MY BOYFRIEND LECTURER
156. Prerogative
“Zaki!” call Cyra.
“Hm.”
“Trus how?”
“What is it?”
“Ya mail?”
“What should I do with the letter?”
“What kind of response do you give? No comments on Alfa's writing? He said apologize to you, are you sorry? If I'm alone, honestly I still have a hard time apologizing to him.”
Zaki turned towards Cyra. Cyra returned Zaki's gaze. Cyra understood Zaki was asking for an explanation of his statement earlier.
“All the events that occurred due to Alfa's actions are still recorded clearly in my head, Zak. I really want how you lie unconscious, how critical your condition with closed eyes and all over the body whose condition is very severe. I also still want how I feel at that time, I am very afraid to lose lo.” Cyra threw a glance out the window. Recalling the events that were in his head, for some reason his eyes glazed over. And in a matter of seconds, the clear gem fell on the cheek. The fear of loss that he experienced when Zaki was lying in the hospital seemed to re-live in his mind. That taste is very painful. How can he forgive Alpha even with the reasons that Alfa has expressed.
Zaki sighed. He pulled the car over and stopped it.
“Cyra!” Zaki's hand reached out and touched Cyra's chin, turning the girl's face to face her. Zaki's fingers wiped Cyra's tears gently. “All has passed, no need to wait anymore. I said, We can only remember all that is good, all that is beautiful, and the ugly that is not to be missed. When can we forgive others if we always remember their ugliness? Remember her kindness.”
Cyra stared fixedly at Zaki's sincere eyes as she said it. How could Zaki say that sentence so easily, like without a burden? Wasn't Zaki who felt the pain of being persecuted? Wasn't Zaki the one who almost died by the deeds of Alpha? Why did she calm Cyra? Strange, Zaki who is fierce and angry, often sewot, turns out to have a personality that is so soft and forgiving.
Zaki grabbed Cyra's shoulder and brought it into his embrace. “Lo knows why the prophets are always rebuked when they ask for punishment on those who have sinned, wronged and cruel? Those people not only committed the usual tyranny, but also killed many humans. It is because God has the right to punish and punish whomever He wills. Our job, just looking for goodness.”
Cyra was stunned in Zaki's arms. He did not expect Zaki to be able to speak, advising him with such words. Where does Zaki have such a collection of wise sentences?
“It is no use we do not apologizein Alfa because he has already recited his rewards, and he also regretted his actions, he also apologized.what else?” continue Zaki. “Give everything to God. Let the Lord punish as God wills. You know what advantages a forgiver gets?” Zaki raised Cyra's chin with his finger until the two of them sat up.
Cyra just silently looked into Zaki's eyes.
“Googling aja, or see on youtube, you will always apologize people if you already know the priority,” continued Zaki again. “One thing you need to know, we wouldn't be like now if I wasn't sorry for you. Maybe we'll be hostile and take revenge on each other. Luckily I'm sorry about you, so in a few months we'll be husband and wife. I'll see everything yours.”
“Zaki, you can not if you do not need to go in a strange direction like that.” The expression of Cyra who was sad had turned sullen now.
Zaki smiled. “I'm impatient.”
Cyra scrunched her nose. Basic Zaki!!
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TB
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