My Darling
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Bik Minah, one of the maids who has long devoted himself to working in the Azzam mansion delivering a meal menu that is either lunch menu or not. Because after the incident this morning, Zhafira skipped her breakfast and lunch. It was not until noon this afternoon that Zhafira wanted to fill his stomach with food, and that was because of the coercion of his sister.

A bowl of porridge before Zhafira with Zhidan giving each of his mouthfuls ensured that Zhafira spent the porridge or Zhafira would not touch any food. And Zhidan knows very well the habits of her brother if she feels hurt.

" Later brother will go to the BR resto on Jalan S "

" Sister has an appointment to meet someone" Zhafira said in a voice that was not as cheerful as usual. Hearing the brother's words made Zhidan look at Zhafira's face with dislike

" With this condition of brother "

" No " said Zhidan who no longer cared about Zhafira's expression to protest against Zhidan's remarks

" Zhi "

" Did not keep a promise is the nature of the believer "

" Every promise is a debt, while the debt itself must be fulfilled as soon as possible "

" In a hadith it is said that one of the signs of a hypocrite is to renege on his promise" Zhafira said, but Zhidan remained silent, giving a bribe into Zhafira's mouth. Zhafira tried to swallow the porridge with great difficulty, as he was very lazy to swallow food.

" And keep the promise with Allah when you promise and do not break the oath, after it has been promised, while you have made Allah your witness (against the oath)., in Qs An Nahl "

" Even from Ali ibn Abi Thalib radhiallahu'anhu, said that the Prophet of Allah shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, “Whoever does not keep the promise of a Muslim, then he gets the curse of Allah, angels, angels, and the whole human. Not received from him repentance and ransom” (HR. Bukhari, 1870, and Muslim, 1370) "said Zhafira again. And this time Zhidan could not dwell anymore if Zhafira issued the hadith. Zhidan breathed heavily

" All right "

" I will accompany you" said Zhidan, and if Zhafira was about to protest, Zhidan immediately uttered a sentence that made Zhafira speechless

" I'm coming along, or big brother won't go at all" Zhidan's short sentence stared intently at Zhafira's bead

Zhafira was silent, not without ideas. Zhafira always managed to seduce his sister, it was not difficult to seduce Zhidan who was very purified to the older brother, and it was also what Zhafira feared so much if Zhidan would get a mooring of the heart, his fear of Zhidan would be exploited if the woman was not sincere to Zhidan.

Zhafira began with his seduction. He put his body on the lap of the younger brother, and started the action, which Zhafira did because Zhafira did not want Zhidan to meet the man who contacted her, somehow Zhafira felt uncomfortable when Zhidan met this man, according to her feelings.

Zhidan was forced to obey Zhafira's wishes, after Zhafira's persuasion that always managed to melt his sister's heart. Meanwhile, Zhafira smiled and gave a kiss of love to her sister.

" sister will ask bang Robi to deliver brother to the meeting location" said Zhafira

" Later in the care of brother Yoyok and Ali yah, brother "

" Zhizi is worried about the condition of his brother who is still like this" Zhidan said

" don't "

" no need, my sister, unfortunately brother" said Zhafira who was still spoiling with Zhidan

" As soon as you arrive, you will just go into the restaurant and finish your business, after which you will go home "

" After all, according to brother, that person is not a bad person, he looks a rich person, it is impossible for him to harm big brother "

" He only demanded the promise that you had said "said Zhafira again wooing the sister who had softened her heart

" well "

" come home soon, if your business is done" said Zhidan

" yes "

" sister will be home soon" said Zhafira

" why is that ? " ask Zhidan frowning her forehead

" sister shy, Zhi "

" Sister has hurt your mother's heart, being in the mansion pakde anyway "

" It is not only because this is known to others other than you, and mother, but you feel more ashamed of God for the fault of your brother, who has hurt your mother "

" Sister "

" just want to be in our house" said Zhafira who was unable to withstand the pace of tears that slowly began to fall

It made Zhidan take her breath heavily.

" When that's the case, Zhizi will come back to our house" Zhidan said

" Don't "

" Keep mother, mother needs you, dik "

" Please look after your mother, for sister's sake "

" Zhi" said Zhafira looking up at Zhidan's bead. Zhidan who was looked at like that felt pity, as well as heavy. His heart and feelings were porous on the brother, but his devotion to the mother, and the orders of the brother made him forced to nod his head

" If Zhizi is here "

" Who is the big brother in the house" said Zhidan who had softly grasped the body of the older brother

" As soon as you get home, you'll just lie down, and tomorrow is a weekend "

" So, you will rest more" said Zhafira trying to calm down the younger brother

" Sister asks you, that you remain here to accompany mother "

" So that you can get information about your mother through you, because you are too embarrassed to ask the pakde or bude how the condition of the mother "

" Well, dik" said Zhafira expectantly

With a heavy heart Zhidan nodded her head, too heavy to accept Zhafira's request, however Zhidan who was basically very protective of Zhafira was in a mediocre state, especially at this time with conditions like this, the more Zhidan agreed to Zhafira's request.

Zhafira did not intentionally mention with whom, and the gender of the person she would meet. Do not meet a man, meet a woman, Zhidan will be very detailed asking for her identity. And Zhafira was very familiar with the characteristics of the younger brother, therefore Zhafira asked Zhidan not to go with her to meet the man whom she had forgotten of any interest, therefore, and the promise of what he said.

Fortunately Zhidan is quite cooperative today, especially Zhafira said if she wants to be alone, alone solve the problem with the person she will meet, and alone in determining what he will do at the request of his mother.

The time of the meeting was delayed because given the condition of Zhafira's body and Zhafira's mood was still in a bad mood. Thus making a meeting with the man became ba'da magrib, which before magrib Zhafira had asked Robi to deliver herself to the destination.

The appearance of Zhafira tonight looks ordinary, but as usual Zhafira will always look beautiful and unpretentious wearing any clothes, he said if the baby is wrapped around the umbilical cord will always be like that, he said, it looks appropriate to wear anything, for this thing allahualam bisawwab, which is certain to Zhafira always looks attractive.

As the previous story, if Zhafira had attended an event, where Zhafira used clothes that were not from world-renowned designers, or famous brands. Zhafira only wears local products, handmade from nameless designers, who are his foster siblings and some people who do have knowledge in the field who have just pioneered a career in the fashion world and of course facilitated by Zhafira by supporting his foster siblings and the people that Zhafira judged had great potential in the world of fashion and fashion.

And for tonight Zhafira has chosen to wear a white overalls that have her embroidery floral motifs, the, in padupadan with a plain blouse pink coral long sleeves where the hand has a bell sleeve accent , and for the hijab worn by Zhafira was adjusted to a color that matched the clothes he was wearing.

As for the other appearance support Zhafira wore a watch, and a diamond-crowned ring which was a gift from Zhayn on his ring finger to the right, which he always wore since Zhayn pinned the ring, and it also utilized Zhafira as a distinctive feature if she was married. While on the left ring finger Zhafira pinned a ring crowned Ruby which is a gift from Zhidan on his birthday a few years ago.

Zhafira stared at the reflection of her face on the vanity mirror. On the part of his eyes still look typical swell if someone cries for a long time. Zhafira tried to cover up with makeup, but was still seen haphazardly in the area around the eyeball. Inevitably, Zhafira finally decided to wear large glasses type dragonfly glasses.

The atmosphere of the Azzam mansion is so very quiet, the occupants of the mansion like him are in their respective rooms, or are enjoying their weekend with their respective activities. Zhafira, who was standing in front of the door of Aisyah's room, was silent. Zhafira was silent, with a million thoughts raging inside her head, until Zhafira chose to pass away from the front of Aisha's room without asking for permission. Zhafira was still too sad because it was the cause of her beloved mother hurt her heart.

" mother "

" Zhaza permission to go for a while "

" Zhaza will go straight home to us" said Zhafira softly, barely even heard. While Zhidan who had been following Zhafira's body from now on seemed to hold back her grief.

" go away brother "

" later Zhizi who will deliver a message to the mother "

" and REMEMBER ! don't come home late at night "

" if your business is done immediately go home and give Zhizhi the news of your brother" said Zhidan as she clasped her brother's palm as she walked towards the main lobby of the Azzam mansion.

The car that will take Zhafira to the meeting location is already in front of the lobby of his Azzam mansion, Robi had parked a four-wheeled vehicle belonging to Zhafira in front of the main Azzam mansion before Zhafira arrived. Robi also welcomed Zhafira's arrival by opening the middle door for Zhafira to enter, and it makes Zhafira grumble because Zhafira does not like if Robi is formal if not in a position to welcome clients or large events that are required people to work with his tupoksi.

" Next time, as always, bang "

" After all this is not the direction to go to the office "

" Or heading towards business meeting events, and other formal events "

" Zhaza had said that Zhaza would only meet someone" Zhafira said with a slight annoyance, seen from the way Zhafira spoke that slightly put pressure on his lips so it looks slightly wrinkled

" well, miss" said Robi with a small smile, feeling so happy with the reprimand that it seemed like attention to him

On the way, Zhafira monologues with herself. Ask himself if he is wrong with his thinking, and right with his mother's thinking. Is he able to be happy with the marriage, but what about his heart, with the scar of the pent-up wound that is very impregnated. Whether he should give up his principles, his determination for the happiness of his mother, or whether to stick with what he believes in. Can the mother understand her desires, and or does she herself have to let go of them.

Or will the principle defeat the desire of the mother, or he who put the principle for the desire of the mother. It is true that Zhidan said, if both Zhafira and Aisyah need space and time for themselves, to introspect themselves in order to choose the best for their loved ones.

Robi several times glanced behind, through the rearview center or rearview mirror the middle of the car. It was unusual for Zhafira to behave like this. Because usually Zhafira invites Robi to tell stories to open any chat that is interesting for them to discuss, but this time not, Zhafira only looks at the silhouette of the street when the car crosses the street.

Upon reaching his destination, Robi called Zhafira who was still daydreaming staring out the car window. Then Robi again called out to Zhafira when there was no movement from Zhafira. And this time Zhafira gasped from her daydream. Upon awakening from his daydreams Zhafira asks Robi to leave him. Robi hesitates to leave Zhafira in this condition, but once again Zhafira asks Robi to leave her. Seeing Zhafira like this made Robi agree to Zhafira's request. In fact, Robi secretly follows Zhafira through ReMix which is a GPS implanted into the body of Zhafira in the form of a mini wireless chip so that all the movements of Zhafira will be known by the Adhitama. And Robi had that access, because Robi was the Adhitama confidant who was trusted to protect Zhafira.

What Adhitama does not know is that Robi has been anchoring her heart to Zhafira since Robi knew all of Zhafira's activities, except the private realm, and the very personal. Especially when night falls, the melodious voice of Zhafira often chanting the holy verses of the Qur'an that touch the qalbu, slowly Robi improved the required worship and circumcision of the Islamic Shari'a which reflects a believer who believes and fears Allah the owner of nature.

Zhafira's condition is still not fine, where the condition of his sprained legs, still painful, seen when Zhafira has not released elastic bandages that are still faithful in the sprained location. The condition of his stomach is problematic, where Zhafira is still reluctant to eat, and can only swallow a few mouthfuls of porridge that Zhidan gives. Not to mention his mood that was not fine, so it was likely that Zhafira could fall ill at any time.

Zhafira did not use a hand stick that helped him walk, because Zhafira accustomed his feet to be able to walk in order to train his sprained legs to be able to function as before. Zhafira was not a spoiled type of woman, so despite the pain, Zhafira forced herself to look fine.

But neither did Zhafira overextend herself. The proof was that Zhafira walked slowly to a walking rhythm that was not what Zhafira normally did. So for this time, Zhafira slowed her footsteps, but it looks as if her gait is like a woman in general. If according to Zhafira's usual way of walking, then Zhafira can walk faster, because time is precious to him.

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