My Hate, the Water of His Eyes (The End of A Taste)
Don't Ruin the Atmosphere
There is much more to be written by Wulandari than on the agenda he gave to Syera. He poured his longing on the princess through writing. Sometimes he even looks like he is telling a story in his writing. Hope his daughter who is lying on the bed of the house where Syera is located can hear his fairy tale and sleep.
Some of Wulandari's writings...
The day before Syera was born.
Good morning, beautiful mama's daughter, did you sleep well in your belly, baby? I can't wait to see you born into this world. I'm sorry mommy because your dad's not there to accompany us both. But we don't have to be sad because your papa must be keeping us from heaven and smiling looking at us both because it's been strong to this extent. Today we're going to the hospital and tomorrow mama will hear your beautiful crying voice.
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A few days after Syera was born.
Shera Hanindy Palmer, beautiful daughter of mom and dad. What a beautiful name, I hope you like that name, baby. The name has been prepared by your father since you were just one month old in the womb of your mother. Beautiful name for our beautiful daughter but sorry your papa couldn't be around to carry you. She's not next to you but I'm sure papa heard your cry and saw how tiny you are from heaven.
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When Syera was five months old.
Beautiful mother's daughter, sorry dear mother. Mama has to do it because she loves you. Don't be angry or hate your mom. Mama was forced to do it because she wanted you to grow up in a good environment and live your days like a normal kid. I am sure after tonight I will always cry because I miss you. Grow well and be a strong child. Mama loves you, son.
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Seven year old syera.
Sera, mama misses and misses you dear. Are you eating and sleeping well? What is the woman you call your mom/mommy/mommy who loves you? I'm sure she's a good woman and will take care of you like her own daughter.
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Ten year old syera
Beautiful mother's daughter, did you blow your tenth birthday candle today? Happy birthday dear. Mama misses you so much, son.
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Syera was thirteen years old (the day before the accident and Bayu died).
Sherah, I can't wait to see you again, dear. We'll see you tomorrow, son. I can't sleep and hope today changes quickly with tomorrow. After thirteen years we'll finally meet, son. Don't be angry and hate your mom when you see her. I love you and miss your daughter very much.
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A month after the accident
Sorry mom, honey. Because of mama's carelessness, we couldn't meet last month. Mama's probably the worst person in the world. Mama's desire to meet you only makes a very good person lose his life. Mama knows now you live with the Suntama family, mama is sure if the family will love you because the late om Bayu was a good person. Mama feels guilty to wife and child om Bayu, they must be very hit because of the loss of om Bayu. Sorry mama, don't hate mama, son.
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Today mama again at the beach brings the kids kindergarten vacation. I love my job because I get to meet funny kids and play with them. Do you know, on the beach where you are now is where you first met Bastian Palmer, your late father. Mama is very grateful to om Bayu because he is the one who has introduced mama with papa. Papa you are a business partner om Bayu who is developing his company in this country but unfortunately he left us too soon. Papa died of leukemia, he left when you were seven months in your mama's cage. You should know that your father is a good man and he loves us both very much.
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Sera, mama is so lonely and misses you, son. If it wasn't for the Palmer family, mom wouldn't have been willing to part with you all this time, son. Damian Palmer is your opa name, in this country no one knows him but in Scotland he is very well known and feared. Papa you left Scotland because of it and your oma was very supportive of papa's decision. Damian Palmer's family was very wealthy but their wealth came from illegal arms and illicit goods businesses. All the Palmers did the same thing, except for your papa. He does not want to do that and is subject to Damian's orders, your opa. Papa Damian's only son and the other three are girls. When papa left Scotland and Damian knew she was pregnant with you, they wanted to take you away from us. Things got worse when Papa died. Every day you have to be careful because Damian's people always keep an eye on you, they want you after birth and take you to continue their dirty business when you grow up. Lucky there is Bayu, he who picked up mama and you from the hospital after you were born because indeed mama did not have a brother, mama grew up and grew up in an orphanage. Om Bayu takes us to live in his villa because it is not possible to live in our house like when papa was alive. Just a matter of months Damian's man knows where we are until finally he is forced to take the advice of om Bayu to leave you to a woman who works at the bar and the woman named Jelita. I hope you don't have to meet the Palmer family. I want you to be a good kid, do what you want and be in a good environment too. Mama loves you, son. Mama misses you, Shera. Mama should always refrain from looking for you because your opa man who used to bring mom from the hospital when the accident with om Bayu always watched over mama.
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What are you doing, honey? For many years, I wanted to see you even if only for once. Mama wants to see you grow up, look at your looks and caress your hair. Just once, Mama wanted to meet and hug you.
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☘️☘️☘️☘️☘️
Back to Leo and Shera on the balcony.
Empfp....
Syera could not help her heartbeat when Leo suddenly landed a kiss on her lips. All over Syera's body rippled and made her tremble. Syera nodded and closed her lips.
Leo pulled his face from the Sherah. The tense look on Syera's face was obvious, making Leo smile with satisfaction. The position of Syera like a cornered person holding the balcony fence so tightly further adds to the tension of Syera.
Cup
"Are you so scared?" leo asked after a quick kiss on Syera's lips.
"Yes, I'm scared and don't do it again."
Cup
"Do what?"
Although the kisses are short but make Syera's body rippling.
"That's what Leo's brother just done."
Cup
"What did I really do just now? Both my legs and my hands did nothing" said Leo holding back his smile.
"Bu-not feet and hands but..."
Cup
"Don't kiss me again, brother."
The phone in Leo's jeans pocket rang. He saw the name of the caller, he thought of something when he looked at Syera.
"Ekhem," Leo deliberately did so that Syera would look at him. "Hello, Karina," Leo replied to a greeting from across the phone. Leo did not make it in speaker mode so that Syera could not hear what Karina said.
The karina? Why would he call Leo again, instead of just meeting?
Syera looked up to see Leo standing in front of her answering Karina's phone.
"I've reached the apartment and I'm playing with my little brother."
Little brother? I'm not a kid.
"Of course, why not? We have to meet often, it will be very good. I'll take my time tomorrow for you, you can tell me."
They want to see you again tomorrow? Wh-wh-what for?
"Okay, good night and go to sleep."
Finished answering a phone call from Karina, Leo returned to Syera who tried to cover her sour face. Leo was sure that Syera was not happy when she spoke with Karina.
Is it possible that he also asked to go home at the restaurant earlier because of Karina? Does he not like Karina? If yes, why? Karina was kind and did nothing to him at the restaurant. Wait, he said he liked me, right? Or maybe he...
"The one who called me just now was Karina," told Syera to provoke her response. "He's taking me to see tomorrow night."
Leo ruffled his waist in front of Syera and noticed the girl's face turning dark. It turns out that Leo's guess did not dart, wanting to feel like he jumped for joy.
This time you're caught off guard, you're not good at hiding it from me. Sherah, you're jealous!
"Down me. I said put me down, "please Syera.
To hell with everything, I'm not gonna let you go again for good. I don't care about anything else, I just want you.
"Shera," called out the name of the girl in front of him gently.
Cup
Starting with a brief kiss, Leo then gently kissed the lips of the Shera ranum. Syera's body again rippled even more times than he felt before. Just a short kiss has made the heart of Syera beat fast especially when Leo mastered his tiny lips.
Leo accidentally opened his eyes wanting to see the reaction of Syera, he could not help but smile even though his lips were stuck on Syera's lips as the girl flickered funnyly. Leo took off his kiss, unable to hold back his laughter looking at the tensed face but looking cute and adorable in front of him.
"Haha... Don't you like me? Then why is your face like a frightened person?" goda Leo made a cold face of Syera because the night wind became blushing. "It's enough to play around, I'll do it right."
Syera's eyes glared back as Leo again landed a kiss on her lips. A moment Leo still opened his eyes but he then closed his eyes, enjoying his fondling on the lips of his girl.
Leo took off both of Shera's hands from the balcony railing and wrapped them around her waist but both hands fell because of Syera as if they had no energy due to Leo's lips. Syera's heartbeat raced irregularly, her breathing stinged as Leo continued to silence her mouth with a kiss.
Leo releases his kiss to regulate the breath, giving Syera time to breathe oxygen.
"Ka-Karina-"
Cup
"Don't ruin the mood by mentioning someone else's name right now."
Both of Leo's eyes stared at Syera's face with sadness. The thunder of Leo's breath swept across the face of Syera.
"It's just the two of us" said Leo pasted both of their eyebrows and his voice sounded so heavy.
"Syera, I like you, I love you and I love you" whispered Leo in the ear of Shera.
Leo took down Sera from the small round table and kissed her again. Syera almost fell if Leo did not hold her body. Syera's legs were limp and no longer had the strength to support her body. Seeing that Leo even laughed a little.
Hap!
"We're in, it's cold in here."
Leo lifted up and held Shera like a kangaroo child. He brought Sherah inside.
The sofa became Leo's goal, he sat down without removing Shera from his carrier. Leo was not finished, he pulled the nape of Syera but Syera held him back.
"Qu-enough, brother."
"I didn't ask."
Empfp...
Syera had no strength and courage to dodge when Leo kissed her again, smacked her and grabbed her lips. Although only a one-sided kiss because there is no reply from Syera but Leo is quite happy because Syera does not reject it, it may be different if at other times.
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