
"Sorry," the Guard chanted before beginning the gist of his conversation. "I'm sorry that I've been trying to get someone else into our house."
Nadin was silent for a while. He tried to understand the taboo sentence that Garda said. The woman slowly let out a long breath.
"Dana's cheating?" tuding Nadin with a face that looked at the Guard sharply.
Being asked such a question made the Guard even more nervous. For the umpteenth time the Guard lulled his lips.
"Mas reconnect with your former ten-year-old?" nadin is sounding increasingly dislike.
"I can't say that this is cheating" Garda said hesitantly. "But I admit my actions were wrong" he continued in a regretful tone.
Before replying to Garda Nadin's remarks, she first brushed off the hand of her husband who tried to hold both hands. "Why not cheat?"
Again and again. The Garda had difficulty explaining what he wanted to convey. It turns out that dealing with Nadin in a jealous and angry version can make the Guard afraid.
"May I tell you from the beginning just to be clearer?" ask the Guard for permission.
The cynical look immediately Nadin. With a lazy movement the woman leaned on the back of the sofa and folded her hands on the chest. His face was straight, reluctant to look at the Guard of the slightest item.
While the Guard was even made up in the fog with Nadin's behavior. The man looked at his wife's face. "But don't be mad at me, will you?" persuade the Guard before starting to tell the story.
"Depends" replied Nadin indifferently.
Garda sighed softly. The man began to plan to explain what was happening in a demanding manner.
"As I was talking about. Hana and I dated for almost ten years" Garda began the story.
"Not to talk anymore," cynical Nadin.
"Yes sorry," replied the Guard with a small ring.
"We were both almost married" the Guard said. The man looked at Nadin who glanced at him cynically. "But it failed because Mama did not give her blessing" Garda explained.
"Means Mas Dana is still very fond of dong same ex ten years it. Aja break it because of obstructed blessing," said Nadin vaporized his tightness.
"No," elak Garda. "I just love you."
In his silence actually Nadin tried to resist not smiling. Even in sulking mode, the woman can still be wrong.
"As you know, Nad. Mama always wanted everything to be perfect," Garda said. "Mama gave no blessing because according to him the Hana family is not worth our family" explained the Guard.
Nadin began to be a little interested in the Garda story. The woman began to slightly tilt her head to more clearly hear what the Guard said.
"Keep doing nothing?" asked Nadin in a flat tone.
The Guard shook his head firmly. "Mama is a very, very stubborn person. Whatever he says must be obeyed," the Guard said with a slight sigh. "You could say Mama is holding the helm in her children's lives. So, inevitably we have to follow where the wheel is pointed."
The Guard began to look at Nadin despite not being reciprocated. "It is difficult not to obey his words," said the Guard. "That's also the reason I'm so hopeful about your pregnancy, Nad. I'm afraid Mama separated us because her wish didn't materialize right away."
Automatic Nadin tilted his head perfectly until facing the Guard. The man had been staring at Nadin ever since. "That's when I knew you were taking the Pill I was so angry. I know very well how your mind goes. I'm afraid he's back in my way."
"If Mama asks Mas Dana to release me because she can't get pregnant?" ask Nadin. The woman looked at the Guard with a serious look.
"We'll keep trying-"
"You or not, Mum. Do not give another reason first" interrupted Nadin.
Garda heaved a heavy sigh. The man looked back at Nadin with a sad look. "I don't know, Nad. It was hard for me to refuse my mother's request. I always did what Mama told me to do" the Guard said.
"That means that one day Mama asked us to separate. Dana's willing to let me go?" ask Nadin again. The Guard shook his head firmly chiming in on Nadin's question.
"Why? Split up with a woman who has given you ten years to be able to. The time you don't want to let go of me you just met one year."
"Nad .. don't be," the Guard protest almost sounded like a whimper.
For the first time Nadin breathed a rough sigh. "Of the many advantages that exist with Mas Dana there is one that I do not like the most," said Nadin.
The guard pondered at Nadin's words. What his wife said was nothing wrong. "I'm sorry" the Guard said with regret.
"I want to rest first" said Nadin as he moved from his seat. It felt like his head and heart were too hot to continue this conversation.
"Don't now," prevent the Guard. His burly hand blocked Nadin's hand from moving away. "I haven't finished telling you."
"When, Mom" replied Nadin.
"Now, Nad," the Guard replied with a pleading gaze.
"Jaudah is fast" said Nadin. The woman was in a bad mood. The loudening of everything the Guard said made his heart burn.
"I started, yes," the Guard said seeking approval. Nadin's small deheman's voice made the Guard open its mouth again.
"A few days after I met Hana at the hospital. Suddenly Hana called me." Guard's words stopped along with Nadin's cynical gaze.
"He said that he was fired from his job because he had not been to work for several days" continued the Guard.
"Why does he keep saying the same, Mas?"
"He asked for my job" replied the Guard.
"Keep the love?!"
The guard nodded small. "I feel guilty and sorry, Nad. That's why I offered him to work at the diner to be a cashier, and he wanted to."
Nadin's face was no longer conditioned. The woman looked at Garda with a cynical look and a red face. "Continue?"
"So he tried to get close to me" replied the Guard honestly. His eyes looked at Nadin doubtfully. Get ready for the response from his wife.
"Keep the response, huh!?" nadin asked a little. Nudge from the Guard back Nadin caught. At that time, Nadin's thin hand did not hesitate to hit the Garda's chest even though it was very slow. "Mas Dana!" nadin shouted so badly.
"I'm sorry" the Guard said as he tried to grab Nadin's skinny hands.
"Surely that phone kept Mas Dana talking to me-you're the same as him, huh?" tuding Nadin's.
"Sorry, Nad," the Guard said again.
"Say I'm Dana, what's the same with her!?"
"Not more than I often respond to him" replied the Guard. The incredulous look from Nadin made the Guard gulp slowly. "I often receive the provision of his gift, Nad," I Garda although in his heart continue to make a prayer so that Nadin does not get angry.
"What else!?"
"Introduce him home."
"Then!?"
"Lunch together."
"Continue!?"
"Already, really," replied the Guard with a small grin.
"Related!?"
Suppose the Guard answers a corrupting question from Nadin. "I didn't do anything with him. I'm just responding to him."
Nadin turned his face arrogantly. Feeling lazy to face the Guard again. "I know what I did was wrong. I also do not want you to know this problem from others, so I dare to tell you this. Sorry for hurting you, Nadin. I promise I won't do it again."
"Now he still works at the diner?"
"I've dismissed him, Nad," replied the Guard honestly.
For the last time Nadin looked at the Guard with a serious face. "If you don't want to be the same, I'll let go of me. I have been disappointed a lot. Don't make me not believe in you."