My First Love " Mail's "
broken

there are many images of heartbreak. gw ? do not know what kind of like, I can only cry out the pain that is in my heart, I think this is more tightness than the usual tightness gw rasain. after pales thought he understood what I was saying, and with babibu, he immediately called the mail, and spoke with a fairly high tone.Gw friends moved aside simultaneously, he said, like there is a more urgent call, while the mail approached gw and spoke at length.gw who was in a crisp condition until a hiccup, did not hear clearly aa he was talking, until the bell went home, rang, I immediately woke up and tidied up my stuff to go home, no longer care about the existence of mail, out of class in a hurry and immediately go home.

I lay weakly on the bed, still with tears that kept coming down endlessly, I was trying hard to stop crying so the same sprain myself

" do not miss, why nangisin him!" I am angry at myself.but who is more honest, the cry does not stop, even until my eyes are swollen, and fall asleep unintentionally.

" huh "shocked when I wake up at 05.15, I have bad luck, rush to get up, to the bathroom, take a shower, immediately pray at dawn, and ready for school. shit I don't want when I fall asleep, until my eyes are swollen like gini, don't look what my eyes are ?? I went to school with a run, and amazingly, the school is still quiet, the class is still a mess, even though it's 06.05 why it's still quiet, yes it is, I finished the class just aja while waiting for another, waiting for another, when I again clean under the table gw, seinget gw under the table I always clean, but do not know my hands just in case if there is garbage left, really there are some paper blisters, just in case, and one sheet of neat paper, I take a scuff just doodles are not clear, but the neat paper there is a beautiful graffiti sheet writing a female name "adhel" I'm confused, who is adhel, who is adhel, this is under gw, temen gw also there is no such thing as adhel. when I want to throw away the paper suddenly I want a mail book that I have read the back, I read the back of it, there is a name gw and one more girl, yha adhel her name, I think her brother's name, is she very dear to her brother, but why dataro under gw, ah ! damn it's dong's girl's name, it's her boyfriend ! shit I've seen the name of the girl, I know, do not need to be told anjirrr. gw kelin, unconsciously I even back cry, painstakingly I stop nangis kemaren, karen, now even have to cry again just because of a piece of paper, damn it ! I really-it's fucking shit.

after making sure my face that does not look like I cry back to class, even though I have washed my face 1000 times, keep my eyes swollen like a pillow cake. pales that has come directly nyamperin gw, pales, trying not to discuss the latest thing, because I am the most whiny person about anything, if it has passed, discussed again, gw nngis again, pales know gw very, very well, so he did not discuss the yesterday.just I keep a story to pales aa that happened this morning, yaaa you can guess aa that will happen next, will happen next, he cursed the mail out for just a piece of paper.

" come in, what are you doing outside ?" ask the picket teacher who is on guard, I explained that ge sultry, lying a little bit with the teacher, about I'm not disobedient then, but want how else, anyway, when I say that I am again heartbroken, it is not possible!. finally I even the same stories guru gw, more precisely I get religious advice from guru gw, gw, yaa guru gw this is often very motivational anytime and anywhere, whether it's by doing, or talking directly. finally gw mapel gw dateng teacher, and I'll be ready to take the next lesson.

go home school pales I took to the side class, but I nolak, he did not ask me to talk the same mail, for I no one needs to talk anymore, it's clear he already has a girlfriend, I'm the same he also has no special relationship, so ignore it, I left pales home, while he still continues his conversation with mail.

until my passion house is still the same, zero percent, so I go straight to the room to sleep on the mattress, not cry, but my heart is loooh, it can not be explained, I can not explain, because I also do not know what to do, I can just fall asleep looking at the empty kamatlr ceiling.

" kring...📱" hp I sound, I immediately picked up the phone, from mother, ngajk gw street this weekend, with the spirit I mengayakannya, from mother, ngajk gw, I think I need a way to turn back the spirit I. I don't dare to tell about mail to mother by phone, afraid my father arrived denger, I'm afraid, so I better tell the story later, all the streets. After the phone ends I get out of bed and go out of the room, check my sisters who have not come home too, I'm out of bed, though the day would be dark. I'm around the house gw, but the results are empty, they have not returned home. finally I wait, maghrib thankfully they came home, and immediately ate, and finally, after studying in each room, and rest to continue activities in the future.