My First Love " Mail's "
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after his birthday, I have ngizinin he made the same deket gw, we so often learn together, do math tasks in particular, because we both like math, because we both love math, then we also often go home later when the picket class, gw and temen gw pales, and mail with his tompul nungguin gw, gw who still do not believe love likes to test, and, I told the mail to take water to mop down, keep telling them to lift the bench, fortunately they patiently did it with pleasure.
This Wednesday gw and pales picket class, as usual, mail and tompul ngikut there, from before the clock home school, the sky is overcast, and whirring rain water slowly, gw nypu, gw, pales who mopped, finished ngepwl turned out to rain more heavy, I went to the next class while waiting for a passenger who was chatting in class with a tompul, while I was in the next class, not long after the mail entered, not long after, I was not used to going out of class, waiting in the hallway, so I was hit by rain water carried by the wind.mail repeatedly told me to go to class, but I always refused, but I always refused, because I was not unusual. finally pales I asked to go to class, he was the same tompul sitting on the table facing the window, while I sat on the table at the very corner of the back I, I, at first I was there, until the mail came and sat on the floor leaning against the classroom wall, pales coolly chatting with the tompul facing the window while enjoying the view of the sky that fell rain, and the, gw at the end there coolly chatted with mail, until suddenly he fell silent, and glared at me, Iw who was afraid that if he glared like that angry he made not glare, I'm afraid that he made not glare, because he was increasingly glaring, even his hands had clenched strongly, I immediately jatohin table towards him, so he did not and realized, while I had run away from the position Iw. pales and tompuls also looked at at the same time
" why are you ?" tanya pales approached me who was standing in front of the blackboard away from the mail while frightened.
" that he glares at gw pal" replied I'm short, finally pales ngajak I go home, he brags the same tompul, while I still dares to talk the same mail, even though he's already well ajh, he said, but my heart was not in good shape.
I same pales home together, he nganter gw until home, after I entered the new house he came home to his own home.
I went straight into the room, I naro bag with just anyone, then lay my body on the mattress with rough, rough, with the school uniform that is still complete I looked at the sky of my room with a broken feeling, heartache I saw the mail so, I don't know why, I don't know why, what I know when he glared at me earlier, he was unconscious, because when I threw the bench, he looked shocked, and immediately realized what happened, he said, it's just that he doesn't know what happened before. I immediately got up to walk to the study table I, pick up a book, walk over to the bag gw, and go back to the study table and sit there, sit there, I started writing on the sheet of paper in the book, unconsciously crying
" ikaaaaaaaaaa how do you cry anyway ? how do you hurt to see him like that ?? you're not in love with her, are you ? are you really in love ?" I asked myself, I continued to curse myself while continuing to write and cry, tears I unconsciously did not stop, finally I changed clothes, I changed clothes, and back on the mattress, my tears never stop down, until I sleep into the subconscious.
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the sun broke into the window of my room, piercing my eyelids until I opened my eyes forcibly
" maybe I'm not built as they are" oveh I myself. up to the school bell just rang, I'm a little bit of fun, at least I'm not late, can be unlucky if I'm late today, I'm late today, I have been the manager, the teacher picket the day of the drawer is like a parrot, can only if it is really late. I entered the class in a hurry, while sitting on the bench breathing I have not been normal, I was not, still ngosan because abis run. as usual tadarus qur'an first just started to learn.today, wednesday, 4 December, the 16th anniversary of my birthday, when I had my 12th birthday, it was my first birthday after my parents separated, I had a gift from my mother, I had a gift from my stepmother, I also got a gift from my stepmother, and get a cake from my father, but today is different, I had a very quiet birthday, my father left for work early in the morning, I have not spoken, adek gw, I have not, I don't know what he wants?🤷. rest hours I go down to smp, the intention is to nyamperin gw indonesian teacher, I deket very same him, last year, last year, I get a greeting card that every I read I'm so excited again, this year I'm coming to see him, hope the prayer from him is said without asking, unfortunately I didn't meet him, unfortunately I didn't meet him, I went back to class a little uninspired, when I sat down suddenly a student smp came to my class
" sister ika, called the teacher of Indonesian language below" he said while shouting, unconsciously I immediately smile and immediately rise from my seat, I rushed down with enthusiasm. when I met I immediately took a hand gurru gw for salim
" happy birthday yaaa, may a long, healthy life always, so the pride of parents, useful for the religion and nation, anyway good good deh for you" said the teacher Iw while I still hold his hand after the salim, I smiled happily, I unconsciously went back to class with enthusiasm, teacher I did not forget that I was birthday today, I did not forget, I swear by gw.
I sat back and waited for the bell to ring, when I wanted to take the next student book, I was shocked when I saw there were some papers in my bag, I check the sender there is from adek class gw in smp, there is also from temen class gw, and when I open buk gw, there is writing
"ZIN QATAR ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ "always for you
anjayy heart I immediately flowery, I know whose writing is this. When I finished looking at the book gw, mail already standing in front of the table gw with his hands back, I'm sure, she develops her smile sweetly while taking out a choclate and being put on the table
" happy birthday ifa" he said short, I can no longer smile gw, I'm very happy, in the same word guru gw, dapet letter from adek-adek gw class in smp, dapet, and said the same person I love, ups love ? not-not just liked.