made me a little relieved.

"Have finished? Let's have dinner" invite me sweet to melt a little of his bad mood.

Lean towards the dining room, until his steps stopped at the doorway.

"Why are you here?" ask Steven low.

Selena gave a smile of her longing, sitting sweetly on just any dining chair.

"Dumb shit, I miss you" he joked.

But the person who was called even replied differently. Steven quickly walked over to his sister directly clutching tightly at the tiny wrist.

"Why did you become a dissident? I told you to go to Paris, or at least stay in America"

"Why should I be there? This is my home too, right? I can open my own label here" Selena replied out loud.

"Stev, calm yourself. Maybe Cell-"

"Close your mouth! I'm not letting you talk right now!" her snapping managed to silence my mouth and my eyes heated up wanting to cry.

Selena seemed confused by Steven's attitude. His attitude has been going on for almost three weeks. And only we know.

Selena violently brushed off the hand that gripped her fray.

"Sister, what are you doing? Why yell at sister-in-law?"

Despite the fear, I tried to walk closer until there was only a dining table separating us.

"T-no Selena, d-he's not yelling. Steven just voiced out loud" my pretext for the atmosphere to subside.

He brushed his hair violently. Steven was brushing his forehead.

"There's no need to defend him, lest this isn't the first time he's yelled at brother-in-law?"

I mendehem was worried because the fact that the allegations were true. My head shook, "no, this is the first one. Don't fight anymore"

Steven ruffled his waist, sighing roughly. "Tomorrow morning you're back in America, don't defy!"

"NO! DON'T FORCE ME TO LEAVE! I'LL STAY HERE TOMORROW"

"IF YOU LEAVE NOW, PACK YOUR THINGS AND GO BACK TO AMERICA"

The two of them swerved at each other with a loud volume. I was really scared when the voices kept filling this room.

I'm going to break up Steven and Selena. Selena was about to hold her brother's hand before leaving,

"Sister ak-"

At that time also glass glass filled with drinking water slammed onto the floor. We are simultaneously retreating, this anger we can no longer control.

Steven looked at us very sharply, he even had trouble controlling his breath because of the emotions that were stirring.

Aghh..

Because I was too surprised, my stomach felt so painful and tight. It seems I was in shock because of the shock earlier.

"Sister-in-law" called Selena who was worried because I was in pain until I walked backwards and sat in the chair carelessly.

Selena ran up to me, she clasped my hand "sister what happened?"

"Elena" call Steven over.

The two of them held my hands one by one. I tried to catch my breath, I didn't want anything bad to happen to my baby just because of the fight.

Steven knelt down, his face was no longer like it had been. He was so worried about my condition, "honey, what happened? You're sekaitan? I'm sorry I scared you. I'm calling the doctor"

I held his hand that would take HP out of my pocket. I shook my head, "no need. I'm just surprised"

"All because of you!" Selena blames her brother for not being able to control her emotions.

"I'm sorry Elena. I shouldn't have scared you"

"It's okay Stev, I'm just surprised"

Let's not be so tense, I spill Steven's picture.

Unreal is not sehhh, like not a weii man

Does anyone doubt his good looks?

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