My Darling
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After Ibrahim and his wife, and also Adhitama and Aisyah left the room of Zhafira hospitalization. Azzam had a conversation with his wife. They talked about what they had planned, one of which was how they explained to Zhafira that Azzam had not succeeded in advising Zhidan. Not that Zhidan's heart was as hard as a rock, not that.

Zhidan was still interpreted as such, because the heartache that Adhitama and his family inflicted at the age of Zhidan was still very unstable to make Zhidan's soul could not absorb any other pain than pain, and his pain over what he, his brother, and his mother experienced, that.

Some time later, one by one the Lesham family filled the room in Zhafira hospital.

" Why, Zhaza was not taken to the Lesham family hospital alone, bang "asked Athala, his sister Azzam

" The Abrisham Family "

" It was more precisely Kenzie who brought Zhafira directly here "

" Because she was on set, grateful her she moved quickly. Otherwise, I don't know what happened to Zhaza. Even the car driven by Zhaza immediately exploded after they managed to save Zhaza ", Azzam said with sadness,

" Then why haven't we been allowed inside, bang "

" Is it as serious as Zhaza's condition" asked Ammar who made Azzam exhale heavily

" Tama "

" He had come here with his wife, Ais" Azzam said, prompting Ammar to react, but Abbas gave Ammar the code to remain silent because Azzam had not finished his sentence

" He came "

" Sadly, he had to meet up with Zhizi. As you know, if Zhizi is different from Zhayn and Zhaza "

" Zhizi drove Tama away, and attacked Tama brutally several times, until we were overwhelmed to face Zhizi in such an on mode" Azzam said sadly, but made Ammar, and Athala smile. They were proud of Zhidan who did not easily forgive Adhitama just like that

" For you guys. Do not keep the heart disease, even though Tama is guilty, we do not have the right to judge for his mistake "

" Only Allah SWT is entitled to what His servant does "

" God SWT is too good to cover our disgrace, so that we are not humiliated. Therefore, stop hating Tama, however she is our sister-in-law "

Speak Azzam wisely.

" Brother "

" Did you forget what you did, what you did, how you could forgive him and his family while they were completely unaware of the mistakes you made. Even I "

" I still remember, and feel the coldness of my son's body. The one still running his blood on his shroud, bang "

Ammar said, holding back his cries that made his tone vibrate, as well as his eyes that looked dewy, Ammar tried hard to keep the water points did not fall

Azzam who heard Azzam's words could only fall silent. Because it is true what Ammar said. Even among these four brothers, who were able to defeat Zhayn, only Adnan. Because Azzam also cried in the corner of the tomb Zhayn, because he was unable to preach his younger brother's son.

" I'm still sick, bang "

"Don't Zhizi. Even I still keep this pain, it hurts so much, bang " said Ammar in a vibrating tone of voice. Make everyone quiet without exception. Because they all felt what Ammar felt. Their eyes were all dewy given how Zhayn's body was being repatriated, how it was being bathed, and how to return the cold body back to the house of immortality.

The wife did not remain silent, she grabbed the body of her husband who had been shaking violently, even though the wife had been crying sobbing, what Ammar said, was very true. The Lesham family was grieved when they got news they never expected.

Not only did Zhayn lose, Zhafira's mental illness had to be overcome, do not let Zhafira slumped and make Zhafira suffered a disturbance in his soul that saw firsthand how Zhayn struggled to save his sister and sacrificed himself, severe trauma experienced by Zhafira needed medical treatment quickly, and the trauma experienced by Zhafira needed medical treatment quickly, similarly, Zhidan looks confused, and hurt to see his core family members why like this, in his very small age who has not been able to think wisely in dealing with such a heavy problem.

" Ammar "

" Behold, you still remember that day to this day. However, we must not cultivate the pain even deeper. Did they not enjoy the fruit they planted. Allah SWT is all, Ammar "

" Forgiving him is the same as cleansing our hearts of sin. After all, forgiving him, did not reduce his sins in the past. We will be in the reckoning with each of our sins "

" Not for Tama, not "

" But for ourselves if we forgive him and his family" Azzam said, leaving everyone speechless. Whatever Azzam said was true. Save our hearts and souls from the whispers of demons and devils that we love very much if we have liver disease. They love it when we are as lost as they are. Therefore Azzam had to remind his siblings not to be lured by the deadly whispers of Satan and the sweet seduction of the devil that would bring man in real misguidedness.

" I don't know, bang "

" I still haven't opened the door of my heart to receive him back" Ammar said after being able to master his feelings

" No, it doesn't mean not "

" I've seen a lot of changes from Tama since he left behind his son and wife. Wasn't he always present at every Lesham event "

" Tama also gave Lesham a helping hand when we were having problems "

" Don't close your eyes to the kindness he has given you, because of his mistakes in the past" Azzam said again, leaving everyone speechless

" We are no longer young, it is worth saying old "

" Any time, any time, any place, death is certain "

" Don't you think how to apologize and forgive if the breath has reached the throat" said Azzam who again silenced everyone.

" All right, bang "

" Ammar will try ", said Ammar gave up on the advice given by Azzam

" Remember that the person who is dying is easier than the person who is struggling to face his own death "

" Don't get to the end of our breath, instead of being busy saying the phrase Shahada tawhid, we are busy apologizing. How suspecting that we live in this world just ends up like that "

" Cannot die like Rasullullah, at least like the Messenger's friend, if not at all at least like the death of ordinary people who include loved by Allah SWT " said Azzam again this time to make the eyes of all the siblings Azzam teary.

That is true, it is very true what Azzam said, which makes

Abbas, Ammar, Athala, and Adnan were silent as were their wives. It was here that they realized how vast the heart of their older brother was, the wise of their older brother. It is only natural that their father and mother loved Azzam so much from childhood. Azzam always took precedence, but without the knowledge of his brothers, Azzam got a lot of demands that must be met by Azzam.

Because Azzam was indeed forged as a leader by his parents. At the time, they did not know what their parents were thinking. However, today they realized their differences with Azzam.

A doctor and his assistant walked into the room after knocking on the door first, leaving everyone speechless.

" Excuse me, sir, madam "

" It's time we checked the state of the patient and gave the afternoon meal menu, along with the medicine that will be taken by the patient" said the doctor graciously

" Oh "

" Please the doctor" said Siti kindly, even guiding the doctor into the patient's rest room.

And it turned out that Zhafira was reciting the Koran with Zhidan. Seeing the doctor's arrival, Zhafira and Zhidan stopped their reading.

" Bude when did he come here "ask Zhafira to see Siti coming closer

" Siti said "from now on as she looked at Zhidan who lowered her head

" I'm sorry, Zhaza didn't see the bude" said Zhafira feeling guilty. Since he had no memory of Siti and the others at all, his focus had only calmed down the raging Zhidan. Which he had no idea who made Zhidan behave like that. Want to ask directly with Zhidan, like her is not the right time, because Zhidan just managed to calm down.

The doctor immediately did his job, and Zhafira immediately complied with what the doctor asked her to eat and afterwards took her medicine

Zhidan volunteered to feed Zhafira, but was soon rejected by Zhafira who reasoned that her hands could still function properly. Zhafira is not typical of spoiled girls, only sometimes she likes to be childish at certain times. It was also because of the way Zhafira gave up longing for the brother.

" Bude "greet Zhidan who approached Siti and immediately embraced Siti's body

" I'm sorry Zhizi "he said softly, feeling guilty for acting like that. At first Siti nodded her head while stroking the child's wide back. Then not long after Siti gave a pinch that made Zhidan grimace in pain.

" Naughty you well "

" Your face until the bonyok like that "

" Want you hm, sir, you soon meet Izrail, hah "hardik Siti who is still hitting Zhidan with Badas, making Zhidan grimace in pain, really the energy of this middle-aged woman is extraordinary, Zhidan felt the pain at the points of the blow, which was very pronounced, the death pinch of mistress Azzam. But Zhidan realized that she was guilty of allowing herself to be ridden by the devil, so Zhidan resigned herself when Siti hit herself with a punch, anyway as a form of venting frustration Siti because of the mischief that Zhidan did earlier.

Zhidan immediately went out of the patient's rest room to the other room after successfully escaping from Siti's grip and after getting a yes from Siti when Zhidan said an apology. This time Zhidan apologized to Azzam after finding Azzam who was chatting with his brothers. Azzam stroked Zhidan's head. Azzam knew that Zhidan was emotional when for the first time he met Adhitama after a dozen years Adhitama did not come face to face with his children and wife

" It is "

" But Pakde doesn't want you to behave like that anymore. However bad Adhitama is, he is your real father. You should respect it, do not judge it, for you are not judges. The best judge is Allah SWT "said Azzam wisely

Zhidan was silent, not refusing nor accepting this sentence of advice. Zhidan's heart was still very fragile. Azzam understood what his younger brother felt. Azzam kissed the top of Zhidan's head, embracing Zhidan's athletic body that was larger than Azzam's own

" Peace with the situation "

" Your father is as hurt as you are, son. Even worse, because "

" He's lived in regret all this time. Has he not been punished for what he did to your mother and you "said Azzam softly who was able to touch the deepest recesses of Zhidan's heart. Zhidan sobbed until sobbing made everyone in the room sobbing as well.

Zhidan was wounded, deeply wounded by the actions of her father and her family. Zhidan saw how Zhafira was devastated by Zhayn's death. Every night he always heard the sound of the mother's cries adorned one third of the night after completing the worship of the sunah.

" Pakde loves you. What a love to you, son. But how bad a father, a mother. They are parents that you must respect, be dedicated son, it is an obligation that you should and should do ", said Azzam trying to advise his younger brother who has been in his care for a dozen years.

" Ta-ta" said Zhidan stammered

" Don't answer now. Pakde knows if this is still hard for you "

" difficult, does not mean you can't "

" Ev try to open your heart "

" He's a good father, a good husband. Indeed in his past he made mistakes, mistakes. Because he is just a man who can always do wrong and sin, just like pakde, and others. Moreover, it is not our right to judge his mistakes, there is a SWT God who certainly punishes and judges him arbitrarily. And you, sirde, all of us here have no right to continue to be bad to him" said Azzam who was able to make everyone speechless.

Azzam again stroked the top of Zhidan's head. Making Zhidan feel comfortable, because Azzam was the most comfortable place for Zhidan, after the figure of the father who had been missing all this time, Zhidan got her from Azzam.

" Come on "

" We go inside, pity Siti's feet alone inside. Maybe they need us " said Abbas who got the nod of his head from everyone. All of Lesham's family went into the patient's rest room, after Zhidan was able to control herself.

" God, oh "

" Zhaza was moved" said Zhafira with a happy face looking at the face of his uncle, his aunt, after they answered each other's greetings.

" Like to visit us "

" It looks like you love going in and out of the hospital" said Adnan's wife

" It's not like that either, Auntie" Zhafira said with a frown

" Why don't you give the code if there's a problem with the car" asked Ammar, who wondered why Zhafira sacrificed herself for the sake of her best friend

" Hm "

" Zhaza initially did not know either, Uncle "

" Zhaza only felt that there was something strange about the car that Cleo would drive. However, Cleo is not typical of people who immediately believe if there is no evidence. So, yeah... Like it was "

" It's lucky Zhaza was driving that car, I don't know what would happen if it was Cleo" Zhafira said

" With the condition of the car like that, you still drive the car to the finish line, astagfirullah Zha ! "

" It's so desperate for you, son" Abbas said in disbelief when he saw the video footage sent by Ammar in the family group. Zhafira only grimaced as Siti posted a pinch

" It hurts, bude" said Zhafira as whining made everyone refrain from laughing

" New to know pain, huh "

" So, on the circuit did not hurt" Siti said with emotion. Siti was very worried about Zhafira therefore, Siti was very angry and very sad when she got the news about Zhafira who had an accident. Moreover, seeing how the seconds of the Zhafira rescue process which was seasoned racing car that Zhafira drove exploded, scorching the car instantly

" Not again, Zha "

" Bude rasane's heart was dislodged" said Siti with emotion but tears. It made Zhafira feel very guilty

" I'm sorry Zhaza, bude" said Zhafira who felt guilty

" Ok "

" Zhaza will stop racing for the year" said Zhafira, who stopped crying. But a moment later Siti realized if Zhafira's sentence said this year, meaning next year she will repeat again

" Sontoloyo "said Siti who made Zhafira laugh when Siti understood the meaning of Zhafira's sentence which will not race for this year alone.

Everyone laughed with the debate that was going on between Zhafira and Siti. The mood was gone replaced by a smile. Zhafira asked to go home. After all, he feels fine. However, Azzam asked Zhafira to remain in the hospital until the CT scan results came out and declared that Zhafira was in good condition, and the doctor had stated that Zhafira had been allowed to go home, so Azzam will let his little brother come home.

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