My Darling
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And for the trouble with the other Azzam brothers. Siti also told her husband not to worry about it because it was perfectly natural for them to behave like that. Because they are also Aisyah's siblings who definitely love their sister. Their attitude shows how much they care about their sister, and the harsh words from Ammar are a form of disappointment because they just found out what really happened and it's not something that fits their opinion based on their point of view.
So all that is very reasonable if the response of Ammar and the other two Azzam sisters like that. But wait a minute, as time goes on they will understand what happened, and understand what Azzam did not by his own will, he said, however great man will not be able to match his destiny God who is certain to be God's decree, and it is not a deliberate factor of Azzam. In addition, because of what happened to the status of Aisyah's marriage with Adhitama, there was also the participation of their Umma, there was a mandate of a mother that Azzam had to obey.
For that Azzam who get to feel guilty for what has happened, after all also for the will of Allah SWT, not his decision, he said, it's just that Azzam didn't say all the things openly considering the family's response would be what he feared and now what he feared all along.
Siti also said that everything would be fine if her siblings would later realize that many points of view that Azzam thought, be it about Aisha's status, be it trust, and trust, and both it gives an opportunity to people who repent especially since the incident Adhitama significantly changed themselves towards a better direction. Slowly but surely Adhitama has improved himself by improving the quality of his worship, improving his attitude which has been less so good. And the most important point, Adhitama did not approach any woman other than Aisyah who he always monitored remotely.
For these reasons, Azzam finally succumbed to the struggle of Adhitama to obtain an apology. Is not the nature of Allah in Asmaul Husna Al Ghaffar the meaning of the Most Forgiving, the Most Forgiving.
Allah is the Owner of the universe, the Creator of the earth and the heavens, the Forgiver and the Forgiving, why we who are just ordinary people are full of error, sin, and the Khilaf acts like a judge who still punishes others who have confessed their wrongs, and corrects their mistakes.
If we are hurt by the bad deeds of others it is natural, but if the person who has hurt us repents and apologizes then it is our duty to forgive. Why is that, because Allah SWT wants us to be free from the pain that only harms ourselves, so let go of that feeling, because God has put the reward at that point, the reward of forgiveness, and that is, and that's why the reward is amazingly beautiful. Therefore it is necessary that we apply this nature of Al Ghaffar in daily life.
For the sins of this person how ?. Now for this do not be debated again for this, because Allah SWT has recorded every practice of his servant both good and bad practices that will be in hishab and accounted for later in the presence of Allah SWT. So do not worry, judges in the world may be unfair, not if it is in the judiciary of Allah SWT.
The night passed,
Slowly the sun increasingly shows its light as a sign that the day has changed, but this morning the sky is not as bright as yesterday. The cloud covered the city, but it was not seen in the patient's room which was certainly in the best room owned by this hospital.
Adhitama who at that time, never woke up again, now he was getting ready for breakfast, after bathing and changing clothes. Adhitama smiled as she could see Aisyah at this close distance. Isn't this like a dream that Adhitama always misses.
Adhitama began preparing a menu of food that they would both eat. Someone knocked on the door and gave Adhitama one cup of coffee he used to drink every day, and one glass of warm milk.
" Mister" said Adhitama's assistant confidant
" Tell Vienna, I won't work for the next two days, until my wife is back to health" said Adhitama, who received a nod from one of his trusted aides, Adhitama
" Congratulations, sir' said Raka nosily, while teasing her master who got an elbow blow on Raka's stomach. Which made Raka scream in pain
" Bang" said Raka who wanted to protest, but the senior's eye teasing made his guts shrink
" Thank you" said Adhitama with a smile they had never seen again after so many years
" You do not make a fuss, my wife is still asleep" said Adhitama kindly, where not only has Adhitama changed his nature even his attitude has been much better
" Yes, sir "said both
" Dito, please watch Robi's movements "
" I don't know why I feel something is wrong with Robi in recent months" said Adhitama who felt that there was a change from Robi
" He made a mistake, sir "asked Dito seriously
" Not yet, but I don't want it to happen" Adhitama said
" Okay, sir "
" Mr Q will be watching him, as agent R is conducting another investigation" Dito said seriously, and got a nod of the head from Adhitama. Then two handsome men passed from before him Adhitama.
Aisyah who will wake up when she hears a little loud noise, let alone smell the distinctive aroma of coffee that has been brewed by the assistant Adhitama trust makes Aisyah squirm her body which somehow feels pain. Aisyah forgot about the incident last night, naturally because Aisyah just woke up not digesting her condition.
Aisyah felt a fragrant breath. The aroma of mint was refreshing, but Aisyah was still reluctant to open her two eyes. But between sleep but wake up makes Aisyah a little more already started to remember the previous memory.
Aisyah opened her eyes, the look of Adhitama's eyes swept across the beautiful face of Aisyah who was timeless by age, Aisyah blinking her two beautiful eyeballs made Adhitama smile with an anxious smile looking at Aisyah's adorable facial expression.
Aisyah tried to sit from her previous position, which made Adhitama stand up from her position. Aisyah tried to run away from this room, by jumping over the patient's bed, but Aisyah's movement was lost quickly with the Adhitama movement that had held Aisyah's small body.
Adhitama embraces Aisyah's body in her arms, thus making Aisyah who can not do anything, do not have any skills, let alone martial science anything that is just silent in the confines of the big body Adhitama.
" Let go" said Aisyah while huffing annoyed at the actions of Adhitama who just touch her body
" I miss you, baby "
" I miss you so much" said Adhitama softly, even shamelessly Adhitama sprinkled a kiss on Aisyah's neck that made Aisyah goosebumps disco. For a long time Aisyah had not gotten a touch from her husband, let alone in a sensitive part like this. Make Aisyah's mind travel everywhere.
Oh no, oh no, no, do not be swayed by the seduction, seduction of the devil nirojim , said Aisyah as she shook her head to dispel Aisyah's negative thoughts. Wala however Aisyah still loves her husband very much, but her heart wound is still very imprint that makes the love wrapped in wounds.
How would the story be if only by coming into contact like this, Aisyah could simply melt away. No, Aisyah should be able to harden her heart and mind like that time, inside her Aisyah while closing her eyes.
" Ais "
" My love" said Adhitama softly, very gently, making Aisyah a little shaken by her feelings
" Let go of me" said Aisyah who can already control herself so as not to be easily fooled persuaded her crocodile stump right in front of her
" Hey "
" Crocodile "
" Let go of me" said Aisyah as she glared at her eyes that made Adhitama laugh at the expression on the face of the wife she missed so much. Subconsciously Adhitama sprinkled kisses on the forehead and the top of Aisyah's head which made Aisyah again belikkan both her eyeballs this time trying to hit Adhitama who was engrossed in laughter
" Bastard, let me go" said Aisyah who again requested that Adhitama immediately release Aisyah
" Be calm, my wife "
" We have breakfast first" said Adhitama who did not pay attention to Aisyah's racauan.
" Hey "
" Mr. Adhitama Malik Bhalendra "
" Don't be around Kate ye Ente "
" Remember, I'm an ex-wife "
" M-A-N-T-A-N" (em-a-en-te-a-n )
Say Aisyah by spelling each letter on the former word.
Not sad, wounded Adhitama. Adhitama even harder to laugh, making Aisyah more and more upset
" Please, let me go "
" Your life is happy without me "
" What good is it that you tied me up again by your side "
" I'm sorry, forgive all my mistakes, really please let go of me, I promise after this you will never see me again, I need you only for Zhaza " said Aisyah who had resigned when Aisyah knew that her efforts would not succeed.
But instead of happy, not happy, nor laughing anymore Adhitama's facial expression. Adhitama was silent, with her eyes reddening
" I can't live without seeing you "
" My world is falling apart, my life is breaking down without you, I'm powerless without you" said Adhitama, staring in love at Aisyah's bead. But not with Aisyah who stared at the bead with a wound
" Noh "
" Day is still changing, the sun, is not it, and the earth is still on its axis "
" The Earth has not yet collapsed, for the apocalypse has not yet come the time "
" Stop the nonsense that you said ex-husband" Aisyah said with great emphasis
" Tell me what I have done wrong to you so hard you keep me" Aisyah said with excitement
" Not a mistake "
" And none of your faults "
" I'm the one at fault, I'm the one who's latus blamed" said Adhitama
" It's right "
" You already know that, why still keep a trashy woman like me, isn't that what you said last time " aisyah said emphatically withstanding the turmoil of the hurt while reminiscing about their quarrel last time before Adhitama left Aisyah who had not had time to ask the reason why her husband was venting emotions without letting Aisyah ask, what is it, why is Adhitama so angry
" No "
" I am the trash" said Adhitama
" Yes it is "
" Therefore, deliver me from this bondage, yet we shall never be together, too great a chasm between us "
" I invite you to meet not to listen to such an unimportant fact "
" I just want you to attend the application procession, the marriage contract, and the wedding reception and ngunduh her ghost Zhaza. That's it, nothing more "
" Because I realize that no matter how much Zhaza is disappointed in you, it is not as great as his love for his first love " said Aisyah who revealed what Aisyah and Lesham family wanted to convey at the meeting of two big families.
" We're still a couple, baby "
" That's a fact. Important or not for you, no problem for me, which is certainly for me personally it is very important for me, you, and our children said Adhitama who persevered with his opinion
" Could not, this time you stop being selfish like this "
" I'm tired" said Aisyah softly. His heart and feelings are very tired of facing Adhitama who has a forced, selfish, overprotective, and over possessive attitude.
" I love you so much, Aisyah"
" Wife" said Adhitama who had brought one palm of Aisyah's hand to the front of her chest
" You can't without me, but I can't without you, baby "
" I've punished myself for what I did in the past. Although it does not reduce my sin for you. Consider it my way of doing penance "
" Please, release me from this prison of regret "
" Save me, I truly regret what happened to our family" Adhitama said in a trembling voice.
Aisyah was silent contemplating every part of the sentence that came out of Adhitama's lips. He saw. In the eyes of Adhitama is implied longing, love, sadness, and hope. But Aisyah turned her face reluctant to accept Adhitama's persuasion again which maybe this time will not only hurt Aisyah alone, there are Zhafira and Zhidan which are the reason Aisyah has not been able to accept Adhitama.
" I don't know "
" I don't know what to answer right now "
" Because there is the heart of my brothers, there is the heart of my children that I must consider" Aisyah said
" That means if I can convince them, then you will accept me, dear" Adhitama said seeing a glimmer of hope there
" Who said "ask Aisyah who is still reluctant to accept the presence of Adhitama
" Well, for a while let me try to melt the hearts of your brothers "
" And also our children" said Adhitama excitedly who made Aisyah roll her eyeballs, because feeling bored with the words of Adhitama who psychean can melt the feelings of his brothers who are already as hard as steel if hurt.
" Then get out of the way "
" I want to go home" said Aisyah
" No "
" You will not be able to go home" said Adhitama
" Oh, well we'll go home after finishing breakfast first "
" After that we will go home to our mansion" said Adhitama who made Aisyah suddenly ignited emotions when she heard the word of our mansion
" Our Mansion ? " Sayah said cynically
" Which mansion ? "
" The mansion you are referring to is the one where me and the children were improperly driven away, thrown in the streets by your mother and your mistress ! "
" Wrong, I was wrong, the woman you married, "
" That mansion you mean "said Aisyah who had hardened her jaw by giving a sharp look that also implied a wound there. I saw Ayesha's tears fall
Adhitama was trembling to refrain from being okay, even though he was just as hurt when he learned of his mother's actions. Without Aisyah knowing if Adhitama had put a firearm right in his head in front of the mother, but the mother managed to thwart the ny8, Adhitama instead redirect the firearm right on his chest, but the mother managed to thwart the ny8, Adhitama instead redirect the gun right on his chest, which again could be thwarted when his other brother helped the mother snatch the firearm.
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