MY BOYFRIEND LECTURER
158. Swipe
“We are close to collision, Zak.” Cyra gnashing.
“Sorry me.” Zaki felt guilty, he slipped Cyra's messy hair behind his ears. Cyra's pale face bore witness to how frightened the girl was.
“Huuuh. Good thing you nimble the car. Geez, I thought it was going to die.” Cyra stroked her chest, trying to calm her still beating heart so fast.
“Can I help you?”
Cyra looked towards Zaki. “Help why?”
“That's. sniffing her chest.” Zaki stuck out his hand and was immediately rebuffed by Cyra.
“Apaan, anyway? Start, deh.”
“Let your heart calm, Ra. My intentions are good.”
“Iiiih... Zakiiii!”
Zaki smiled. “Sorry to me yes, Ra. I was lacking concentration. My mind is out of nowhere.”
“What do you think? Why did you lose concentration?”
Zaki rolled his eyes. What should he answer? It is impossible to be honest because of Alpha. “So please, I just want us to stay together. Yes, forget about it. I'm sorry I shocked you. We continue the journey.”
Cyra nodded.
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Dressed in prisoner-style blue clothes, Alfa's appearance looks tangled, her body is slightly thinner, her hair also no longer looks neat as when she appeared as an exemplary student. His head half lowered. Since entering the room, Alfa had not looked into Cyra's eyes.
“Fa, I have received a letter from lo.” Cyra started the conversation. “Gue read it all. I have also received your apology to Mr. Zaki.”
Alfa was silent. His head is still down. Only his thumb was twisting between the thumbs of one and the other.
Cyra could not see Alfa's expression now that she was so downcast.
“Lo know why I can sit here?” ask Cyra.
Alfa is silent.
“That's because Mr. Zaki,” continued Cyra in a soft voice. “He asked me to apologize. He asked me to breastfeed and forget all your mistakes to me. Be it your treatment that once almost raped me, also your brutality that almost made Pak Zaki just stay name. There is a lot of goodness that must be remembered so that I can forgive you, so that I forget the bad side and only remember the good side. That said Mr. Zaki.”
“Iya, Ra. Mr. Zaki is a good person.” Finally Alfa spoke up. Her voice was more like a whisper, making Cyra need to install more observant hearing to catch the sound from the mouth of Alfa.
“Gue says this so you know, that Mr. Zaki really appreciates your apology to him. When his life is almost floating, he can still be heartened and breastplate all. He just wants to remember you as a good student.” Cyra saw tears on the table, just below Alfa's cheek.
Alpha crying? Cyra was stunned staring at the drops of tears that kept falling to the table. Before long Alfa's back seemed to shake.
“Gu.. I'm niesel, Ra. For God's sake, I'm nyesel.” Alpha voice. “Gue also does not know why I can be that brutal, why I can be that emotional, Ra. I wonder what really happened to me? What incitement makes me such a lowly man?” Alfa stopped talking to take a long breath.
Cyra was speechless looking at Alfa's shoulders shaking violently. Cyra's eyes glazed over Alfa's confession filled with a tone of regret. Heart throbbing.
TB