My First Love " Mail's "
his birthday
the sound of laughter we play is very jarring, so this one room is full of the sound of our laughter, gw and mama gw who are busy walking the road enjoying a weekend vacation, enjoying the holiday, unwind that has accumulated for five to six days, until I forget something.
" sister, your friend whose name is mail ngechat mother" said mother. mampus gw, I forgot that temen I gave no mother gw to him, I immediately asked him what ajh he was, I forgot, nanya what ajh, why yaaaa that question is ajh, which in essence, what she uses chat-chat mother everything. it turns out mother I lansung familiar with him, he, I honestly tell my heart to mother, I also said that I often jutekin him.
" don't do it, sister, not good, watch out later you are in the pellet you know" said the mother commemorates gw, I gweyel do not believe, even mother gw clear if their pellet, they are, called a white pellet, I am confused, but also can not make sense, I can not be sweet and calm in front of him, yeadah gw, he demen Alhamdulillah, I can not be sweet and calm before him, if you do not look for another. arrived saddam and daffi came to bring noodles that they cooked themselves, fortunately I'm the same mother has not discussed mail, mail, klaau still discuss abis I have been in the same mulu ledekin they. all day I spent time with mother, and adek-adek gw, until I forgot that I have an appointment to meet with mail
' ah bodo deh, people I do not dare to meet' lamented gw on myself, gw that emang basically never dating, never met, never met, I never met, yes, just do not dare Deket-deket same men, fatherly I gw fierce nauzubillahi if gw Deket-deket same pawan type gw, holiday pass smp aja gw same way women temen gw doang, I, already sorry I, hp gw on the slam, kicked even want to be thrown into the trash, for aunty gw who is home helping me save tuh hp, if not more capable gw, for me, after that my mother will ngoceh ngomelnya a century because hpnya damaged, right buyin mother gw not father.afternoon has come time to return, gw and adek-adek gw escorted to the same house mother, dunya, while the new mother way home after I was equally adek-adek to home safely.
until home there is no one, the father also went again to the meeting of the alumni organization of his school, yaaaaa Iw more often at home threesome just as adek-adek Ija, yaaa, dad is busy here and there while mom does not live in one house with me, sometimes I like to envy friends I have at home, there is a father who likes anterin he school, I envy...... but for whatever I envy, will not change the situation as well right, I have always been like a mother to make adek-adek Iw, even though the age of I was belom there was 17 years, sometimes gw kel, sometimes gw kel, why my parents are selfish, do not think my feelings are equally good, sometimes I think also, if the father of the same mother continue together they fight continuously, I feel completely wrong, I feel completely wrong, moreover, the mindset of the father and mother is far different, I have to be able to adjust the situation when I am the same mother or the same father, but not for the adek-adek gw who still do not understand, they sometimes talk frankly about anything, which sometimes triggers a fight between the two to occur again, even though they are not together, they still often fight, or do not curse each other in the back, or not curse each other behind, only I and I had witnesses, kayak gini conditions, make me not feel at home, make me always want to escape from this situation, like this, but I want more birthday cards gw guru, I wantin myself gw lgai, if I can, I can prove it to both parents Iw, gw, klaau Iw can be as they want, even better yet. unconsciously, considering the state of the house like this makes me tired and fall asleep by itself.
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" mail, her brother came" said the man, after saying the sentence he immediately left the classroom.mail went out of class to approach his brother, his brother, and he, unconsciously I watched him leave until he disappeared unseen, temen I have called gw many times until the sprain on the shoulder gw. I was shocked, I immediately apologized and continued to listen to the story. after the mail returned, and I finished the story suddenly aja mullut gw even ngocceh uncontrollable
" jia ilah tomorrow her brother's birthday ampe dateng" said I to myself, it should, but because the voice I do not control, and I also the same position temen gw, I'm still the same, as a result he was horrified what I said earlier, so he said to the mail, if I ask for PU (birthday tax ), I bulged kesel to temen gw, I did not say ask pu, pu, I'm just saying he's coming tomorrow his brother's birthday, why go to PU anyway? kesel gw, I finally talked to the mail, which in fact, I swear I was really horrified he misunderstood, affirm I am cursing temen gw, I want to blaspheme him, I want to blaspheme him, but I'm still a human being who has a heart full of affection, so I can only sprain for a moment.
october 23rd, now mail 15th birthday, yes he is younger than gw a year, anjirrr I was shocked to know younger seylahun, feel old Iw. school as usual come in the morning, guard the gate, follow the qur'an tadarus, until the learning activities.break hours arrive, I dapet mukena first so I pray dulan, after that, I went back to class and nitip snack same temen gw, today I do not want to go down, males, intention I want to rest in class, but who would have thought instead came someone standing in the doorway
" i'm sorry, maybe lately I like you, I'm bothering you, sorry yaa" said the man
" likes are natural, want to be the same whoever you like it's your right, not my business" replied Iw, I went back to the book in front of me, I, take the pen and start doodling on the sheet of books I open. he just keeps talking about his feelings to me, which he wants to deket same Iw, he just keeps talking about his feelings to me, I'm whatever he wants to deket yes please do not also yaudah, keep him about dating, eits, gw the most reckless dating people, I don't like, I don't like, first I have promised my best friend, if we will not date, both fathers I forbid, third I like to be confused as people who know the law of dating to still do that. then do not forget also he did I want PU what? anjirrr I thought again, this is the work of the Amel yesterday, I am clear again if I do not want, fortunately he this time ngetri, embarrassed I swear I chat in cleas only two, the door is wide open, open, my class brother who passed by ngeledekin gw mulu, I feel like dying hands I'm cold, you want to know what doodles in my book? which makes small flowers fill one sheet of book gw, fortunately the bell in save gw, if gk, I'm sure the snacks I tipped to the temen I immediately stale, if gk, I found audah live dead body tal animate.the first time gw deg-degan sampe kayak gini, feel abis kuntilanak entry in love.