My First Love " Mail's "
friendship

secret fans are like being wrong.loving in silence, there is a sense of joy that cannot be expressed when loved ones greet him, he said, there is a sense of jealousy that can not be expressed also when the loved ones along with others.I think now myself I fall into that category what I have to do now, I think, I am too happy when I am with mail, but I also do not want to continue to hurt myself. I play with him, I have to do the job together again, I do the job again, and can even be said as before something happened, but deep down I w, I always want to know myself if the mail already has a boyfriend, already have a girlfriend, I always want to myself to not continue to drown in my own feelings. I'm not infrequently menggelekin mail the same girlfriend who does not exist where it is a girl. I'm not infrequently alone reminding me not to be the third person among them. I'm not infrequently trying to entertain the heart of my injured when remembering that mail already has a girlfriend.

there is an outbreak of the virus that is contagious very quickly, so that the school is done at home each. initially I am still cheating sma mail, just I remind myself again, if the mail already has a girlfriend. kemuadian accidentally I make him angry, he blocked the phone number gw. honestly not a girl if not hurt right. at first I do not understand how he can not be contacted, I can not be contacted, until the arrival of another friend chat gw nanya mtk. after that I question the characteristics of the contact in the block.and it turns out no gw em

g is on the block.

" who's on the block ?" he asked, I answered briefly, then he was like entertaining me, not even just that day, the next day he always sent me an entertaining message.

" is the artist ready to ride a bike ?" ask him in the pesn, I don't know, until muter nyari.

" selena goes" she replied when I gave up, and many more funny silly questions.then continue to play guessing childhood photos, and edit the video.

although the day is getting closer to him, unknowingly every night when the others have left me alone to their own dreamland, I still cry heartache. I lied that I was good after the mail left.

arrived no. I. out of the blacklist and the mail sent me a message.

" why ? what's on the blacklist no gw ?" ask me without saying stale.

for some reason he put no gw to the black list. With a long apology poem, he replied to a short message I, again I was crying again when reading the long message. I replied to the message briefly, not because I had males typing, but my hands had already lemes first abis nangis, unfortunately the message could not be sent, again no I was blacklisted. I laughed faintly, laughed at myself, how stupid I was like this. I was unknowingly lost from my conscious

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" a... "

after the dawn prayer, hp I have a message calling the name gw. pas gw see, even a missed group call there, some unknown number.

" labaik" answered me briefly. he asked me the question I most discussed.

" don't talk about it, afraid to be sprained again" replied Iw, dismissing the topic of this conversation

" what's sister again ?" her question arrived

" again sleeping on the deck" I served him, I thought this was just a joke on him, pretending to be a child.

" his girlfriend's brother, huh ? "

" yes deck"

" waha brother wants to go with my brother"

" not ah "

" why brother ?"

" it's so far away the brother of his room" quite long communicate in such a way, until suddenly he says later I say brother yes brother. without thinking long I panic, I'm afraid, this is the adeknya who answers, I say joking doang, I'm not dating his brother, and so I discuss the same tuh bocil.

" safe you got PRANK "

I sent a voice note I cry, I've been crying so panicked it turns out in prank, damn it.

arrived he called me, I picked up but I mute. he said, ka dong, if not cry, if I was just joking, and so I cajole gw let not cry, if not cry, I was behind the mute call laughing curled up, so gini yes it feels mengeprank, finally generously I say if I do not cry, even do not hesitate to laugh, but he did not like, but he did not like, he was still worried because of the sound of vn I cry

" really I don't cry "the answer convinced him.

starting from that night, we so often call from morning to night, even we make our own nickname, I call him "tama" he call me "neng" yes he's a sundanese, I call him "tama" he call him "neng, so call me gw neng.

I feel like finding a new friend, like my best friend when I first smp, I finally decided to make friends with him. without realizing there is something different between us