My Dear Fussy Husband
Calm Yourself

Nadin's body immediately fell to the floor after the sound of slamming the door sounded quite loud. The woman slid her face between her knees. Spilling his sadness there.

Word after word they said just now continued to sound in Nadin's ears. The disappointed face of the Guard was also still clear when looking at him. Moreover, the Garda's words are very clear that the man was tired of what is in Nadin.

"I'm still a child" muttered Nadin between tears.

The woman hurriedly stood up and ran out of the room. He should immediately repeat his conversation with the Guard. Nadin did not calm down constantly considering the disappointed face of her husband. Nadin did not want the Guard to be disappointed and sad like this.

"Mas!" nadin shouted at the end of the door to the outside. He could see the Guard starting to open the car door. "Mas Dana don't go yet!" shouted Nadin.

The woman wiped her tears out again. "Mas Dana!" call the woman and run to the white car of Guard.

However, unfortunately the Guard did not heed Nadin's call. The car that the Guard was driving slowly left his courtyard. Let go of Nadin's wet face. Nadin continued to look at the departure of the Guard with grief.

The woman looked up her head at the black sky earlier today. "Why am I so stupid?" muttered Nadin with a sense of emptiness.

His footsteps slowly entered the house. The woman sat on one of the sofas with an empty look. His quarrel with the Guard turned back around.

"You're such a fool, Nad!" maki Nadin to herself. "You should have been! Why do you keep arguing with your husband!"

Nadin grabbed his own hair hard. Wreaked out the discomfort lodged in his chest. "Why can I cross the line of gini" murmured Nadin frustrated.

The woman came back crying loudly. His body rests on the back of the sofa. "I was always wrong!" shouted Nadin.

His clear eyes stared blankly. The woman is still very much remembering when the class increase event at the High School level several years ago. Halimah's stern face welcomed Nadin's arrival at the door.

"Always make Umma ashamed" said Halimah. The woman had just attended a child-sharing report. The newly arrived Nadin just lowered his head in silence.

"What do you want to be, Nad?" halimah asked in a soft voice but full of dislike. "What do you want to do if you keep going like this?"

Halimah thrust the paper with black ink on her son. "Vote 5 from the bottom, loh! Your grades are all low!"

Nadin ducking in. He knew his voice was not needed here. "If you're stupid at least learn. But have you ever obeyed Umma's willingness to learn?" halimah asked with a sharp look.

"What would your life be like if you kept going like this?" halimah asked with a face that was already very tired. The woman was completely inexhaustible with Nadin's behavior.

"Nad, dengerin Umma," Halimah's pinta was serious. Nadin immediately raised his head to face his mother's face.

"Please Umma minnta his cooperation. This is for your future and your children later" said Halimah trying to control her emotions.

"What about your descendants, Nad? You think what you're doing now won't have an impact later?" Hearing that question made Nadin bow again. Every time Halimah Nadin scolded rarely do defense. For Nadin it feels free to talk because he was never heard.

"How will you educate your child if your own life is a mess like this!" halimah said again because Nadin did not give an answer.

Hearing that sentence certainly made Nadin hurt. How can a mother say something like this. But still, Nadin was slowly immune to receiving hurtful words from his mother.

"Nadine! Umma will never be tired for your nasehatin. You will be a mother. You see Umma now. So mom's not easy, Nad! Mother is the first school for children" said Halimah seriously.

"At least your parents. Learn hard and be smart. Bring as much food for your life later. Someday you will definitely feel what Umma feels," explained Halimah clearly.

"Umma," interrupted Nadin with a trembling voice.

"Don't make Umma feel like a failure to be a parent because of you" Halimah said without caring about Nadin's call.

"See Dikta. He always made Umma and Abah proud." That speech ended the one-sided chatter that afternoon.

"I'm stupid, what can I do?" nadin asked himself. "I'm afraid of having children. I don't want my son to have a mother like me" whined Nadin.

In the dim light of the lamp Nadin constantly cursed himself. The woman's confidence had been gone a long time ago. All the wishful thinking and hope in himself had died long ago. Word by word that he had always swallowed himself for so many years was enough to make his mental and confidence charred.

Nadin looked back with a blank look. "True said Mas Dana," muttered Nadin among his crowd. "I'm like a kid, I'm selfish. Am I this bad?"

...

Minimalist light from some street lights accompany the early morning hours of Garda. The man drove the car slowly. Leave the window glass wide open. The man was enjoying the chill that pierced every inch of his body.

"Newly this time I feel really disappointed," muttered the Guard with a face of despair.

"Why are you doing this to me, Nad?" ask the Guard who it is. Only Nadin has the answer to that question.

Garda glanced at his cell phone. The man took a cell phone lying in front of the television with his car key. The phone shows Nadin's name on the screen.

"Where's Dana?" nadin asked as the Guard answered the call. "Mas go home first. Let's talk about it again, shall we?" persuade Nadin. The Guard remained calm in his composure.

"I have already replied to Dana. I'm going to back Mas Dana. Please go home first, Mas," said Nadin.

The woman slept curled up on the sofa in front of the television. His head seemed to want to break now. Nadin could not calm down. She kept thinking about her husband.

"Mas" called Nadin in a soft voice.

"I want to calm my mind first" replied the Guard briefly.

Nadin sighed hearing that. One hand pressed the part of his stomach that again felt pain. "Where are you going?" ask Nadin. "Mas go home. I won't talk to you later."

The guard was silent. Not to reply to Nadin. The man was already feeling lazy due to the quarrel earlier. Especially the facts that just came out.

"Mas still want to be outside?" nadin asked because the Guard did not answer.

Nadin stared at his phone screen. Turns out the Guard turned off the call. Hearing the brief response from the Guard made Nadin more aware. The man was really disappointed by her.

In the cold of the night that kept hugging her body. Nadin returned to shed tears. Guard's disappointment was no trivial matter for Nadin.

"How about Mas Dana stay with me, huh?"