
"You're still mad at me?" ask the Guard for the umpteenth time today. The man continued to follow Nadin who was cooking. His burly hand occasionally held some cooking ingredients intending to help his wife. But, what a pity. The cynical gaze from Nadin made the Garda movement stop.
"Gama's company in the room only. Later if he wakes up," said Nadin without heeding repeated questions from the Guard.
"I want to accompany his mother Gama only," answered the Guard refused Nadin's request.
Nadin tilted his head when he heard the call the Guard mentioned. As Nadin recalled he never mentioned the call at all in front of the Guard. As far as Nadin was concerned, the Guard did not know the call he had made for himself.
"Gama's mother if angry don't be long, yes," said the Guard while trying to reach Nadin's hand.
"What, anyway, Mas," said Nadin while avoiding the touch of the Guard.
"Have dong been angry, Nad. You've been quieting me for three days, you know!" bright Garda. During these three days the Guard felt very objected to the change in Nadin's attitude.
Nadin always kept his distance and interaction with the Guard. The woman also looked more quiet. Of course, all that did not fit with Nadin's personality before.
"As far as I am" replied Nadin indifferently. However, the tone of innuendo was clearly heard in his speech.
Garda increasingly made do not like the name Nadin said. However, upon realizing something, a bright smile rang on the lips of the handsome man. "Oh .. I know now," said the Guard proudly.
"What?" asked Nadin indifferently.His skinny hands began to switch saute some kind of seasoning that he had finished slicing.
"Ehm," deham Garda to attract the attention of Nadin a little. The man first scratched the back of his head which did not itch at all. Nadin is still focused on the cooking process.
"Jaudah if so Mas want to accompany Gama first, yes," said the Guard who sounded stiff.
Spontaneously Nadin turned to the Guard. His two eyebrows frowned at each other as he looked at the man. "Why?" asked the Guard confused and nervous.
"Say they want to accompany Gama" replied Nadin.
"Oh yes!" answer it clumsily. "First, yeah!"
Nadin stared at the departure of the Guard with great care. Both corners of his lips were perfectly narrowed. Show off the beauty of her beautiful face that always cools the eyes.
"It can be sensitive too" muttered Nadin.
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"You're still mad the same, Mom?" ask the Guard when the night starts to say hello. The man always tried to change the name for himself even though it sounded stiff.
"Do not need to be forced if not ordinary," said Nadin without caring about the Guard who began to stick to him.
Nadin himself was using his facial treatment in front of the dressing table. While the Guard stood with a sad face in front of Nadin. "This is to be familiarized," replied the Guard. "Already dong Nadin angry," persuaded the Guard again.
"A little while more" replied Nadin casually.
"Until when?" ask Garda still with a sad face.
"Until his anger" replied Nadin cuek. The woman was still engrossed in her busyness.
Garda sighed tiredly. He looked at the wife who continued to ignore her existence. "Know it doesn't have to be a story," said Garda.
Instantly, Nadin's cynical glances struck the Guard's sharp eyes. "Do you want to keep cheating?" ask Nadin sebal.
"I'm not cheating, you know, Nad!" the Guard is half upset.
Guards clucked when they heard Nadin's words. The man looked at Nadin whose position was lower. "You can stop talking about that, can't you?" ask the Guard in an unfriendly tone.
"Kok you're getting angry?" nadin asked with his head looking up at the Guard.
"You think it's easy for me to talk frankly to you about my own mistakes?" ask the Guard without heeding Nadin's question. "I'm talking to you so that later there will be no problems in our household. But now you're mad at me."
"I'm naturally angry?" nadin asked somewhat. Of course, he felt unacceptable because he felt blamed.
"But you're overreacting"
"How excessive?" cut Nadin fast. The woman immediately stood up to face off perfectly with the Guard. "Which part do you think is excessive?"
Garda sighed harshly. I was upset that his words were cut. Guard's frustration also increased because Nadin deliberately changed his call.
"You don't realize you've been quieting your husband for too long?" ask the Guard plainly. "I'm near you but you never think of me. I speak ignored. You think you're polite like that?"
"Mas Dana is close to other women. When I'm just being cheered on, can't you?" nadin asked in annoyance.
Garda ripped his hair rough. "Whatever, Nad, I'm tired of you!"
The guard immediately turned from before Nadin. Feeling his mounting emotions will have a dangerous impact if this chatter is continued.
"Which week is the same as me?" ask Nadin flat. The woman blocked the Guard's burly hands with her cold skin.
"Do you think I'm tired?" nadin asked again after the Guard turned back to him.
Garda looked at Nadin who continued to cast a deep gaze. The two clear eyeballs looked reddened with a puddle of tears that almost overflowed.
"I'm so tired, Mom!" said Nadin with a high tone. "My mind is always crowded. My head can't be pinned!" nadin shouted with tears that began to shed.
"Nad," call the Guard slowly. His free-raised hand touched Nadin's thin cheek.
With a vision that began to blur because of blocked tears Nadin stared in the eyes of his partner. "You think after what I've been through with you I can still be ordinary, Mom?" nadin asked with a trembling voice.
"I'm trying to tell myself that it doesn't matter! I try to convince myself that what you do will have no impact. I always told myself that you would never stay with me! But they don't believe it!" nadin said, continuing to look at the Guard.
The sense of tightness that he had been enduring for a few days finally overflowed. Nadin is not as strong as he used to be. Where he could hide his feelings for so long. Now it felt like his chest was so easily claustrophobic and ended up exploding like now.
"I'm trying to forget what you said to me but can't! I feel scared! I still feel nervous! I almost lost my trust in you!"
Hearing everything Nadin said was enough to make the Guard speechless. The man was still faithful looking at the beautiful face of Nadin who was now wet. He rubbed the two thin cheeks with his cold palms.
"I'm sorry" said the Guard. "I hurt you again, Nad," said the faithful Guard, wiping away his wife's tears.
"Mas" call Nadin. "I'm always afraid to trust people. I'm afraid they'll stay with me."
"I'm sorry" the Guard said. The man pulled Nadin into his arms. Using both of his hands to tightly hug Nadin's thin body.
"Nad .. I don't think you're going to think about this so deeply" Garda said.
"Sorry" replied Nadin. "I don't want to think about this myself, Mom. I'm tired, but I don't want my head pinned."