My Darling
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On this basis, Malika has never been close to her daughter-in-law, and at that moment where Malika experienced her worst condition, everyone who always adored praise Malika, people who always make Malika happy, joking together, hangouts and other activities that please Malika none of them present provide encouragement to her. In fact, there is no one who just asks for news of himself let alone approach him, embrace him, and give love.

Only a few of those servants did carry out their duties. The servants who helped Malika, were the newly recruited servants since Malika was paralyzed.

The husband who had always given him criticism and advice for his bad deeds had never uttered a single word since Aisyah and her children separated from Adhitama. Let alone talk, just come to visit his room was not, let alone to say hello. Idris silences Malika like Malika is an invisible being before him. Their marital status is still tied to being husband and wife.

Therefore the paralysis in Malika did not progress because Malika lost the spirit of life, Malika also lost hope for life. How there would be a spirit, while no one who supports himself to try to be healthy again.

Malika had asked the owner of life to take his life as soon as possible, because in vain he lived, after all there would be no one who would cry when he died in his mind Malika.

" Malika" said Idris, who had helped his wife sit in a wheelchair again. Malika just lowered her head, she did not want to see her husband's face in this close distance. Malika is too shy, but misses her husband who is not one room with her

" Tama "

" Repair your household "

" It is not for you alone, but there are hearts of children and families that you must take care of "

" As Grandpa once said if a marriage not only binds the two of you, but two large families that become one because of a marriage "

" This also applies to both of you Idris "

" Malica "

" Aren't you two ashamed of your attitude and behavior "

" It's old but your mindset loses on his attitude with children "

" Take care of your childish attitude" said elder Bhalendra making the name mentioned speechless

" Special to you Malika "

" Repent is "

" Don't you enjoy the law of the harvest God has given you in recent years as a reminder that your deeds only harm you "

" Daddy does not accept you at the mansion not because Daddy hates you, but Daddy asks you to think twice if you repeat the same mistake "

" Daddy never reminds you not to repeat, but what "

" You are becoming more and more so, even the elder Shaykh Ahmad has given up on your attitude beyond logic " said elder Bhalendra makes Malika very embarrassed when in a large forum the family attitude in her past in naked like this

" Do you want to repent this time "

" Or do you still want to be stubborn as you have been" asked the elder Bhalendra who got the nod of the head from Malika

" I'm sorry Daddy "

" I'm sorry " said Malika with sobbing staring alternately at her father-in-law and her biological father who was accompanied by her mother who also used a wheelchair.

Finally everyone shook hands, and embraced each other. These two large families back knitting silaturahmi that had deteriorated

" Tama "

" You don't get too happy "

" There's a blessing you have to get to marry Aisyah again. Although in Shari'a you and Aisha are still legal as husband and wife, but you still have to remarry "

" ask blessing to all members of the Lesham family" said elder Bhalendra who made Jakun Adhitama up and down. How could he convince some of Aisyah's brothers, if some time ago something bad happened.

The elders of these two big families laughed, looking at the turmoil of Adhitama, which was followed by some people present there

" Wife"

" Let's fight together for the wholeness of our household "rayu Adhitama

" We ? " Say Aisyah said with her frown

" You're the only time, I don't" Aisyah said with sarcasm

" Please get the blessing of all my family members, as well as my two children "

" I am willing to improve our household" said Aisyah, who thought Adhitama would step down before fighting. However, Adhitama rounded his eyes his determination was getting smoldering, with Adhitama's sumringah heading outside the room.

But a moment later, he came in again

" How can I talk to Brother, Ais "

" Even the gates of Lesham are closed to me "

" At least you are with me, dear" said Adhitama with a whine

" That's your business "

" Elo affairs, understand "said Aisyah who was again indifferent to the Adhitama

After some time, the two families finally decided to leave Aisyah's hospital room. Aisyah was allowed to go home by a doctor after the doctor gave an explanation. The doctor also provided an aesthetic surgical schedule for scratches on Aisyah's neck. Worried that if Lesham family members saw the scar, they would hate Adhitama even more, as did Zhidan. Therefore Aisyah decided to make the wound scratches made as best as possible without scars.

Aisyah said she would stay at her best friend's house. If he returns home worried that his children will find out what happened to him, and if he chooses to return to the Azzam mansion and Lesham mansion, then finish what he covers up, it would be nice if he hid first until the wound was not visible.

Adhitama lodged a protest, forcing Aisyah to stay with him. But Aisyah remained steadfast in her stance. It is the basis of Adhitama the forcible. Adhitama willingly gave his wife an anesthetic, to make it easier for him to carry his wife's body and bring Aisyah to their new mansion rather than having to fight again with his wife.

By late afternoon, Aisyah woke up in a bed that was so soft that it made her comfortable.

Aisyah woke up from her sleep, she rushed to the bathroom to clean her sticky body despite being in a room that had a cold temperature.

It didn't take long for Aisyah to clean her body, then she was in front of the dressing table to get dressed up.

Footsteps are heard in Ayesha's sense of hearing, with a distinctive masculine scent that she knows who the owner is

" I've told Brother that for the next week we will stay together" said Adhitama who then kissed the top of Aisyah's head

" What did you answer " asked Aisyah looking at Adhitama through the reflection of the glass

" Can "

" As long as you do not touch my wife first before we process the re-marital contract" said Adhitama

" Then where is the room that I will occupy" said Aisyah who was busy applying lotion on her arm

" Hasn't Brother's speech very clear you are listening, you are not deaf" Aisyah said with a sarcasm

" Yes "

" Abang said do not touch you in the sense of asking for it anyway" said Adhitama a little blush that made Aisyah growled annoyed at the shy behavior of Adhitama like a teenage boy who had just fallen in love

" It already knows "

" Yes is "

" Where is my room" said Aisyah with a careless mouth too lazy to talk a lot with a forced manners

" Yes this is where our room is, dear" said Adhitama without shame

" Don't tell me if we're in the same bed" said Aisyah, whose unlucky Adhitama nodded her head in a nod to Ayesha's true guess. Aisyah immediately said the sentence istighfar.

" In that case, how can you hold it" Aisyah said with emphasis

" I've been able to hold it all this time. But being near you, I can't help it "

" I promise not to ask for it" said Adhitama timidly

" Can't, I go" said Aisyah who didn't want to drown in the cat's cradle

" Not, baby "

" We will only be one mattress, if you do not believe we will make limits with the faith that I "said Adhitama with pede but make Aisyah careless to listen to Adhitama's words. The level of faith said Adhitama where Aisyah immediately wants to vomit if given the level of faith that Adhitama means is only as thick as tissue in two, which is the same as the level of patience Adhitama.

Well Aisyah just kept quiet, and reluctantly responded to Adhitama again, until the two of them finished dinner and returned to their room after Aisyah contacted her children if Aisyah stayed at her best friend's house. They do not want their children to accept what their mother says. Zhafira also said that she would gather with her companions tomorrow afternoon, and Aisha agreed. Because Aisha believed in the companions of Zhafira who would never plunge Zhafira in the negative direction.

But not for Adhitama who does not like if Zhafira close to some of Zhafira's friends let alone a different belief with them. Here Aisyah disagrees with Adhitama's thinking. As a result of the debate Aisyah who was upset threw a pillow towards Adhitama that made Adhitama laugh. Because at this moment, Adhitama felt like a dream if the opponent of the debate was the wife he missed so much.

Adhitama grabbed Aisyah's body and gently hugged her. Adhitama permeates the body scent that she misses so much

" Say when you're angry "

" Say when disappointed, to me "

" Never leave me again my wife "

" By Allah, my world is falling. My life is ruined. It is better that Allah SWT take away my life" said Adhitama.

" In the past, I was so mad at you "

" I don't know if it's a trap, so when Jessica " said Adhitama who did not continue his speech when the response of Aisha that had been expected by Adhitama would be like this if calling the name of people who have become thorns in the flesh in their household.

Aisyah tried to escape from her husband's embrace, when Adhitama mentioned the name of the woman who not only caused her household to be destroyed, but the woman was the cause of Zhayn's death. Although the woman had been punished for her actions, she could not revive her son

" Never mention the name of the woman you have defended desperately in the past "

" There's no need for you to remind me of him in your eyes "

" There is no need "said Aisyah coldly who then immediately laid her body on a soft mattress against Adhitama. Aisyah was still clearly recording every bittersweet moment of her past. Without the people closest to Aisyah know if Aisyah has severe insomnia. But amazingly Aisyah is able to cover up this disease by pretending to sleep, or pretending to be awake when accidentally cross paths with people who are awake, and pretending to sleep when everyone is not asleep, and pretending to sleep, I will wake up again after everyone has fallen asleep.

Gradually Adhitama hugged Aisyah waist squeezed Aisyah to the corner of the mattress so that Aisyah did not have space to escape from the husband's embrace

" Know "

" I am disappointed in myself "

" I "said Adhitama who came back to a standstill when Aisyah said a sentence that made Adhitama silent

" Stop "

" Please stop, never talk about the past that made my heart hurt even more "

" I forgive you, but not the memories you create "

" Don't force your will upon me beyond the limits" said Aisha, who drowned in her sleep. Who is currently forced to fall asleep, because previously Aisyah swallowed the drug she used to consume after successfully convincing herself to do her treatment some time ago when the doctor sentenced her to some physical illness , especially the heart and brain.

Insomnia experienced by Aisyah is included in the weight category. It happened due to severe problems that occurred in the past so that Aisyah insomnia is included in insomnia caused by post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) as experienced by Zhafira and Zhidan before. What is different is that Zhafira and Zhidan have been doing treatment since the beginning when the burden was only on them so that the condition of Zhafira and Zhidan Alhamdulillah improved. But not for Aisha. Aisha was then forged into a strong figure, became a shield for children, became a pillar for children, so that she did not care about her own condition.

As the years change, Aisyah's disease is getting more and more day-to-day in a direction of concern than just acute, now expressed in a chronic condition. Even the drugs consumed Aisyah in recent months were interpreted with doses high enough for the beginning of treatment. But the doctor said if the treatment has a good success rate if Aisyah can treat regularly and regularly, as well as other treatments that are not yet known by everyone including Adhitama.

But Adhitama, had asked his trusted assistant to analyze the drugs in Aisyah's bag unnoticed by Aisyah. Adhitama has provided good data from the name of the product, to the name of the hospital where Aisyah does the treatment. It was enough for Adhitama to know the history of what disease the wife had suffered that Aisha had hidden from everyone.

" I'm sorry " said Adhitama right in Aisyah's ear. But Aisyah did not respond anymore, she was already immersed in her endless dreams. Always and always the same dream if it comes back again. This is what is called trauma, because Aisyah has long been immersed in her own mind for many years, to change it is very difficult even though it has been supported by medical treatment.

Aisyah opened her eyelids when Adhitama was asleep. Aisyah put away the palm that was twisting around her body very carefully. Then Aisyah walked towards the bathroom. After that Aisyah opened the balcony door of the room. There Aisha looked at the scattered stars adorning the night sky. Aisha said a prayer to her son who had fallen asleep in a different world to her.

Ayesha's tears spilled on their own. Aisha was tired of her life. But still have to survive because there are still children that Aisyah takes care of, there are Zhafira and Zhidan that she must think about her future. Well maybe it was just Zhafira, because this daughter he had to marry before death to pick her up. For Zhidan, Aisyah was so confident that Zhidan would be so obedient to her brother that Aisyah did not worry about Zhidan being the head of the family.

Zhafira will be a wife. So Aisyah must choose the best mate for her daughter. Without Aisyah realized if Adhitama from the beginning difficult to sleep, just like her. It's just that Adhitama always looked at Aisyah's face from a distance.

Adhitama could not help but let Aisyah stay awake like this. But how to tell Aisyah if her behavior is getting in an alarming direction.

" What keeps you awake, my wife" said Adhitama, who had wrapped her palms around her waist. Adhitama bowed his head to the wife's shoulder

" There is no "said Aisyah coldly. Aisyah doesn't like it when someone asks about her life

" Here is the cold "

" We go in, yuk" said Adhitama softly, while Aisyah closed her eyes holding back her annoyance.

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