My First Love " Mail's "
first time talking
flowers bloom beautifully, the cool air this afternoon makes the fatigue inside me lost carried away by the wind, I sit on the swing, I, enjoying the wind that hit the body while laughing at the teacher of an oria who pushed the swing.
suddenly the man went to go on the swing, I who was not aware of his departure still smiled to enjoy the afternoon wind and remember what he had said, but the old swing lam stopped, I realized that the man was gone, I got up from the swing, walked around the park looking for the man's whereabouts, but the man was missing, no longer looks the beauty of the park, until the sound of the hp ringing I w sound, I realized. I let out a long sigh was just waking up.
time shows at 03.00, I have a habit of middle mallem get up to go to the bathroom, step towards the bathroom, with eyes half open, random hair scramble, I grandchildren face, and, wudhu then sholat tahajjud.
after praying I go to the house, see the beautiful night view, I look at the sky at any time, but lately I am sitting on the terrace not looking at the sky, but I daydream, but, what I thought, in this house Iw and my two sisters and bokap gw, both good ajh, but in my heart there is always something stuck.
not long I'm on the terrace, I go inside, take hp gw, see a quiet message from anyone chat, I saw one contact that if I want to chat it thought 1001 night. tio temen smp gw, I take a crush on him yaaa I still normalize if you like handsome people, not handsome too he just cool that. I matiin again hp gw, hp gw, I slammed my body into the bed, closed my eyes again by force, there were still a few minutes to wait for dawn.
...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...
the school bell rang, the classroom floor was still wet, as a result I and temen temen Iw still waiting in front of the class, which was picket serem, could not enter, entered a little sirennya sound, immediately, like a passing ambulance carrying a critical patient. I squat in front of the class, after climbing a few stairs, my breath so short, tired. I drink water that is always available in the bag gw, I'm sure, after that, talk to other friends.
bag gw already ngabrek on the table. sat on a bunny with his head resting on the bag, I tried to brim, nah lah eye gw heavy, whereas semalem gw sleeps soundly, and, but I think I like to sleep in class deh. I follow the lesson between willing and unwilling, the body I was there, but the mind and heart I was flying to where. bokap and nyokap gw who never get along, make gw males learn, males eat, males all-you lah. arrived I fad open binder gw, I just open binder, I got a birthday card from motivator gw
" for my son ika amalia......
happy Milad 15th for me
Look space........
Not fantasizing but studying with no limit of place, time, age and person
Look ocean.........
Not complaining but stepping out with determination and conviction
A formidable eplaut will be born from the shock of a great wave
Keep smiling......
Not spread charm but walk with optimism
Take the most beautiful pearls that are there.....
Not a dream, but the best is to be had.....
Never stop praying
for you, your parents, your teachers, your brothers, your friends, and those who have always been in your life, as well as all of humanity
TO REMEMBER "
I re-excited, considering when he gave this card to me, at that time I was in class 3 smp, my Indonesian teacher, my second father, I love him very much, this greeting card.... make my spirit back again, when I'm down, I always read the card again and again, without getting bored I do that.
I said I encouraged myself.
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I'm looking forward to the twisting temen gw changing prayer duha, I'm the first one again mmau nulis nyari pen here and there, suddenly a man came to open the window looking in
" a, ask for phone number dong" he said
" nothing" said I while checking under the table temen gw.
" a lie" he said he didn't believe
" not memorized" replied I again, who was still busy nyari pen
" lying" again he doesn't believe
" stone !" kesel gw for him and the pen that I never saw 😤😤
finally he left, while I lift one book with a sprain, and I'm more and more because it turns out the pulp is under the book, temen gw who just finished praying giggly gw
" ka.ka.why very si, people ask for a phone number doang kok "the ledek.
" yeah gw kok maksa 😒"
" watch out for you later demen "
" feces I demen same he "sahut I am more and more.
" dah yuk down, laper nih gw "word I divert, rather than wasting energy to create emotions because temen gw crazy follow ngain gw same him, he, mending gw my stomach, right?.
until home, I went straight into the room, while adek-adek I have also been in their respective rooms. I changed gw uniforms, then ngerabahin gw on the mattress, nyalain fan, and so on, open hp gw deh. oas really incoming phone, temen gw nur call
" ikaaaaa" greeted her from there when I picked up the phone
" slowly slow woi, earache gw "answer me while holding the ear gw that feels pengang.he told me that. earlier he picket class in bantuin same mail, mail, then the mail when again megangin pengki
" if I gw picket with ika, I happily hold penggatin pengki every time "he said tease mew, I turn the eyeball gw males, it's not clear I have temen, I don't have temen, I guess what's the call, uh even that, what should be the same report ?
where the pales know tau send a short message that the name "tio or mail" is getting worse again I will, if you think I'm dizzy, so I matiin hp gw, bruising my eyes by force. damnit damnit!!! even the face of mail is nongol again in my mind ! I woke up, washed my face, abis it wudhu gw maksa sleep again, again her face nongol in the shadow gw again.
" why is it that his face is mulu the nongol?" gw kesel.
finally I set the music and slowly entered the dreamland