My Darling
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The two children of Aisyah who had mondok in one of the boarding schools in one of the cities with a beautiful environment, seen the expanse of rice fields, with hills above it, and the flow of water at the foot of the mountain , and the river that is no less clean water. In this pesantren , always fill the daily routine of their santri with worship, both those that must be done obligatory , and those that only do sunnah. So that both Zhafira and Zhidan are used to and familiarize themselves when they are no longer within the scope of pesantren.

Sometimes the longing comes by itself When it happens, then Zhafira usually must invite Zhidan immediately to visit the city, even Fauzia also come, too, because Fauzia also likes pesantren which is famous not for its prestige, but real spiritual healing, so it makes a mood booster once after returning from the boarding school in the city. As for Zhafira, if in his past came to the pesantren it is in the process of recovering from trauma and deepening the science of religion, and god in particular, he said, for now, Zhafira uses the natural scenery as a therapy in returning the sometimes bad mood. When he is unable to solve complex problems in business, his sometimes sudden heart problems are still injured, and faces the rest of the trauma of the past that still remains. That is why Zhafira until this moment, always come to this boarding school without ever being timed.

While Zhafira's life in the city where he currently lives, has a solid daily routine, so for the next few months he can not visit the boarding school that always makes him comfortable. If this happens, then Zhafira will fill his time by attending meetings that always give a study of Islam. There is one assembly that Zhafira always comes to when present ustadz that he greatly admired and make this ustadz as role models in his life . In this PP M briefing assembly, many religious knowledge obtained Zhafira, although to tahsin his reading he was still guided by the same ustadz as Fauzia.

This religious activity will always be a mandatory routine for Zhafira, Fauzia, and Zhidan. For Aisyah herself, because Aisyah different circles with her two children, she said, make Aisyah more comfortable to the same assembly with her neighbors in the housing complex which is included as a permanent member in the assembly. Each of them both Aisha, Zhafira, and Zhidan did not dispute this because the essence of learning religious knowledge is to pursue a noble position before God.

Zhidan, who had also completed a different sunnah worship hours with Zhafira approximately two hours after Zhafira had completed her sunnah prayer. Zhidan thought to invite the brother to perform the obligatory worship of two rakaat in congregation, if the brother wants then he will remain in the house. And if not, then Zhidan will choose to go to the mosque to congregate with the fathers of the complex whose ages range from those who have black hair to hair that has been bleached due to age.

Gradually Zhidan opened the door of Zhafira's room to wake her brother, Zhidan immediately went to the light switch and turned on the lamp after landing her palm on the wall.

The light beam made Zhafira feel a little bothered by what the younger brother was doing. Zhafira instead of being angry with her sister, Zhafira rushed into the bathroom to clean up, rather shower .

Aisyah also accustomed her two children to purify themselves before performing worship, so that it feels better because if we go out of the house just to meet others always want to look attractive, what else when we face the god of the universe. This is also one of the results of Aisyah's basic education that is still closely done by her two children until this moment.

" Zhi "

" why are you still here ? " ask Zhafira who just finished the ritual in the bathroom.

" sister didn't want to hang out with Zhizi" asked Zhidan

" no, it's not "

" come on, hurry to the mosque "

" sholat bersama'ah many of his virtues "

" moreover congregate in the mosque, a lot of his virtues "

" loh dear if only jama'ah you are only mother and sister "

" you must have been waiting in Mr. Sobirin tuh" said Zhafira, reminding Zhidan who has become one of the imams of the mosque in the complex area.

Zhidan rushed back to the room to prepare for the mosque in the complex area

" where Zhidan "asked Aisyah who was preparing to bring out some ingredients to serve as their breakfast menu.

" get ready again "

" going to the mosque he , Zhaza asked him to pray at dawn to the mosque aja" said Zhafira while scanning what was prepared by Aisyah

" is it "

" must go to the mosque "

" today it is his schedule to be the imam of the mosque" said Aisyah who is still busy arranging some materials

" let Zhaza cook, mother" said Zhafira

" no need to "

" breakfast today let the mother cook "

" tomorrow you will cook" said Aisyah

" well even though master chef Zhafira wants to serve his favorite menu mother and Zhidan today" said Zhafira who is still chortling to cook breakfast today. Aisyah only laughed lightly listening to Zhafira's whimper

" it's better that you get ready to accompany Zhidan to the mosque"

" he likes to be upset, if he comes home from the mosque" said Aisyah who had laughed more and more, and Zhafira knew very well that made the mother laugh like that

" wow "

" wow "

" again on ghibah' in Zhizi yah" said Zhidan as she descended each rung

" so bad you, dik "

" like there is no more weighty ghibah material" said Zhafira who protested with the words of his sister, when in fact they will only grant the only man in Aisyah's house.

" yes, it's like that "

" sister guys love to stalk' in Zhizi with complex girls" Zhidan said

" idh "

" mending sister stalking' in Lee Jong Suk who is close to IU "

" than stalking' in you "

" wlee" said Zhafira while giving a mocking expression to her sister

" a "has not finished yet Zhidan replied

" stop ! "

" Zhaza return to your room, hurry up"

" Zhidan is definitely awaited 'in Mr. Sobirin "

" want to find the imam of the mosque for dawn" said Aisyah who got the phrase "good, mother" from the mouth of Zhafira who resigned will be ordered by the mother.

Zhafira immediately rushed to his room to prepare the equipment he would bring to the mosque, such as the mukena, and the Koran which was not too big and not too small, and prayer beads that can all be used as bracelets that always adorn his small wrist.

True as the mother said, if the figure of Zhidan had been anticipated by Mr. Sobirin, he was a little anxious, he was a little anxious, who would replace Zhidan as a dawn priest today whereas some of the men who had already come in first were reluctant to advance towards the front shaf.

Because he knew who would become the imam of the mosque today was Zhidan, his son Aisyah who was famous for shaleh, of course, made a full lineup of female masters. Sometimes it is often the material of ghibah, his prayer because of Allah, or because of his imam, always ustadz when delivering a lecture when commemorating a historic day for Muslims, such as israel mi'raj and so forth. The curse sentence uttered by ustadz made everyone present laugh crisply, even female participants with thin smiles will be ustadz guyonan who sometimes likes to be right.

If Zhidan was embarrassed because she was used as bullying material, then the women were embarrassed because they were caught admiring Zhidan, even sholawat asked Zhidan to be a priest over him, who knows lucky. Similarly, parents, let their daughters go to perform compulsory worship at the mosque, or go to the mosque to fulfill religious activities because Zhidan is included in the mosque youth. So that the behavior of their daughters is ignored by parents while not harming themselves and others. There are even those who openly ask them to be betrothed to Zhidan to their own parents, who know they are lucky to get Zhidan as their future husband, or their future daughter-in-law.

Not much different from Zhidan, Zhafira also received the same treatment. Even for the man who had a younger sister, asking the younger brother to seek Zhafira's attention, asking his younger brother to provide information about him with all the advantages, also applies if the man has a sister. And if the man had no sister, only to his mother, he asked that he be promoted as a good husband-to-be for Zhafira.

Too many were asking for Zhafira and Zhidan to be their daughter-in-law, even Aisyah already had a sentence of jargoan or mainstay that she would answer when it came to rejecting in a good way, even Aisyah already had a sentence of jargoan or mainstay that she would answer when it came to resisting in a good way, although sometimes some still impose the will even though Aisyah does not have the ability to accept, after all who run the marriage is her children, Aisyah's duty reminds, Aisyah, without people knowing if Aisyah was very satisfied asking that Zhafira immediately think about the criteria as what he wants to make the figure of a priest in his family later, well like that, it is difficult to convince Zhafira that in this world there are still many good men, who love their wives, men who are loyal to their marriages, do not make the household of Aisha as role models, because that's not something to be proud of.

" mah's soul mate can't be forced or, mother "

" middle soul already has set "

" luck, soul mate, death belongs to God, we are only the way" Zhafira answers if he is not baper, but if he is baper, melow - melow so, well like last night, bewek the Zhafira, nangis-nangis kejer, sangking did not want him, if the mother asked for it or discussed it.

If you meet other people, Zhafira is usually quite friendly, but in some circumstances Zhafira will be cool, so that people will not ask a lot of questions, I u e o again, talking to others Zhafira will be a little careful if the person has entered into the realm of chatter that is avoided by Zhafira, whereas the original attitude of Zhafira is a humble figure, likes to tell stories, and loves to tell stories, when others invite themselves to have a conversation. But that was, if the discussion began to lead to a mate, male criteria, marriage, then Zhafira could be cold, as well as Zhidan who also copy paste the attitude of the brother.

As expected, the mosque will be crowded, and in reality once Zhidan and Zhafira have arrived at the mosque gate. Zhidan and Zhafira said their greetings politely before entering the mosque area and their greetings were both greeted vigorously by worshippers who would perform the obligatory prayers of two rakaat at dawn to day. Zhidan immediately thrust out one hand, of course the right hand, to give a solemn greeting, and Zhafira gently stroked the top of Zhidan's head as they were about to secede towards their respective places.

Zhidan and Zhafira headed in opposite directions, when Zhafira made his way to the women's ablution, Zhidan made his way to the men's quarters.

Greetings Zhafira said when at the entrance to the inner area of the mosque, chanting a prayer before entering the mosque, Zhafira put her right foot, as soon as she arrived at the women's saf, Zhafira immediately performed the sunnah prayer while inside the mosque, as well as Zhidan. Zhidan did not sit on the front saf. He was still focused on sholawat and greetings to the prophet, words of praise to God, followed by remembrance, before he raised both hands with his head bowed in reverence.

The voice of the Adhan rumbles, greeting the Muslims and Muslims to perform dawn today, the voice of the call is melodious. Not only did Zhidan have a beautiful voice, there were many other men, that was the way Zhidan did not look up to her religious knowledge and she knew that it was only as big as a particle.

" brother" said the mosque teenager who had proclaimed the adhan

" the masayallah "

" it's really beautiful your voice, Fadhil" Zhidan told one of the mosque's active teenagers. Zhidan's praise made the teenager become blushed.

" cie-cie cie-cie "

" shame her blush, bang" said another mosque teenager teasing Farel

" still mending him "

" is , you are "

" embarrassment - shame'in aja" said the other mosque teenager, making the atmosphere of dawn was immediately crowded

" already - already "

" who will be the muezzin" said one of the fathers who is also the owner of one of the houses in this housing complex. One of the mosque teenagers came forward to chant the phrase iqomah with a voice rising several octaves in order to be heard by the women who will also be morning worshipers today.

After the sentence of the iqomah was heard, not long after that Zhidan who stood on the priest's podium, immediately raised both hands while saying the sentence takbir. The momentary silent atmosphere, when Zhidan recited the prayer, eloquently, the short but not short surah verses Zhidan chose, did not make the mum feel upset, even enjoying every chant of the verse, he said, the word aamiin adorns each before the ruku', that's all as a sign if this congregational prayer has a lot of knowledge.

At the end of the prayer, Zhidan chanted the prayer, accompanied by the meaning of making the mum shed tears of listening it turned out that the meaning in the prayer sung by Zhidan with Arabic. Zhidan also chanted prayers solemnly, which is a positive value, this is one that makes Zhidan favored when becoming a mosque imam. The readings, and the prayers that Zhidan offered made the heart airy and comfortable.

Including the father, who is currently deliberately coming to the mosque since one third of the night, in order to become the mother of the child.

Adhitama was unable to stop the tears that continued to flow through his cheeks, trying to resist the sound of sobs so as not to break, not to be heard by others.

" mister" said Mr. Adhitama's confidant very subtly

" young master, and miss just left the mosque "

" do you not want to follow them" said Mr. Adhitama's confidant very carefully.

There were a few people left on the complex road to Aisyah's house. His spoiled attitude Zhafira always appears when with the people closest to him. Zhafira was already on Zhidan's back, the two of them were talking along the road leading towards Aisyah's house with a random theme as a casual chatter material at dawn today, occasionally they laughed, they laughed, without them knowing if the father looked at the backs of his children with regret.

Had it been, if only, as it were, if, and if the words, which denote regret, by that sentence might have changed the destiny of the past, he would not have been like this, divorced by the wife, abandoned by the children, destroyed himself.

The words sorry, he already got, but could not change what had happened, could not make Aisyah return with him, and could not also make the hearts of the children like the time in the past.

His regret was unable to treat the pain, and the sense of loss despite having him redeemed by going back to walk by God's side. If he could not knock Aisha's heart, at least he would have tried to knock on the door of repentance so that Allah would give the best that Allah would give to his servant who would repent and sincerely believe in him.

allahualam can be revealed, the mystery of life is only the secret of God, man only tries to worship well for provision in the real world.

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