My Hate, the Water of His Eyes (The End of A Taste)
The Warmness of Love

Two hearts longing for each other in warm hugs and kisses. Do not want to give up the love that is already in your grasp, it gives room to enter more and feel grateful.

Leo and Sera, none of them gave any sign of ending a deep and demanding kiss. Both of them dissolved in the silence of the atmosphere of the house where they were.

Whether consciously or not Syera stepped back followed Leo into one of the rooms whose door Ben opened when showing the room they could occupy tonight.

"Sheera?"

Leo took off their kisses and saw Syera's face so sweet. Leo swallowed his saliva and used his hand to wipe the wet lips of Syera. He saw that they were already in the room.

Realizing their existence Syera took off her embrace from Leo and spontaneously backed away as if forgetting what they had done a while ago. Syera did not dare to look at Leo, she was ashamed of what she had done.

Syera hugged and rubbed the sleeves of her coat. The night makes Syera more cold. His coat was not enough to make him feel warmer.

Leo approached and tidied Syera's hair, stroked her head, smiled at the shy behavior of Syera which actually makes Leo more like. Leo's eyes caught the bracelet that Syera was wearing.

"You still wearing it?" leo asked happily when in fact he was very worried that Syera's heart might have changed to him.

Syera dropped her hand, pulling the tip of the mantle hand to cover her wrist to hide Leo's bracelet while at the top.

"You're still wearing it, it's me and you're still us."

Syera pulls her hand when Leo wants to see her wrist. Sheera breaks out and moves away from Leo. What Syera did made Leo open his eyes, every time Leo stepped forward to approach Syera, she also moved away.

From his face Syera looked confused and thought of something. Leo was confused.

For a while they were both silent, Leo thought maybe between him and Syera was not what they used to be. Leo stood by the window, turned his back to Sherah, and put his hands in the pocket of his coat. Leo stared out through the window, watching the snow this year start to fall.

Sherah, am I really too late?Your silence frightened me even more.

A firm, strong and principled man like Leo becomes so fragile when it comes to the heart. Syrians

raising his head, he saw Leo as if he were wiping away tears.

The snow that came down there was laughing at Leo and his sadness.

As Leo felt a deepening sadness, two hands extended on Leo's waist and hugged him from behind.

"Sister?"

Leo immediately twisted his body the first time Syera called out to him.

"Sister, don't cry. Why is it so weird like this?" Shera raised both her hands to wipe away Leo's tears. "So, I'm also getting a shit now."

Leo nodded, confirming the words of Shera. It felt so good that when Syera noticed him, Leo grabbed Syera's hand and kissed her palm.

"Has Leo been okay all this time? Do you always eat on time? Does the acid recur often? Did you sleep well?" cecar Syera with many questions that actually make tears both Syera and Leo more flowing.

Out of the many questions for him, Leo simply nodded his head. He misses the voice of Sherah very much and very much.

"Am I still here?" leo asked, pointing his index finger at Syera's chest. That question was what Leo wanted to ask but he was difficult to say because Syera was silent from the moment they met.

Syera directs Leo's hand and puts it over his chest followed by a nod of the head.

"Until I die and be in the next life" Syera said.

There are still many things that Leo wants to ask and know but he does not want to ruin his happiness. So far he's still in Syera's heart and that's enough.

"Are you cold?" ask Leo suddenly.

Not without reason, from earlier actually Leo felt his body almost frozen. Adapting to the new environment and weather is not easy especially the difference is very drastic with Indonesia.

"Wait a minute."

Leo remembered that Ben had shown the fireplace before he left. Although never but not to be ignorant at all. Leo walked into the living room and saw the fireplace that Ben had shown. The sherah who came out of the room followed Leo and noticed what he was doing.

Syera smiled as Leo began to arrange a few pieces of wood with a gamang. Syera stands behind Leo and watches Leo's hand.

"Can you do it?" ask Syera and make Leo a little nervous.

Leo looked for a lighter and found it. Time and again Leo lit the lighter and pointed it at the firewood in the fireplace but never burned.

If it wasn't for the nearby Sherah, Leo might have cursed all out because of the wood that never burned. Syera smiled even more as Leo's face turned very upset.

"Sister, let me just," asked Leo for a lighter.

"No, let me. I can do it" Leo refused.

Leo's face turned very serious, from his experience as a Boy Scout when Junior High School when going to light a campfire, in addition to firewood and lighters or matches then what is needed is also kerosene. One by one the bottles in the house that contained Leo kissed to look for kerosene.

"There's no kerosene, brother. Let me just, "please Syera again on the lighter in Leo's hand.

Leo didn't listen to Shera, he hasn't given up. Actually not far from the fireplace there is a bag containing wood powder that is commonly used to start a fire first. Syera knew about it but she purposely silenced it. Syera longs to see every expression on Leo's face, which is why Syera doesn't tell Leo.

Syera wanted to laugh as Leo returned from the kitchen carrying some plastic bags and paper. As Syera knows, Leo is not a person who gives up easily if he is determined.

After almost half an hour, Leo finally managed to light the fire even though the wood arrangement was a mess. Leo smiled with satisfaction at his success. He brought Sherah by the fireplace to warm their bodies.

"Is it very cold?" leo asked, looking at Syera's slightly flushed face.

He held both cheeks and was so cold. Leo directed his palms to the fireplace and after being warm enough he put them on Syera's cheeks. Leo did it over and over again until Syera's cheeks warmed up slightly.

Not to be left behind, Syera followed what Leo did and put her hand on Leo's cheek. Syera believes that Leo must have difficulty adapting to the circumstances where he is now.

As the hands of the two stuck to each other's cheeks the atmosphere returned awkwardly. Syera lowered her hand from Leo's cheek and faced the fireplace in front of her. Sheera was nervous and when going to stand Leo had already held him first.

"Sheera?" call Leo soft. Leo cupped Syera's face to face her.

With her eyes closed, Syera ventured to kiss Leo's lips. For the first time ever, Syera kissed Leo. Of course what Syera does is welcomed by Leo who replies to the Cheating of Syera with *******.

Both breaths panting while pausing a kiss to regulate the rumbling of the heart that is increasingly racing irregularly. Leo took Syera to the room they had entered with him.

Intentionally the door is not closed so that heat from the fireplace enters the room.

Very slowly and carefully Leo put Syera on the bed. Syera flickered, she played her nervous fingernails. Leo noticed the nervousness of Syera and clasped Syera's hand to calm down.

Leo moved to the side of Syera and again smeared the girl's lips. Syera gulps her saliva as Leo leads her to sit down and take off her coat. Leo did the same thing by taking off his coat.

Syera gets nervous when Leo comes back to her and sees Leo is already on top of her body.

"Sister Leo?"

The voice of Syera shrinks when Leo has returned to shower Syera with a kiss.

"Syera, I love you. I love you so much" whispered Leo.

That's the sweet sentence that Syera heard in her ear when Leo began to release one by one attached to her body or in the body of Syera.

Syera just silently accepted what Leo did to her. He knows where his story with Leo is going to dock tonight. A moment Leo stopped because there was no rejection from Syera because Leo believed that Syera should be angry with him but in reality did not.

Until both are plain without a piece of cloth attached to Syera does not do rejection.

"Shera, I-I"

Syera poked her hands around Leo's neck and slowly nodded her head. Knowing there was no rejection, Leo reviewed his smile, pulled the blanket and did so to Syera.

Just this time, let me be selfish. Let me be selfish for me who never expected much in this world from the beginning. This man, I love him so much. Don't curse me because I love him so much. Forgive me for being selfish for myself.

"Is it really painful?"

Concerns include Leo when he sees Syera's face holding her voice when she will groan in pain. Syera nodded her tears.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Ilove you. Sera, I love you so much."

The snow that fell out there that previously laughed at Leo and his sadness is now a silent witness to his struggle with Syera. There is no rejection and no compulsion, there is only greater love.

In a beautiful place, in a calm and comfortable atmosphere both Leo and Syera together embrace their love.